But why, she can't even do this!?

And it's for her and Yan Yixi's children......

Bai Chengyao really felt that he was about to go to extremes...... A child, for the sake of a child who may not even have a human form, has to give up a life that has been alive in this world for twenty-five years?!

Are you kidding!

"I've already decided, if you really don't support my decision, you can send me back, and I'll think about the next thing myself." Liang Wei'an's mouth was very light, and her eyes were also light, but she seemed to have made up her mind that there would be no change!

"Liang Wei'an, are you a fool? You think you're great? Your child is born without a mother, and it may have to call someone else's mother, do you think it will be happy?! ”

This sentence shocked Liang Wei'an fiercely!

Yes, she grew up without her mother, and it was really sad. But in the end, she lived to be twenty-five years old, met the people she loved and those who loved her, and saw this colorful world.

If it weren't for Liang's mother's sacrifice, how could she be where she is today?

And this child in her belly has never seen the outside world, so it is really cruel to drop it like this.

Bai Chengyao looked at Liang Wei'an as if he had lost his mind, and kept soothing his lower abdomen, he felt that his whole body was about to go crazy, and he frantically pressed her shoulders: "Think about it, if you give up this child and survive the operation, how many will you have to give birth in the future?" Why do you have to consume yourself for a child? Are you sick in the head?! ”

Liang Wei'an just glanced at him, and a slight smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "Cancer, even if I finally carry it off, my body may have collapsed a long time ago, how can I be a mother again?" ”

"......" Bai Chengyao didn't know how to refute, he knew that what Liang Wei'an said was not wrong...... At that time, chemotherapy and radiotherapy may make her body not suitable for pregnancy at all, and this child is likely to be her only chance to be a mother in her life!

Bai Chengyao felt that the whole person was very anxious, but he couldn't speak.

He squatted beside Liang Wei'an and buried his head in it, like a child who tried hard to resist but ultimately failed.

Liang Wei'an's hand gently patted his shoulder, and there was finally a trace of warmth in her voice: "Bai Chengyao, thank you for pulling me at my most difficult time." Thank you for wishing I lived...... Thank you very much. ”

“……”

"But I want you to respect my decision."

The last sentence is simply like a sharp weapon to seal the throat when seeing blood, and the person who blocked it is speechless.

Bai Chengyao had never felt so desperate as he did now. He had always thought that despair was a word that was too far away from him. After all, even if it was a matter of life and death, he had never felt hopeless in the primeval jungle, in the desert, or in the gang battles where there was a crisis everywhere.

He was born with a sense of self-confidence, and he knew that there were things he could do.

But this time, it may be the least confident he had. Originally, he had already given up on making Liang Wei'an like him, pretending to approach her heartlessly, and then pretending to walk away as if nothing happened. Helping her as a good friend, he felt quite content in exchange for her gratitude and thanks.

But now she says she's going to give up her chance to live......

He really felt deeply powerless.

God sometimes really likes to play tricks on people, and will always inadvertently push people into the abyss of pain, no matter how hard they struggle, there is no way to get out.

He had been squatting like that, bowing his head, and had been silent for a long, long time. Until, after the last bit of sunset was swallowed up by the night.

He finally exhaled heavily: "Liang Wei'an, I respect your decision. If you want, you can continue to live here and I will ask someone to take care of you...... and your children. ”

Liang Wei'an felt really sour in her heart.

Bai Chengyao went from anger, to silence, to finally compromise, and really threw away all his bottom line little by little...... She really didn't know what to say, in fact, now she had slowly understood his intentions, but she didn't dare to understand.

There was nothing she could repay him but thanks.

In the end, both men returned to the house, sat at opposite ends of the table, and had a silent dinner.

For the first time since losing weight, Liang Wei'an ate a lot without controlling her appetite at all, in fact, she has no appetite, but she keeps stuffing things into her mouth, as if she can't stop......

Even if she can't eat it herself, she has to eat it for the baby in her belly. Now, she's not living alone!

But as she ate, her eyes turned red, and tears fell into the soup in large gulps, but she never cried. She shrunk and trembled as if she were dying......

At this time, Bai Chengyao put down the tableware, walked over to her, stood beside her, grabbed her shoulders, and hugged her into his arms: "You idiot! ”

Liang Wei'an felt that she wouldn't cry, she felt that she was fully prepared, but she still cried helplessly at the moment she was hugged, and the whole person was trembling because of crying, and her tears were like a flood that burst the embankment, and once she started, she couldn't hold it back at all!

She lay in Bai Chengyao's arms, crying as if she was about to collapse.

Bai Chengyao reached out and pressed her head, but he didn't speak for a long time...... From the moment she appeared at the hospital, she deliberately disguised herself as strong, pretending that nothing had happened.

In fact, she was very panicked and scared in her heart...... Maybe she wanted to cry a long time ago, but she didn't dare.

Liang Wei'an almost fell asleep crying in the end, and Bai Chengyao carried her back to the room. I don't know if it's because of too much mental pressure after knowing the condition, she seems to have lost weight again.

Now that I think about it, he used to be her weight loss coach, but now he suddenly feels that she is very good when she is fat, as long as she is healthy.

Now she is thin and beautiful, but she can only run all the way to death and despair. Fate is really too tormenting.

……

The days in the "shelter" are quite leisurely, she eats and sleeps every day, occasionally watches TV, reads books, and has no disturbances from the outside world, which is peaceful and beautiful. It's just that she even stopped the painkillers, and now when she occasionally has stomach pain, that pain is really dead and alive.