There was a low voice without a trace of fluctuations, and it floated alone in the air above the wine table for a long time. I glanced at Kang Seok-jun, who had completely opened his words, and slowly withdrew my gaze. He bowed his head, stretched out his fingers, and fiddled with the empty wine glasses on the table.

Kang Seok-jun, who was sitting across from me, noticed my condition and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly. Then, like me, he lowered his head and sank into the depths of the table.

"You may think it's a bit hypocritical to say, but it's true that in the last two nights, as soon as I close my eyes, a puddle of blood appears in my brain...... And the bloody butterfly knife stuck in the table. Actually, I didn't know why I was so different from my father at this point...... Not cold-blooded enough, not cruel enough, too emotional. ”

The smile disappeared completely after saying the word "hypocrisy", I had guessed that today's topic would be a little heavy, but I never thought that it would be sincere to this point.

"I remember every detail of what happened in Tokyo three days ago, and every shot fired from the moment I stepped into Kurosawa's Miyo estate. What you did and what you lost in those few short hours, I also went through my heart hard. ”

"Don't be in a hurry to say who saved Kim Taeyeon in the first place, think about this question yourself. I've said before, I don't need an answer, you can answer yourself. I'm just saying this to tell you one more thing. House, you have to choose a set, that's my purpose is not pure. If you don't get between me and Kim Taeyeon in the future. Then everyone is happy, and you think of this house as a mutual help between relatives and deceased. If it is unavoidable, we will have to fight in the end. Then you will see this house as a selfish me, and I will give you a reward for your benefits. No matter what your attitude is, I have to pay you back. Only by paying it back can I no longer feel guilty and have no scruples. ”

I haven't looked at my phone for how long it has been, so I don't have any specific idea of time. I'm just looking sideways. See the deeper and deeper long street, and see the more and more winding river of lights. Dish to this point. It's been cold for most of the time, and from the beginning to the present, Jiang Xijun has been singing a one-man show for a long time on the surface. But in fact, I've been listening with a lot of heart. It's just that there are a lot of ideas in my head. I couldn't open my mouth for a while.

Kang Seok-joon told me to give myself an answer, a question I never felt the need to think about anymore. But he brought it up, so I had to look down at the empty glass and think slowly.

Putting me in the air and thinking about things, Kang Seok-jun began to pour wine into the wine glass that I was unconsciously pinching. On the one hand, he said the last thing he had to say. He said: I have never let go of anything in my life. This time, I'm not going to put it either.

A powerful voice from Kang Seok-jun hit my eardrums, and I stared at the wine glass that was gradually filling up, and continued to empty it for a while. Wait until the couple at the opposite table has finished eating and left. I took a deep breath and looked up at the starless night sky.

"What did you mean just to say............ What do I like about Kim Taeyeon? ”

For Jiang Xijun's determination to express, for the purpose of him to return something to me. I didn't really pay much attention to it. It was only when he finished analyzing Kim Taeyeon's personality and guessing Kim Taeyeon's mind that he asked me to find an answer to the impact pointedly, and I woke up like a dream. All the rest, the house and the stuff, the guilt and the rest of the stuff. It doesn't matter for a moment.

"What did you mean just to say............ What do I like about Kim Taeyeon? ”

A nervous rhetorical question, you wind. Swim to Kang Seok-jun's ear. He picks up a chopstick, inserts it into a piece of fried rice cake, and picks it up. Then, put it on a plate and smeared it, the red sauce spread all over the plate for a while.

"I don't know, I'm just guessing. Why are you asking me questions that you don't even know about the impact? ”

The rich spicy flavor remained on the plate, and Kang Seok-jun picked up his chopsticks again to eat the fried rice cake in one bite. After chewing casually for two bites, he quickly encouraged the Adam's apple to swallow.

"The only thing I know is that you and Zheng Xiujing are now meeting again. As for whether you have the answer in your mind, or what your choice tendencies, I don't know at all. But I always feel that Kim Taeyeon should be in your options. ”

Putting down the chopsticks, Jiang Xijun, who was resting on the table with one arm, began to talk to me again in a very casual manner. And I, whose soul has been out of the void of my pupil for a long time, at this moment, the muscles on the tip of my eyebrows instantly clenched.

option, damn option again. Why is it that I once had no choice, but now I am entangled in the lives of so many people?

There's already one person gone, and it's all my scum's fault. Thirty-three years of first love, I don't know anything, and I'm so idiotic that I think that being silent and not making a choice is the best choice. But I don't know that the wavering appearance is the ugliest.

