"Lin Jian, is this really the only thing you have for the rest of your life? No other possibilities? You have been on the throne for five years, and most of the court has changed blood, and you have not lost, but in my affairs, you have made the willful mistake that the Son of Heaven should not have, and if it is related to emotional factors, you are not at fault. ”

The full moon spoke clearly, and every word was like a knife carving, deeply and clearly imprinted on the tip of his heart.

She didn't give up on him, she just didn't care about feelings.

"Full moon, do you know, the calmer you are, the more I know that the more unlikely I am in your mind to have any emotional connection with you." He smiled wryly and walked up to her.

Step by step, it is no longer a gradual distancing, but destined to pull her out of her heart at this moment.

"Prince--Actually, I have always regarded you as a former prince in my heart, so I will treat you with such an attitude. I call you the crown prince just to tell you what was the relationship between you and me when you were the crown prince, and it is still the same as it was at the beginning. In my heart, you have never been a king from above. It's His Royal Highness the Prince, who has taken care of me a lot in the Prince's Mansion. In fact, I have not changed, and so has the prince, but now your identity makes you have to forget who you used to be, what the former emperor once did put a lot of pressure on the prince, and in the prince's heart, he must surpass the former emperor to be worthy of the emperor's position.

Prince, in fact, I have been waiting for this moment, for a long, long time. ”

She called him the crown prince, not the emperor.

This is also her hunch, the fate of her and Lin Jian, sooner or later, there will be a time when they will meet and then completely separate at this moment.

"I still like to hear you call me prince. You just called my name, which made my heart ache, and you called me the emperor and completely wiped out the only bit of love between us. ”

At this moment, he was relieved to talk to her with such an attitude.

"In that case, you have deliberately created such a difficult situation to turn back today, and you have already made a decision?"

Full Moon had already thought of an answer in his heart, but he still had to wait for him to confirm it himself.

"Full moon, I'm tired. But what I can spare is destined to be this brief moment. Full moon, no matter what I say or do today, you leave me alone, let me say-"

"Okay."

She nodded.

Then he slowly closed his eyes.

"Full moon, Lin Dongyao was betrayed at the border of the Western Regions and then fell into the hands of the King of the Western Regions, it really has nothing to do with me! Even if an accident happened in the Jinluan Palace today, it has nothing to do with me! But I know that people out there don't believe me! Zhang Xiuhui believes in me because I am her husband and the father of Lin Man and Lin Qing! All I want is for you to trust me-"

"Full moon - my feelings have been suppressed for so many years, you have seen it, but your heart is really hard-hearted. Look at me! Linghu Full Moon! You look at me!! ”

He suddenly grabbed her hand and pressed it against his chest, pressing it firmly against his heart, as if to stab her soft, boneless fingers straight into his chest.

She just closed her eyes and let him vent.

"You can feel my heartbeat! But why can't I ever feel your heartbeat? Where is your heart? Where to hide? Can't you even show me a look? Why?! Full moon - full moon, it doesn't matter if everyone in the world doubts me or hates me, but I only care what you think of me. You're right, I've always pretended to be better than my father, but my father can let the woman he admires the most just be a concubine, or he can leave his childhood sweetheart in Fengtuo and ignore it, but I can't do it.

I'm going to go completely crazy without your news! You never knew -- look at here -- "

He freed his other hand and pointed to the hideous, sinuous scars on his wrists.

Originally, he was not going to let her know about it for the rest of his life, but since this time it was a farewell, he would vent all his pain or hide it without reservation.

The full moon slowly opened its eyes, and was greeted by shocking ugly scars.

It turned out that he had been wearing beads on his wrists for this reason.

"Why self-harm?" She looked up, her eyes shining.

"Because of you. Because I thought you were dead, because I couldn't see you, and because even the poor dreamed of you in my dreams, because I always thought of Zhang Xiuhui or other concubines as you, again and again, every time I found out that it wasn't you at all, I would be very terrified, very scared - I was not afraid of hurting myself, I was not afraid of watching my blood flow out and dry, I was afraid that I was not awake enough to cope with the mountains of twists and turns and official duties. Because without you by my side, without your news, I can only live a kind of muddy and nightmare life, like falling into a boiling oil pot in the summer, and the feeling of torment forced me to find pain in my body. But you've been missing for three years—three whole years—I'm so afraid that my blood has been drained, and I'm insensitive, but my feelings for you have always hit the nail on the head, always reminding me that you're gone—I don't know where you've gone? ”

He clenched her hand harder and harder, reluctant to let go, unwilling to let go.

