262 Love is impotent
[262 Love Impotence]
Despite his young age, everyone knows what kind of IQ and endurance physique Nangong Tou has.
It was also at that moment that An Yi realized how cold and painful the young man who stayed alone in the dormitory.
She flew back to Baiyue, and saw the young man sitting in the royal courtyard reading medical books, his long eyelashes drooping, reflected on his fair face, curled and curled, moving and beautiful, very quiet.
‘…… Bai Xi. ’
She hesitated, stepped forward, and for the first time, spoke to him, 'You...... You okay? ’
Before leaving, she remembered that he had ordered all the guards and maids to step down and enter the palace alone, with the door closed and no one willing to receive them.
When she received a recall call from the head of Nangong's headquarters, she walked to the door, knocked on it, and explained that it might be a few days before she returned.
'Go early and come back early', his voice replied in a normal voice, calm and indifferent, with a hint of depression, "Three days later, the imperial sister's birthday party, remember to come back." ’
'Good. ’
She walked neatly, and he didn't stop her.
When she came back this time, she seemed to feel that his face was paler than before, and his breathing was weaker.
She really wanted to ask him, if there was anything wrong, how painful the sequelae were, and how difficult it was for doctors to heal themselves, he ...... Do I need help?
When the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say it, because he had always been indifferent to her, and she had been cold to him; Such two people who have no spark, although they have been living together for more than a year, have no gain and no closeness at all.
Unless, when he occasionally shows a look similar to the man she loves the most, she will look obsessed, and suddenly remember that at a certain time in a certain year, a certain month, there was a man named Yeran, although he had the injuries and scars she gave by his own hands, he still did not change his mind, and called her with a smile as before, baby, An Yi baby......
Gone, that person is gone;
But because there is a memory chip and a program like memory sharing, this young man named Bai Xi clearly knows that she and Ye Ran are a qiē, and he continues to empathize with Ye Ran's habits, and he empathizes with Ye Ran instead of falling in love with her who is desperate......
Is this love? She wasn't sure. It's just that she knows that she loves Yeran, only Yeran, and loves Yeran alone, she no longer has the strength to fall in love with another person, and she no longer has the strength to fill Yeran's heart and make room for others.
She didn't want to be too enthusiastic and cause misunderstanding, so when she knew Bai Xi's pain and faced it directly, her concern turned into coldness, "Reading a book? ’
Bai Xi seemed to be too focused on medical writings, and he didn't even hear her footsteps, but when he heard her voice, he raised his head in some surprise and looked at her, "Princess, are you back?" ’
'Hmm', An Yi nodded, 'How's that?' ’
He said, 'What do you mean?' ’
An Yi's eyes fell on his forehead, hesitated for a long time, and finally didn't speak, and said, "It's nothing, it's time for Allure's birthday party to start, let's go." ’
'Good. He closed his book, got up, grabbed his coat and draped it over his shoulders, and laid the thick book on the table, "Let's go, go back to the dormitory, and change your clothes." ’
An Yi responded, and the corner of his eye inadvertently glanced at the name printed on the book on the table -- the psychological work, "Out of the Haze".
'Why do you read books like this?' She frowned, picked up the book, turned her face and asked unconsciously, 'Because, am I living in the gloom?' ’
He was stunned, looked up, and looked at her for a long time, before he said, 'A friend's book, I promised to write a preface in the name of the Rector of the Royal Hospitaller, and that's it.' ’
The hand holding the book froze, she didn't say anything more, put the book down, and was silent.
'No one...... will force you to erase him in your heart......' Bai Xi answered silently, hugged her from behind, and murmured in a low voice, 'Baby, don't be afraid'......
Familiar tones, familiar tones, familiar breathing rates, familiar hugging styles.
It's too similar to Yeran.
An Yi was stunned by this familiarity, turned around, raised his hand to push him away, gritted his teeth and scolded, "You are not him, Bai Xi...... Remember, you are not nocturnal, I can't forget him, and you can never become him...... It can never be ......"
After that, she raised her feet and ran away, went back to the dormitory alone, changed her clothes alone, and didn't even sit with Empress Bai Chengcheng when she attended his birthday banquet.
The worry in her heart, the comfort she wanted to do, just like that, under the harassment of her sensitive and fragile heart at that time, turned into quarrel and anger, and even the dress that Bai Chengcheng told her to participate in the birthday banquet was designed by himself and carefully invited a famous artist to customize it by hand, and he did not open his mouth to thank him.
In fact, she owes him too much, but she doesn't know what to pay......
Today's An Yi has long been incompetent.
"Aunt An? Aunt Ann? ”
Xiao Qingtian looked at An Yi, who was standing motionless with a needle, raised her little hand and waved it in front of her eyes, "Aunt An, what's wrong with you?" ”
An Yi was still stuck in his memories, listening to Xiao Qingtian's voice, only to feel that it seemed to come from a very distant place, and after a long time, he paused and said apologetically: "I'm sorry for the sunny day, Aunt An is thinking about things, and she accidentally wandered, come, we have a blood test first, you raise your arm, grit your teeth and ......"
Bang!
At the moment when An Yi lifted the needle and stepped forward, his head suddenly became heavy, his steps staggered, he fell to the ground, and fainted......
At this time, a Xia Langlang dressed as a tomboy popped out from the side, she hurriedly ran forward, hugged Xiao Qingtian and ran, during which she did not forget to pat her on the shoulder to comfort, "Don't be afraid, don't cry, don't cry, Qingtian, next time who forces you to inject Brother Xia, Brother Xia will help you beat him......"
Qingtian was speechless at Xia Langlang's self-proclaim, but she also thanked her for saving herself, and glanced back at An Yi who fell on the carpet, she asked, "What happened to Aunt An?" ”
"I knew when I was in Baiyue, she was keen, and she couldn't take sleeping pills when she ate, drank, and smelled, this time...... Hehe......" Xia Lang Lang sneered, "I put sleeping pills in her needles and potions, this time, I can't notice it!" Let's go, Xiao Qingtian, in order to thank Brother Xia, accompany me out to play. ”
"But Aunt An is in a coma in the villa like this......"
"I notified someone, and someone will pick her up back to Baiyue in a while, and promise to be fine!" , Xia Langlang patted his chest, "Don't worry about this, tonight, Brother Xia will take you to the most fun paradise on earth when you die." ”
"Heaven on earth?" Sunny day was confused, "Where is that?" ”
"You'll know if you go", the troublemaker Xia Langlang looked confident and meaninglessly assured, "Follow Brother Xia, yes." ”