Chapter 191: Unsolvable Desolation

Su Miao sent Su Chan to the aftertaste room and went out with the aftertaste, Liang Min stood alone in front of the brightly lit room for a while, pushed the door in, and gently closed the door panel.

The room is quiet, the green lights shine on the wall, and the candle flame is slightly shaking.

The decoration of this room seemed to him to be very simple, such a living environment made him frown, since marrying him, she was not a high-rise mansion and a beautiful house, but now she has to suffer this kind of hardship, when he thinks of this, his heart is very uncomfortable.

"Yan'er." He called in a low voice, and stopped in front of the fan, after all, this was the other woman's boudoir, not his bedroom, and he couldn't go any further.

After a moment of silence in the room, the sound of footsteps came, Lin Yan came out of the inner room with a slight hesitation, holding the edge of the fan with her hand, as if she had made a big determination, looked up at him, lowered her head again, and quickly passed in front of him with her head down. His eyes made her uncomfortable, she felt cold, desolate, sad, and she forced herself to pass him quickly through the discomfort, and sat far away in a chair under the window.

Liang Min saw that she rejected herself so much, and her heart became more and more depressed, and she couldn't help but sigh softly.

This soft sigh fell into Lin Yan's ears, she was shocked, and the sense of sadness in her heart became stronger and stronger, biting her lip, she was afraid that she would cry.

One of the two people sat with his head down, and the other stood with his head down, far away, the room was as silent as ice, and the fallen leaves could be smelled.

After a long time, Liang Min moved first, he walked across from her, sat on a chair, put his arm on the armrest, lowered his head for a long time, and looked at her again. Shen Sheng said to her:

"Yan'er, go home."

"No!" His sudden gaze was so strong that her whole body trembled. Blurt out.

"What the hell do you want from me!" Her unhesitating refusal made him feel stinging and angry, especially her appearance of completely treating herself as a victim made him very depressed, she was like wrapping herself in a hard shell, he couldn't knock it open no matter what method he used, this was not the Lin Yan he knew, this kind of recognition made him panic and angry, and he couldn't help but roar out.

Lin Yan trembled again. I don't know if it was because he suddenly yelled at her and frightened her, or because of the deep sadness in his tone that was not easy to detect.

The two were silent again.

"I thought it was ......" Liang Min tightened his sword eyebrows, suppressing the sadness in his heart. In a difficult tone, he said, "I thought that as long as you had a child, you would be free, and as long as you had a child, your mother would no longer embarrass you." People outside won't say anything about you anymore. I thought that as long as you had a child, you wouldn't have to worry about yourself anymore, and I thought you would be happy like this......"

The hand holding the handkerchief squeezed tighter and tighter, and it was so white that she couldn't see a trace of blood, Lin Yan bit her lip tightly, tears were swirling in her drooping eyes, she bit her lip hard, and said in a low voice with a crying voice:

"I was trying to be happy......"

Her low sobs made Liang Min feel a pain in his heart. He frowned, barely breathing.

"I'm sorry. It's all my fault. No matter how much she suppressed, tears finally flowed down her cheeks, as if an invisible hand was twisting her heart, she squeezed the handkerchief tightly, and said weakly.

"Say no more!" Every time she apologized, he felt like ice beads were falling into his blood, cold all the way to his bone marrow.

Lin Yan hurriedly wiped away her tears with a handkerchief, she was embarrassed enough to get to this point, and she didn't want to continue to be embarrassed.

"Count the days, Aunt Wei should have given birth, is it a boy or a girl?" She forced herself to laugh, though she didn't have the courage to look him in the eye, and the laugh had exhausted all her strength, she asked in a trembling voice.

There was silence, a suffocating silence, and she felt his gaze fall on her coldly, like the last quarter moon in the middle of winter. As if her neck was choked, her heart was shivering, and just when she felt that she was about to suffocate to death, she heard him answer two words coldly:

"It's gone."

She chuckled in her heart, subconsciously raised her head, looked at him in shock, and her fingertips couldn't stop trembling:

"How could it be ......?"

"You didn't do it." He said lightly, his face was expressionless, and there was not a trace of emotion in his tone, "I've heard that Wei Xianya's slut took advantage of my absence in the house to blame you with her belly, saying that you had the intention of harming her miscarriage, and your mother listened to her words and punished you, so you chose to leave." He looked at her and smiled coldly, "Doesn't she care about her stomach at all, even if she risks having a miscarriage, she will frame you, in this case, I will fulfill her, I poured her a bowl of fetal pills." ”

Lin Yan's heart trembled violently, and her whole body trembled. It's not that she can't believe it, she knows him too well after ten years of marriage, he is ruthless, as long as he wants to do anything to him, even if he goes against the world and is scolded by others, he doesn't care, but she didn't expect him to beat the child in Wei Xianya's belly with his own hands:

"That child, it's your flesh and blood...... she said weakly, hanging her head deeply.

