"Don't be afraid. Ah Mo said.

"Alright," he said, taking a breath and making a decision as if after much thought, pointing to the food she had brought out and brought back on the table, "What's lunch today?"

Today's lunch was made by herself, a bowl of white rice porridge, a stack of steamed buns, and a few side dishes. The ingredients were fresh and there was no problem.

"Porridge and buns, plus a stack of crab roe tofu and a stack of three shredded bell peppers. ”

Jinghua nodded and said with a wry smile: "But what I see is a bowl of liver and brain plasma, two hearts," he paused and added, "and a few fingers." ”

Ah Mo let out an "ah", and the whole person shrank back.

"Still scared you?" Jinghua pursed her thin lips, "I guess that's going to happen." ”

"No, just a bit of an accident. She also subconsciously gritted her teeth and said, "Because of this, you have been refusing to eat?"

He smiled wryly, "It's not that I won't eat. I've tried it too, but even if I force myself to eat it, I'll spit it out, just like I just did. ”

"Why? does all the food look like that?" she didn't understand.

"Well, as long as it's eaten and drunk, it looks like it's human guts and things like that. He said lightly, his voice still very calm.

"What else?" she said, her voice trembling.

"Uh, you're ......"

"How am I?"

"You, bleeding from the seven orifices, have a hole in your stomach......" he really looked at her closely, "and a knife in his back." ”

Ah Mo gasped.

She pressed his shoulder, glared straight at him again, and said solemnly: "Xuanyuan Jinghua, tell me you're not joking!"

He turned pale and smiled weakly, "You think I'm joking?"

She looked at him seriously for a long time, and finally shook her head and sat down beside him weakly, "How can this be......?"

"I killed them with my own hands. He looked at his hands and said in a trembling voice, "A whole 20,000 are all my soldiers!"

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Since Jinghua woke up, he couldn't escape such torture.

Everyone is terrible and terrifying, Ah Mo, Tian Meng, Changning...... Everyone he saw was either bleeding or bleeding, and their flesh and blood were blurred, and they all came to him in a miserable state of death, but they were still smiling and talking to him as usual!

The food is the same, Ah Mo tried his best to prepare vegetables for him, but what he saw in his eyes was not liver and gallbladder, or stumps. Once Ah Mo made him a small bowl of wine-stuffed balls, but what he saw were eyes floating in blood!

He didn't dare to sleep, as soon as he closed his eyes, he would re-enact the scene of killing his companions outside Tianmen Mountain that day. He seemed to be possessed by a demon, and he couldn't stop with a knife in his hand......

Their cries, their *, have been lingering in his ears and never ceased.

Blood splattered all over him!

"Momo, I'll kill them," a broken smile tugged at the corner of his lips, and said weakly, "This is, my retribution!"

"No, it's not!" Mo retorted loudly, "Don't fall into that trap yourself!"

"Look at me and listen to me!" she looked at him directly, but then she thought of her current appearance, and in his eyes she was probably a bloody ghost, so she licked her lips again and said, "Okay, you can not look at me, but listen carefully to me!"

"You are killing them, but you have no choice! In that case, is there a better way not to kill them?"

She gently pressed her cheek against his face, so distressed that she burst into tears, "Relax, Jinghua, you're already ...... Well done, very good. Don't push yourself so hard anymore, okay? You feel bad, and Momo's heart hurts. ”

She rubbed against his face and whimpered, her tears wetting his cold face.

"I don't want to tell you," he said softly, raising his hand to wipe away her tears, and grinning reluctantly, "you see I'm making you cry again." You blamed me last time, saying that I always made you cry. ”

"So you've been hiding it from me, and you didn't tell me what was going on?" she continued to cry.

"I thought it would be fine in a few days, I wanted to ......"

"Want to just carry it by yourself?"

"Hmm. His voice was a little weak, and he didn't dare to look at her.

"Fool!" she wiped her tears from the back of her hand, sniffed, "Okay, I'm done crying." Now let's talk about your business and how to solve it. ”

That's what she's good at, and she won't do more useless things.

She also cries, after all, people are sad! But she knows how to stop in moderation, tears never solve the problem, and after crying, you should think about what to do next. She's always liked, well, something practical-

"You think it will be better in a few days, but now, is it better?"

"Nope. ”

"What are the other symptoms besides what you told me earlier?"

"I can hear their voices all the time. ”

"What sound?"

