I don't know if it's because of the worry in my words, Zheng Xiujing inexplicably bloomed a flower in her heart. "I'll treat it as if I didn't hear it, anyway, I'll just do my thing." Just by turning the perspective 23 degrees, you can only take in Zheng Xiujing's entire face and look at the innocent smile hanging on her nose. I feel a little sad.

"Ah, can you stop being so stupid? From my debut to the present, you can tell me how many times I have fainted on stage. "As soon as I remembered that at that time, her body was overdrawn and her face was pale, and I really wanted to call the dead Uncle Ben and ask him to crawl out of the grave and give S&M a small fried "missile". In S&M's eyes, most artists are just money-making opportunities. It is true that they gave the opportunity, but this kind of daily arrangement that completely disregards the physical condition of the artist, I don't know how many fans have aroused disgust.

mentioned fainting on stage, Zheng Xiujing blushed and looked a little embarrassed. "What was the diagnosis given by the hospital?" Seeing that she didn't answer, I was still worried about her physique, and then asked. Zheng Xiujing lowered her eyelids and replied in a low voice: "It's just a lack of rest, it's not a big deal." I sighed at her answer and wanted to give her forehead one more time.

"When you go to S&M again, just tell the agent directly, if you don't arrange a break for you, just go to a stage and let him choose by himself." Probably shocked by my domineering and somewhat outrageous methods, Zheng Xiujing first let go of her face, revealing a pabuk-like expression, and then the corners of her lips grinned, and the laughter and the rain outside the pavilion merged into one and sank to the ground.

After laughing, Zheng Xiujing shook her head. "Oba's method is too domineering, that is, the feasibility is too low. However, No, lately, no, no, has been a little too concerned about me. The rain outside gradually became a little lighter, and Zheng Xiujing, who had spoken well in the previous sentence, suddenly changed to a word-by-word, extremely sincere mode when she said the last sentence. I was hit head-on by this sudden sincere tone and absurd question, and I was a little confused for a while. "Because you Ernie asked me to take care of you." After thinking about it for a long time, I finally pulled out such a sentence.

After getting my answer that was no different from the excuse, Zheng Xiujing smiled lightly and calmed down. The breeze was cool, she had no expression, and she was empty. Suddenly, he reached out and hugged my left arm and gently rested his head on my shoulder. Perhaps, it was this rare excursion that completely relieved her of all her defenses. Perhaps, she was really too tired. Looking at her thin shoulders, my fingers struggled to move, budding in my chest, raising my hand several times, but lowering it several times. In the end, I still didn't put my arms around her.

"I don't know why, I think you're pitiful, I felt that way from the beginning." She whispered. "I know that there are a lot of hard people in this world, and I can't pity them. Still, you're the most peculiar one I've ever met. ”

"Can pity also be described by the word peculiar?" I didn't move and let her lean comfortably, and asked a little funny.

Crystal blinked her eyes as clear as the puddle outside the pavilion. "I don't want to talk to people, I'm cold to everyone, I seem to have lost hope in everything, and I just live mechanically. That's all I had to say about you in the first period of contact. And I persuaded myself to invite you to dinner and so on, just because I felt guilty, in fact, I didn't want to know you at all except for a little curiosity. ”

Speaking of this, Zheng Xiujing didn't wait for me to speak, just paused for less than a second, and then quickly said: "Later, after several misunderstandings and solving misunderstandings, my guilt is now accounting for more and more proportions, so I have always stuck to you with the mentality of compensating you." It wasn't until the longer I knew each other that I realized that you were much warmer than those who pretended to be in many little things. Although it is just some food and some daily care, your words are the same as Ernie's, and I will feel very relieved after listening to it. You're the eleventh ordinary person I've ever known, but now, in my heart, I've put you in the back of Orioni. ”

At this point, I, a toad with a negative EQ and IQ, already roughly understand the meaning of these words. At this moment, I instantly felt the blood vessels in my heart tangled together, and I wanted to interrupt the rhythm of this speech, I wanted to say that the rain had stopped and I could go. But after all, I didn't wait for me to speak. "So, it's been 21 days since I'm completely sure I feel about you. I know that if a person like me doesn't say it now, he will definitely not be able to say it in the future. ”

Rising from my shoulder, Zheng Xiujing looked sideways at me, her eyes were bright as stars, a little black mole was at the corner of her mouth, and there was a different kind of Yin Eunjing's light, emanating from her body. I looked into her eyes, didn't dodge, but, now I said a word. What else can I say? If it's another male IdoL, it's fine, but if it's rejected by a passer-by like me......