But the unwillingness in my heart is destined to be just a thought that passes by in an instant.

"You are gone for three years, more than a thousand days - I am the only one who has the least courage in those three years, and even now, you are in front of me, I am sure that it is you, and I do not have the courage and courage to look back on how those three years were spent. I know very well that it's not that I can't get you all the time to be so worried, but it's that we are destined for this fate, it can only be you, it can't be someone else. I can have a harem of 3,000, but I just want to give you a six-house pet. But I just can't give it - I can give you everything, but feelings can't force you. ”

"Yes, feelings can't be forced."

Full Moon nodded, seemingly summarizing what he had said.

"But I'm glad I wasn't wrong to choose you. When it doesn't matter about feelings, you will still stand by my side, believe me, help me - it's just, Linghu full moon, this time is enough, don't have a second time, I don't have the ability and a way to convince myself a second time, don't think about your help. And just this once—"

This time he was still grateful, still enough for the rest of his life to remember.

Enough is enough.

She believed in him—

It is enough to offset one qiē.

"I believe in you at all times. Because the trust you gave me was a guarantee of my life, and naturally, I will do the same. This is not the same as the return of favor at the border gate, but the trust and support we have received for so many years. ”

The whole world doubts him Lin Jian, in her Linghu Manyue's opinion, Lin Jian is just Lin Jian, the former prince, and today's best friend in this life.

"Believe me, let me be willful again."

He suddenly let go of the big hand that was holding her hand, but his palm had always been cold.

"I know that if I am here, it will only arouse the contradictions between me and my fifth brother again and again, this day inside and out, although it took me five years to eradicate the unscrupulous, but today in the court, the former elegant and brave generals are like crazy to join the melee! Where is this court, not even the vegetable market in the market can be compared! Look at them one by one, full of foul language and intrigue, if I don't be ruthless today, I'm afraid that those who hide deeply will still refuse to reveal their true colors. ”

Lin Jian seemed to have made up his mind to take action at this moment.

"You're saying -- it's not just the people you slap in the face who have problems, but the people around you who have problems?"

"Yes. Although Shang Jingping and Yan Zhen watched for me, but in today's Jinluan Palace, before the accident, there was still a strange aura that made me sense that something was wrong. In fact, the shape was already extremely unfavorable to me, and whether I was advancing or retreating at that time, it was a dilemma. ”

At this moment, he can only calm down in front of the full moon to analyze the previous scene.

"It's not just you, in fact, I've always wondered why Pang Fengyu has such a great ability, not only can he hide in the palace for so many years without being discovered, but he can also disappear without a trace after the accident, and now he can buy so many minions in the court, now the court has turned the sky upside down, but Pang Fengyu's minions are still the ones I suspected before, and there is no change, if there are still people who hide deeper, how can they report to Pang Fengyu again and again, so that he can escape? In the past three years, I have surrounded Pang Fengyu not once or twice, but Pang Fengyu can always escape at the last moment, just by the few who jumped out today with teeth and claws, I am afraid that Pang Fengyu deliberately threw them out and sacrificed, he already knew that I suspected those people, so I abandoned them at a critical moment, so that I no longer have the slightest doubt about them, these people are really loyal to Pang Fengyu, because they obstruct my vision, so that I still can't find Pang Fengyu's biggest helper in the court today! ”

"So you haven't been talking much today, just watching, just trying to find out the most suspicious one, and you didn't let Shang Jingping and Yan Zhen make any moves, but I didn't expect that the flaws that were exposed today, or the ones who deliberately showed the flaws, were the ones you suspected before. In fact, he has a despicable way to make those ministers use Pang Fengyu. ”

After the full moon was finished, Lin Jian sighed lightly and continued,

"Coercion, threats."

"Yes. Everyone has seven emotions and six desires, has close friends, and has weaknesses. "But we just can't find what is Pang Fengyu's weakness?"

"He can even kill his own nephew, what else can't he do?"

As soon as the full moon said this, Lin Jian's eyes suddenly flickered, and a crystal light flashed under his eyes.

"Pang Rui's death - did you never doubt me?"

At this moment, for some reason, a clear spring was bubbling in his chest, warm and moist.

He thought he would have to explain it in his lifetime, but she was already relieved.