The hand that holds the wine glass gradually turns white between the changes of mind. I lowered my head and looked up at the star, staring at the glass that could be pierced by my gaze, and suddenly I wanted to laugh.

Taking in all my expressions, Jiang Xijun first restrained his casual expression and sighed lightly. Then, he glanced sideways at the uninterrupted traffic, withdrew his gaze, and looked back at me.

"Multiple choice questions related to love are actually never difficult. I used to have a headache for this. On the one hand, because everyone in the option is a person who has more or less invested in our feelings, and will have no choice, and will be selfish and reluctant. On the other hand, it's because I'm too emotionally attached to it and don't want to hurt anyone. ”

"It's too emotional, that's right. But as long as we live under the rules of this world, if we want to choose a lover, then we can only choose one. ”

The somewhat cruel words were said by Jiang Xijun again. But there is nothing wrong with this. After hearing the slightest mistake, I sat still and said nothing for the tenth time.

Jiang Xijun, who was cruel, probably watched me at a low point for too long. He took a deep breath and picked up his glass.

Despite my thoughts, despite my irritability, I haven't missed the glass of wine. Hold the cup, lightly knock, splash the droplets, and drink it all.

"As a relative who has been born and died, I feel that if I say a few more words related to Xiujing at this time, it will probably be able to influence your decision. This will make it much easier for me and Taeyeon to get in the relationship. ”

After drinking, I adjusted my mood slightly. Kang Seok-jun began to raise the corners of his mouth, bringing a smile on his face.

"But if you do that, it won't make any sense."

The subdued tones matched the raised shoulders, and the swirls of the trough above the table faded at the speed of light.

"As an opponent who can't even be sure whether he likes it or not, I don't really think it's necessary to use mean means."

The third teasing attack hit me again, and this time I finally gave a reaction, and looked up at Jiang Xijun unhappily and said "Asi". Kang Seok-jun, who got the reaction, smiled comfortably, paused for a moment and then began to pour wine again. This time, I held the cup and asked him to pour it for me.

"Seriously, you don't have to push yourself too much, emotional things always need to be done slowly. You're an insider now, not the same as you used to be. There's no need to be too timid. In addition, isn't it quite good to get along with those two now? Let's take it slowly............ Damn, why should I even dismantle you and let you slowly get along with Taeyeon in the house! ”

At the end of the sentence, Jiang Xijun's expression changed dramatically as if he had suddenly woken up. Looking at the pompous Jiang Gongzi who I hadn't seen for a long time, I barely squeezed out a smile and raised my glass.

The dish is slightly cool, and the wine is cold. At this point in the dinner, the trough is completely out of the trough.

Probably to take care of my wounds, Kang Seok-jun only ordered one kind of wine today. By the time he had finished the raised glass, there were three empty bottles on the table.

drank on Jiang Xijun's one-man show, and I can't even remember how many glasses I drank. The drunkenness is not strong, but the stomach that has been empty for too long is a little uncomfortable. After putting down the cup, I quickly ate a few chopsticks dishes. When I filled my stomach a little, the person who poured the wine became me.

As he poured his wine, he glanced at the ipad that was still lit on the table on his right.

"Let's go up to the cave suite. I've just taken a couple of music videos from S&M, and I've got the sound. Just borrow this living room, and the single loop is twenty-four hours. ”

Jiang Xijun, who was holding a glass of wine in one hand, heard my enlightened words, and his comfortable expression continued to upgrade. The eyebrows that are as thin as a sword are awe-inspiring. After putting down the cup, he pulled his cuffs again. The immediate sense of the actor in the TV series immediately surged.

After rolling up his sleeves, Jiang Xijun couldn't wait to raise his glass again, and finished drinking another glass with me non-stop. However, my next sentence instantly condensed the expression on his face.

I said, "Set a price, this house, how much is the monthly rent is more appropriate." ”

I wasn't really angry about Jiang Xijun's straightforward statement about the purpose of giving me a house. He asks for peace of mind, so that he can let go of those who are chasing him, and then I will give him peace of mind. However, there are some principles that cannot be violated. There are some bottom lines that can't be broken.

Even if the house in the cave is only 90 square meters, the market value should be almost 5 million yuan. Today, I am still burdened with a lot of debt, and even if I am not in debt, I will not take the initiative to pursue a life that is too extravagant. I have been a little bit addicted to materialism, but I have never been addicted to it. (To be continued)

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