As if they had been immobilized by a spell, they were frozen in place without even blinking their eyes. I don't know what she thinks, why should I be taken by her, who is no different from any stone on the black stone road outside the pavilion. As the proverb goes, gold will always shine, but I'm just a stone, if it weren't for the depressing atmosphere at the moment, I would have liked to point Zheng Xiujing's head and ask her: Are you blind?

I didn't dare to say such words in my heart after all, maybe I was silent for too long, Zheng Xiujing laughed instead, she seemed to have got the answer from me. In the moment when she laughed freely, I even thought that the previous confession was just a joke, a joke that teased me. "I know you must feel very dignified now, being confessed inexplicably, even if she is very beautiful, she must be very flustered." Zheng Xiujing's eight-character eyebrows were upturned, and she still didn't forget to praise herself a little when she spoke.

I was in no mood to pay attention to her self-praise, my teeth clenched, and my spirit was still in a trance. "She seems to be a bit busy in the last few days, and I've called her a few times, but it's all during filming." At this juncture, Zheng Xiujing did not shy away from mentioning Yin Enjing. I felt a blow to my brain stem, and a buzz in my ears. Zheng Xiujing blinked her eyes, taking in my reaction, and then under her pupils, a wisp of pain was like lightning, fleeting.

I know that my current appearance is very wretched, but I can't help it, as an ordinary person, the reaction that comes out like a conditioned reflex is like this, I know that no matter what, I am not the protagonist.

"Ugh." A sigh seemed to come from the ground of the Nine Shadows. Zheng Xiujing let go of her pursed lips, grabbed my arm again, and leaned on my shoulder. Her hands gently tugged at my shoulders and rubbed them slowly, as if to relieve my nervousness as an idiot. "Actually, I knew the result from the beginning, and being rejected should be a matter of no suspense. Because there is no hope, now, I am not disappointed at all. On the other hand, if you say yes, I will be disappointed. I know that you and Enjing Oni have a good relationship now, but I know that you will refuse, and the reason why I still want to speak as a third party is that I hope you can know my feelings, and I hope that after you know, you will be different from those ordinary people, not to completely cut off contact with me, but to be more intimate with me. I want you to show up with a whole bunch of good food when I'm hungry. ”

Zheng Xiujing, who said this plainly, was a little tired and closed her eyes on my shoulder. In fact, there is another reason she didn't say, because this reason seems selfish.

She hopes that after I break up with Yin Enjing in the future, the first person who comes to mind will be her Zheng Xiujing.

The panic lasted for a long time, and when I saw Zheng Xiujing close her eyes, her soft cheeks pressed against my shoulders, and the slight tremors of my whole body stopped dancing as if I had braked the car. Let her rest when she's tired, there's not much I can give her other than this shoulder. Love this thing in my eyes knows whether it's right or wrong, and it doesn't matter when it's time. But even at this moment, I still feel that Zheng Xiujing's love for me is just a kind of liking, and it is still far from love.

I can leave a small space for her at the tip of the right atrium and do my best to keep her from fainting on stage. No matter how many places I have, I have to leave them to my parents and Yin Enjing. As she said, the body is an ordinary person, but the heart is not an ordinary heart, and sometimes, I will do some crazy things. If ordinary people encounter such a situation, in addition to a wisp of pride in their hearts, they should be extremely nervous, and if they refuse, it is impossible to be friends again.

The clouds have completely stopped crying, but they still have some souvenirs in the sky and refuse to go, there is no so-called clearing, but the sky is slightly brighter than just now. In just a dozen minutes in the gazebo, it seems like a whole century has passed. After staying in such a quiet for a long time, I had returned to normal, and I looked at the sky that was not getting better with an extremely careful attitude, and I was a little worried that it would rain later, so I reached out and pinched the nose of Zheng Xiujing, who was resting on my shoulder.

After a while, Zheng Xiujing, who felt that her breathing was not smooth, moved her eyelashes, and then waved her little paws to try to knock my hand off, her eyes were still closed, and she needed such a refreshing nap when she was completely relaxed. However, I was a little cold from the wind, and I had to interrupt her sleep. I let go of my hand to dodge Zheng Xiujing's waving little paws, and after she was quiet again, I slightly cocked the corners of my mouth and pinched her nose again.

This time, Zheng Xiujing, who had already felt my change, woke up completely, the black mole on the corner of her right lip moved with the muscles, Zheng Xiujing pulled the corners of her mouth and reluctantly opened her eyes, and moved her fragrant head away from my shoulder. Looking at me who seemed to be smiling, Zheng Xiujing glared at me fiercely, this time, there was no trace of abnormality, as if nothing had happened just now.

Zheng Xiujing, who stood up prettyly, took a deep breath of green air, she knew that I still chose her after all, to be the more intimate relative.

Naturally, she waved her hand at me, and Zheng Xiujing, who took steps to walk outside the pavilion, had a pleasant back.

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