Zheng Xiuyan lowered her head nervously, thinking uncertainly, 'Did he see it?' ''Do you want to leave first?'' "But Xiujing said that she would perform two songs......."

Zheng Xiuyan was a little confused, somehow, since Zheng Xiuheng vaguely mentioned her on the radio, her mood has changed, especially when she thinks of things when she was a child, her mood is more complicated, and when she thinks about things related to him, her mind is in a state of complete chaos.

To say hate...... There is indeed hatred, but if you want to say how much hatred, it is not like that, not because of the departure of his parents, but more because he does not understand himself, his arbitrariness and deception of himself, but occasionally when he is alone, he will count all kinds of things, is he wrong?

Wrong? Or is it right?

I can't figure it out, and I can't think about it clearly, especially when I met that time, some of the facts he said made Zheng Xiuyan even more embarrassed, for this brother who is stored in her memory, her emotions have become a ball of threads, and she can't figure it out anymore.

Looking at her happy sister not far away, Zheng Xiuyan raised her head again, a little envious and a little relieved, at least, he is still a good brother to Xiujing, this is a sad and gratifying thing, but this is always a good result......

"I've grown up, so it doesn't matter if I don't have care, I can take care of it myself!"

In the end, Zheng Xiuyan chose to raise her head, but her eyes did not turn to that side.

“Cant.imagine.life.without.having.you.here.by.my.side……”

However, when the singer on stage sang the first sentence, Zheng Xiuyan's whole person froze......

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"I'm going crazy, I'm never going to see any street performances again!"

Lee Soon-gyu, who squeezed to the front of the stage with great perseverance, held Kim Taeyeon and complained in a strong tone.

Kim Taeyeon was also covered with beads of sweat and her little face was red, not only because of the heat, but also because she was scolded by others when she went to squeeze forward first. Fortunately, the two of them were like little mice, and immediately stayed away from those people.

"I said Taeyeon, you said you were worried about Sika, I see, you just want to see it yourself, I really doubt your motives, maybe you are Zheng Xiuheng's senior's crazy meal!"

"Hmm~~~↑"

Seeing Kim Taeyeon turn her head, make a rising nasal voice, and then look at herself with an innocent face, Lee Soon-gyu sighed in his heart. immediately replied sincerely: "However, I listened to so many songs just now, I think there is a reason why you like the music of Zheng Xiuheng's predecessors, the predecessors are really amazing, if this continues, I will become a fan!" ”

"Huh, huh?"

"Of course!"

Seeing Kim Tae-yeon's gaze shift to the stage, Lee Soon-gyu breathed a sigh of relief and told the truth. The more you know about your teammates next to you, the more you can discover her true face, when I came to S.M before, I thought this white and tender relative was a little lamb. But when you really get along, you know that it's 'terrible', it's terrible.

However, what Lee Soon-gyu said just now is not a lie, because I came to see such a performance. It is true that there is no loss at all, and Lee Soon-gyu also raised his head and looked at the stage, but he looked at it inadvertently. But she was stunned, because the senior Zheng Xiuheng in her eyes looked very strange, the way she looked straight ahead, it didn't seem to be in line with the performance, she stretched her neck and followed the direction that Zheng Xiuheng was looking at, Li Shungui saw all people, plus the sky was a little dark, it was really not easy to see anything.

"Taeyeon, look at Zheng Xiuheng's seniors, are you looking at something?"

Kim Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, she was listening intently to the prelude of the song, and she also noticed Zheng Xiuheng, and then she also looked along that route, and she also saw a bunch of people.

Because the stage is not high, the audience in the innermost circle is only about one meter away from the stage, Kim Taeyeon stretched out her little head and looked at it for a long time, and suddenly found that it was ...... That tracksuit.

"Ah, it's the West...... Su-yeon! Kim Taeyeon was a little surprised, but still called out her real name in the crowd, not her stage name.

Just when Lee Soon-gyu also looked over, Kim So-hyang's singing voice happened to be heard on the stage, and under the performance of the band, the music sound that was completely different from the mainstream Korean music sounded, although it was different from the mainstream of Korea, but it was the mainstream European and American pop style, and the accompaniment was full of rhythm, especially the drummer on the scene needed to accurately grasp the rhythm and release the power.

However, as soon as Jin Suxiang spoke, the audience was attracted to the past, of course, it was not that the rap instantly killed the audience's Cheng dù, but because the lyrics were all in English, and most of them couldn't understand it, followed by Jin Suxiang's singing, which was also attractive.

"I can't imagine my life without you, may you always be by your side

No matter what the cost

When you encounter ups and downs, go against the wind

I will be your strong backing

The mysterious world overwhelms you

But I want the innocence of the world to live in your heart

The heartbeat came to an abrupt halt

The rain falls without wind

The bright moon is accompanied by no stars

This is my life after I leave you

The pulse stopped abruptly

The rain falls without wind

The bright moon is accompanied by no stars

This is how I will live after I leave you......"