"I said, the reason why there is that child is because I don't want to see you torture yourself anymore, I know how much humiliation you have suffered because of the child in the past ten years, I don't want to see you uneasy and depressed again, I just want you to be happy...... Perhaps, I am using the wrong method. I once said that I don't want it if it's not your child, I said wrong, if I had to choose between you and your child, I want you, as long as you. He looked at her and said in a low voice.

The deep voice was like a spell, constantly spinning and echoing in her ears, Lin Yan only felt so sad that she couldn't help herself, she couldn't help it anymore, she covered her face with a handkerchief, and cried silently.

She couldn't cry out loud, she would feel more embarrassed.

Liang Min looked at her and sobbed silently, hesitating whether to go over and hug her, if she went over to hug her, would she react too quickly and run away so that the conversation could not continue.

He was hesitating, but Lin Yan had already wiped away his tears with a handkerchief and stopped crying. She forced herself to stop crying, she was afraid that he would come and touch her, and the slightest touch of his skin would cause her to break down completely, and this premonition frightened her.

She took a deep breath, was silent for a long time, looked up at him, mustered up her courage, and said in a firm tone:

"Amin, let's leave."

Liang Min's heart sank, this was the first time he heard her say to him in person that she wanted to reconcile, and he was only angry when she was wronged by the letter that she had been wronged, and now she really wanted to reconcile with him. It was as if he had fallen into a dark bottomless abyss, and the strong feeling of weightlessness made it difficult for him to breathe. His fists tightened, and he struggled for a long time before he could catch his breath, and her words made him feel ridiculous, with a hint of sarcasm, and he said incredulously:

"Just because I accepted Wei Xianya?"

"Not for that. Those are all my faults, and I don't blame you for that. She tilted her head away from his eyes and said lightly.

"Why is that?" His voice was cold, a precursor to his anger.

Lin Yan was silent for a while, gritted her teeth, and tried to muster up the courage to continue the conversation.

"I'm tired." She said softly, "You and I are not compatible, but the wife who is not compatible can't even give birth to a son and a half daughter, and it's useless to keep it, so it's better to take a break." Don't worry, I won't blame you, everything is bad for me. You don't have to worry, even if I leave you, I can live a good life alone, I am very satisfied with my current life, I ......"

Smack!

A bang!

The high table next to Liang Min's hand was smashed by him with a palm!

"Didn't I say I don't care about children, why do you keep mentioning children!" He yelled angrily at her with red eyes, stood up and strode up to her, pulled her up, put his hands on her shoulders, and shook her vigorously, "Don't let me hear the words 'You can live well alone'!" You are mine, you have been mine all your life, you can only have me in your eyes and heart, I don't allow you to live well alone, you can only be with me, do you understand? ”

Lin Yan was shaken by him, her head was dizzy, her eyes were black, and even her heart was about to be thrown out of her chest, her face was miserable, and her eyes were like dead well water that had been silent for thousands of years, empty and ethereal, without waves.

"There are other people in this yard, and if you are too loud, you will disturb others." She whispered.

Her lifeless expression made Liang Min feel more and more angry, and his heart was like being burned by fire, as if he didn't be tougher and she would run away. He couldn't stand the restlessness in his heart any longer, and he didn't want her to stay in this place where it seemed to rob her of her, so he grabbed her wrist and dragged her out of the door, shouting angrily:

"Come back with me!"

"Let it go! Amin, let it go! ”

"Don't let it go!"

"Liang Min!"

"If you keep messing around endlessly, I'm here right now to let you know who you are!" He was furious with her name-and-surname whispering, and he turned his head to stare at her coldly, his eyes full of the cruelty of a beast when he was enraged.

Lin Yan put a sharp dagger across her neck!

"You ......" Liang Min was shocked.

"Let's go." Lin Yan said tiredly, but her pale hand squeezed the knife tighter.

"Lin Yan, what are you messing around, put down the knife quickly!" Liang Min was panicked and had no master, on the one hand, he was very angry at her willfulness, and on the other hand, he was worried that she would hurt herself, so he was angry, but he didn't dare to act rashly.

"I don't want to go back to Liangdu again." Lin Yan said desolately, as soon as her hand moved, a bloody mark appeared on her snow-white neck!

Liang Min was furious and looked at her coldly, until the blood marks on her neck deepened, and he was extremely angry, thinking that she was simply unreasonable!

After standing for a long time, he turned around, kicked open the door of the room, and left in a rage!

Lin Yan was stunned for a moment, until the spring breeze outside the door poured in, her legs were weak, she sat on the ground, bright red blood, miserable white face, she was like an iris that had faded its color, the petals withered, desolate, and messy...... (To be continued......)

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