"Shout, before you die* like this. ”

"And now?"

"Yes. He sighed.

"No wonder you've been so distracted lately that you can't hear a word or two. She frowned.

"Momo, I'm sorry. He apologized, "It's too loud in my ears." ”

"Do you see everyone covered in blood?" she continued.

"Basically, except for the fawns they. ”

"Fawn?" she said in surprise, "isn't he already?"

"Yes, he's dead, but I can still see him. He smiled bitterly, "Just before you brought food in, he came, as usual, to show me today's rotation list." ”

"What does he look like?"

"As usual," he smiled wryly, "they're not that scary." ”

"Well," she struggled to accept reality, "how did you find out that we weren't really dead? Uh, I mean, how do you know I'm not really bleeding?"

After saying this, she felt goosebumps on her back.

"Once, General Tian came to discuss with me. I spilled the tea on myself, I thought it was covered in blood, but he said it was a waste of his good tea. ”

He thought for a moment and added, "And you, you die differently every day." ”

Ah Mo suddenly became interested, "Ah, tell me quickly, what are the ways for me to die?"

Jinghua's face froze, and he was silent for a while, and said, "You were cut off by the waist yesterday." ”

"So you see me walking around halfway?" her eyes widened.

"Not exactly. There was also a layer of skin attached to it......" His face began to turn blue, and it was obvious that he was about to vomit again.

"Okay, okay, don't describe it. She quickly interrupted him, and she couldn't listen to such a disgusting death.

"But I don't think so, Jinghua," Ah Mo said with a twist of his mind, "When you were discussing with General Tian, didn't he already die miserably, and why did he make a fuss because he thought tea was blood?"

He shook his head, "At that time, he didn't. ”

"Wait, you're saying that you didn't see everyone dead at the beginning?"

"Yes. ”

"Which comes first?"

His mind was also very fast, and he immediately understood what she meant by asking, and thought for a while: "At first, I would see the things I ate and drank as corpses and blood, and I always heard their screams before they died, and after about two or three days, I saw that you were all dead, and since yesterday, I can still see the fawn and them, and the people I killed have all returned, and they are still ......around."

After he finished speaking, he stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, and his face turned pale again.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ah Mo didn't speak.

His whole face was pale to blue, his eyes were black, and his handsome eyes were bloodshot. Smiled awkwardly, thin lips slightly purple, chapped and peeled.

She sighed and gently took him into her arms, kissing his forehead, cheeks, and thin lips.

What kind of courage is this?

Living alone in such a dark and terrifying world......

No eating, drinking, or sleeping......

At all times, my ears are filled with the screams of my comrades!

Every day and every night, I watched the tragic death of my loved ones!

Also, the people who were killed by their own hands are back with them!

But he didn't say anything, and pretended that everything was as usual, discussed tactics with Tian Meng, cared about Qinglan's injuries, and quarreled with her, for fear that she would find out that something was abnormal......

"Don't be afraid, Jinghua," she kissed him over and over again, until the tip of his cold nose warmed a little, "I'm fine, I'm not dead." ”

She took his hand, "You touch, my hand is still warm." ”

She grabbed him again and touched her lower abdomen, "Look, it's also complete here, there are no holes. If you think it's a little protruding, maybe I just ate a little too much sugar taro. ”

"And," she added, "you can taste my tears, which came out of my eyes when I cried, and not blood." ”

He obediently sucked the corner of her eye.

"Isn't it a little salty? But there's no blood. ”

He nodded, smiling hard.

"Thank you, Momo. ”

"Well, that's a lot better!" she looked at him expectantly, "how do I look now?

Jinghua didn't speak.

Ah Mo was a little discouraged, "Okay, maybe not so fast, but at least you should know in your heart that I'm fine." ”

"Hmm. ”

"I'm fine, General Tian is also very good, Brother Qinglan, Changning are all very good. And the ones you just ate,"

She pointed to the ones on the table, and continued, "They're also clean porridge and buns." I scooped up a handful of rice, boiled it with water, and when I boiled it, the rice particles would bloom and jump around in the pot......"

"Momo," he interrupted her abruptly, "I'll kill them." ”

His voice was weak, revealing deep hatred and disgust for himself, "Whatever the reason, 20,000 people died under my sword. They are all my brothers, and I brought them out, and now I will go back with their bones. It's me, it's me who killed them......"

He closed his eyes and leaned limply against the wall.

"Momo, I deserve it. ”