I know I work hard every day, but I can do anything for the sake of my master.

After I followed the master for a while, the master invited many people to teach me to learn all kinds of things, such as piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, singing, dancing, poetry, etc., even I didn't know how to read, I had to start learning one by one, I knew that I had to study well, and I had to learn very well, I didn't want to disappoint the master.

Every month the master will come to ask me about my study, the teacher or the dancer or the embroidery girl will praise me, saying that I will improve a lot just by pointing out, and at that time, I can see his smiling face, I was very simple at that time, if I have been working so hard, the master will not recognize me and so on I have thought about it.

The master smiled so beautifully, when I first met the master, I became a part-time maid by his side at that time, maybe so, and probably to let me get acquainted with the environment, he would keep me by his side, but at that time I was really happy, because I could see the master every day, I could hear his voice every day, as well as his cheeks and side face, sometimes he would ask me, and I could only bow my head in frustration, because I knew that I would not know anything.

Now I'm studying every day, and I can't even see the master once, although I feel flat and uncomfortable, but in order for the master to praise me, I have no choice but to meet it and work hard silently.

My master came to see me once a month, but it was my goal for the next month, and this goal seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me.

*

For the first time, I saw the master with a cold face, so he called me in front of him, and then asked me coldly: "Do you know why I want you to learn so many things?" ”

Why learn so much? I was stunned for a long time, but I never knew why, and finally hung my head helplessly and shook my head, and also said: "What the master said, you will definitely do your best to complete the task." ”

I thought this was what the master wanted to say, but I couldn't know what the master wanted to say, and when the master said it, I found that I had already shed tears.

The master said, it's just a random pick-up, and the Thousand Immortals Sect has to see you because of the lack of manpower, but I don't know that I picked up a good killer who can carry out the task.

No...... Is this really the master, why is the master so terrible, the former face has always had a gentle smile like jade, where the sunny smile went, no one knows, even himself, I don't know that I lost myself. All I knew was that I wanted to flee so badly, but I didn't dare to do anything without the orders of my master.

I know that I am too cowardly, if I hadn't taken the bun in his hand at the beginning, I wouldn't have met the master because of this, wouldn't it be really bad if I died like this, but it's a pity that a qiē is a qiē, but only if.

"From today onwards, you will have to learn the assassination mission, and you must rely on your own hands to kill one enemy after another who hinders the Thousand Hells Sect, do you understand?"

The master's words rang in my ears like this, but the tears in my eyes had already dried up, and I moved my lips helplessly, and finally bent down, and nodded, and said yes.

Perhaps, now I think so, it's really good not to meet the master, but if it weren't for the master, I didn't find the beauty of life, I met the master for the first time, the master gave me a warm feeling, gave me a feeling of heartbeat, but at that time to now, now I am sixteen years old, now I can probably know this mood.

I longed for my master, longing to be by his side, but this seems to be a luxury, after all, I was originally a beggar, it was the master who gave me a second life, I should be grateful to the master, but why did the master say so many words I was so afraid, the master asked me to kill, I agreed, this is because of what kind of mood.

It's all because I like my master.

Because I like the host, I will be willing to do anything.

However, can the master understand this feeling?

*

I looked at the blood left on my body, the air was filled with the smell of blood, I don't know how many times I entered this room to practice, looking at the person in front of me, I didn't dare to start, the knife in my hand was already bloody, the blood on my hand felt really uncomfortable, but I gritted my teeth and persevered, even if there was a living person in front of me, I had to kill him, he kept begging, begging himself not to kill him, but how could this be.

"I'm sorry, if I don't kill you, it will be me who is unlucky, and even the master will be disappointed in me because of me." I closed my eyes, but my heart was already aching like an awl, I didn't want to kill, this feeling was so disgusting, I couldn't stand it.

But for some reason, I had to pick up the knife in my hand, and even in the last killing exercise again and again, the number of people who died in my hands was almost more than 1,000 people, and I gradually did not hesitate.

Now I don't dare to look at myself, I'm just a murderer, hehe.

raised the corner of his mouth with a helpless wry smile, and finally picked up the knife, leaving only a miserable scream in the end.

Master, you shouldn't have saved me in the first place. Master, you shouldn't have given me that bun in the first place. The more I thought about it, the more tears remained, and I couldn't tell whether it was tears or blood.

*

"Oh, do you understand this mission?"

When he stood in front of him, he suddenly felt happy in his heart, I don't know why, no matter what, as long as I saw my master, my heart couldn't help but shake, but then I lowered my head and didn't speak for a long time.

"Master, what do you think of me?"

This time she didn't even believe herself, and she actually said this.

A long, long time ago, someone said the canon of the Thousand Immortals, saying that you can't fall in love with the master, and if you fall in love with the master, you will be executed.

But now, I am really uncomfortable, is it because this sentence restrained the throbbing in my heart and made me cold and became a murderer, or is it because the master went from the enthusiasm at the beginning to the coldness at the back?

Is it because I'm a good use?

"Ru'er, you're Ru'er. It is also the protector of our Thousand Souls Sect. ”

The Sect Master turned to me and smiled, and then said, the smile on his face revealed, and he actually let himself be in a trance, as if he had returned to the past.

But, master, why do you say the latter sentence, if you don't say it, you will be very happy, I will be very happy, maybe I will work harder for the master and you.

"Okay, Ru'er understands, this mission will definitely be completed with all my might."

I closed my eyes and tried to stop the urge to cry, but I couldn't help the urge to cry, why did I like him, why.

Can you make me forget about my love for the master, wouldn't that be good?

It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in the world.

*

Every time the master gives me a task, it's quite easy, I don't know why, but it's all killing.

Murder, this word is really bloody, but it is tied to me, in the past, but I didn't even dare to kill an animal, but now I am like a murderer.

And it's as easy as stepping on an ant.

*

It's also real and ridiculous, the owner actually brought back a woman, and he was so good to her, am I isolated, no, the master has never looked at me.

Even if you look at me, it is also cold, in the past few years, I completely want to abandon this feeling of the master, but I have never been able to abandon it, just like a seed germinates and finally grows and then takes root, but these are nourished with blood, this tree is not strong at all, as long as it sees the master, it will bloom, but now seeing the master is so good to other women, I will feel very uncomfortable in my heart, but why is it so uncomfortable.

"Master, who is this girl?" I asked my master coldly, but I was so uncomfortable, my facial expression had already been paralyzed by blood, and now I actually revealed some sadness.

"Ru'er, you just need to know that she will be the sect leader's wife here in the future, and you have to protect her well." The master said it with a smile on his face, but it hurt me in my eyes, it was really dazzling, but this smile was not smiling at me.

The future lady of the Sect Master...... Is it?

"Yes."

I closed my eyes and accepted the order coldly, although I wanted to kill her, and suddenly I took the place in my master's heart, and I always felt a little unhappy in my heart.

The master is the master, and I am his killer, and I know this all too well.

**

"Master, what if you hadn't met me in the first place?"

"Could it be that without my protector, you wouldn't be able to accomplish your great cause?"

"Master, what do you think I am?"

"Master, have you considered my feelings?"

"The host ......"

"Master, do you know, I have always disliked the word master, just like his pet and its owner, are you using me?"

“……”

**

In my dreams, almost all of them are the sunny smiling face of the master, he filled my whole heart, if there was no original you, maybe the current Ru'er would not appear in front of you, so it feels, it's really beautiful.

Master, thank you, no matter what you do with me, as long as I am by your side, I will be fine.

Then let Ruo'er let you find happiness and make the owner happy.