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The inspiration for this song first came from Han Ji-won's mother, Ms. Kim So-chi's dedication to Han Ji-hyang, looking at her mother who had lost her legs, still working hard to take care of her daughter, gave Zheng Xiuheng great feelings and inspiration, so after chatting with Han's mother, I had some ideas.

Later, I thought of a lot of things, about my sister and about Zheng Xiuyan, and finally slowly took shape, of course, more inspiration and content are all about Han Zhiyuan's family.

But at this moment, for Zheng Xiuheng, it has some special significance, although he is not as gentle as in the lyrics, the world is not without starlight, but this does not affect Zheng Xiuheng, the moon that guards the stars, although he is a ...... Quite an awkward moon.

And the girl who is one of the stars is now on the scene, and has been worrying about how to deal with the relationship with Zheng Xiuyan, and at this moment, maybe it's a good opportunity, although the original intention of the songwriting is not exactly like that, but such a gentle convey, I don't know if there will be a good result?

Zheng Xiuheng's eyes were in that direction 80% of the time......

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Although most people can't understand the lyrics, it doesn't mean that Zheng Xiuyan can't understand it, and it doesn't mean that she can't see Zheng Xiuheng's sight......

Chaos, fear, joy, moving, countless emotions all poured up, this is the first time I want to go to him since I hate Zheng Xiuheng.

Actually, Kim Taeyeon is right, both of them are too stubborn, just like a couple in love, one party is angry, if you don't coax her and choose to ignore it, how can everyone be happy?

It's just that sometimes people always choose to retreat when faced with the truest emotions......

Zheng Xiuyan finally couldn't help but want to escape from here, she didn't want to listen to it anymore, and she couldn't stand Zheng Xiuheng's gaze, because she was really afraid, afraid that she really couldn't help but knock over the words she had said, and she couldn't help but want to find this brother back.

So Zheng Xiuyan chose to escape......

"Ah, what the hell!"

"You're sick, aren't you?"

The audience who was listening to it was fascinated by the surrounding audience, and the calm was broken by the woman who suddenly drilled out, and they couldn't figure out what the situation was, but the people who were affected complained dissatisfiedly.

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And Zheng Xiuheng on the stage was not disappointed because he saw such a scene, Zheng Xiuyan's excited reaction was also like running away in Zheng Xiuheng's eyes, but running away was not terrible in this situation.

I'm not afraid that she won't run, I'm afraid that she will be indifferent.

"Looks like we've found a way!"

Thinking of this, Zheng Xiuheng also showed a faint smile on his face, and he was in an extremely happy mood.

Sometimes, there are some things that are not so easy to think of a solution, and it may seem like no big deal in the eyes of people, but the mood of the person concerned is different.

It's like Kim Taeyeon can't understand why the two of them are so stubborn.

But at this moment, after determining Zheng Xiuyan's situation, Zheng Xiuheng's heart also settled down, how to soften that girl's attitude, now he also understands.

"The pulse stopped abruptly

The rain falls without wind

The bright moon is accompanied by no stars

This is how I will live after I leave you......"

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"Dafa, isn't this kind of performance too exaggerated, and these songs are all created by Zheng Xiuheng's predecessors, it's really amazing!" Lee Soon-gyu's eyes were a little straight, it turned out that this senior was really powerful, not the kind that was blown out, and now she somewhat understood why Kim Taeyeon admired this senior so much.

However, Kim Taeyeon was a little helpless to think about the lyrics, with her and Lee Soon-gyu's English strength, she really only understood half of it, and now she was completely thinking about Jung so-yeon's escape.

In Kim Tae-yeon's eyes, Jung so-yeon fled in a panic.

"I really envy her!"

"Who do you envy?" Lee Soon-gyu suddenly took Kim Taeyeon's muttering, and his expression looked extremely curious.

"Envy you!" Kim Tae-yeon gave her a blank look and answered Lee Soon-gyu dryly.

And Lee Soon-gyu asked suspiciously: "Envy me?" What do I have to envy? ”

The question was so, but Lee Soon-gyu was a little nervous in his heart, thinking, 'Did she know about me?' ’

"Envy you here!"

Kim Taeyeon stretched out her right hand and quickly poked Lee Soon-gyu's chest, her eyes shifted to the stage again, looking at the appearance of Jung so-hyung's seniors playing, Kim Taeyeon couldn't tell why she was a little envious in her heart, obviously she liked her seniors' music very much, and she had an agreement, but these days, you can always see that her seniors have written a lot of songs for others, but they are looking forward to themselves and have fantasies, and they don't seem to have anything to do with it at all.

Ignoring the annoyed Lee Soon-gyu, Kim Taeyeon's eyes were shining with some strange light...... (To be continued......)