Chapter 102: Feeling of Losing Freedom
The room became quiet, there was no sound at all, Xiao Jiu sat on the cold iron chair, feeling uncomfortable.
I tried to push the iron plate across my thigh, but I didn't move. It turned out that it was locked on the other side.
Xiao Jiu didn't feel like he was acting this time, this was true, the eldest brother really threw himself in this place and didn't care.
Xiao Jiu hates his eldest brother a little, no wonder others say that he is not born by his mother. If it were his own brother, would he allow himself to sit here and suffer?
Xiao Jiu suddenly remembered his girlfriend and remembered the scene of running in the locust forest with her hand in hand.
The breeze blew gently, the world was filled with the fragrance of flowers, and the surroundings were quiet, as if there were only two of them left in the whole world.
Xiao Jiu thought of his mother again, the leek and egg stuffed dumplings in the mother's bag are the best, and they may not be eaten in the future.
Drug abuse, robbery, kidnapping, these combined can be sentenced for years.
There was a man in the village who was sentenced to six years for robbery, and he didn't need more than 20 years for so many things.
Xiao Jiu regretted it a little, regretting the decision he had made.
But if you don't do this, how can you buy gifts for your girlfriend and mother?
Xiao Jiu felt a little tired, he had never been tired, and the light above his head was too bright, which made people feel irritable.
Xiao Jiu closed his eyes, and the appearance of the eldest brother appeared in front of him again, and he still kept talking.
Xiao Jiu felt sleepy, and when he was groggy, there was a knock on the iron door, and Xiao Jiu was startled, it was the two people just now.
Xiao Jiu opened his eyes and saw the two people sitting in front of him again.
It's still the question just now, Xiao Jiu doesn't speak, he doesn't know whether to admit it or not.
If you admit it, you're done, and it's too uncomfortable not to admit it.
The two policemen left again, and before leaving, they dropped a sentence and said, you don't have to be hard-mouthed, even if you don't say anything, we can directly sentence you after the evidence is sufficient, and we can sentence you severely when the time comes, without any discussion.
The iron door closed again, and Xiao Jiu was almost crazy from the light on his head.
What to do, whether you admit it or not.
It seems that now there is only one way to admit it, and it can be better if it is admitted, and there is no need to suffer here.
But what to do after admitting it, sentenced, high-walled power grid, more than ten years of life have been spent here.
What to do with her girlfriend, what to do without herself, what if others bully her, will she wait for herself. I'm still going to go with someone else.
Thinking of this, Xiao Jiu felt like a fool, what are you doing. Get yourself in, for the sake of others, but others will leave one by one when they are punished, whether they are worth it or not.
He finally understood that it was not that it was not worth it, but that he had used the wrong way, and that what he had exchanged for his freedom in this way was too costly.
Xiao Jiu hoped that those policemen would come over, come and ask him, he must say everything, and then beg them, begging them to reduce their sentences.
But it will take many years to get out of the sentence reduction, Xiao Jiu cried, and when he remembered that he was going to stay here for an unknown number of years, he felt that he was about to collapse.
Now I understand that nothing is as important as freedom, only with freedom can there be love, only then can we honor our parents, and everything is bullshit without freedom.
Xiao Jiu didn't want to cry, but the tears flowed down one by one.
Gao He looked at Xiao Jiu and cried, and said to Mao Eighteen, brother, it's almost. It was almost twelve o'clock, and they were still two children.
Mao 18 shook his head and said, no. I have to impress them, otherwise they won't remember it for a long time, and I want them to remember the events of today for the rest of their lives.
Gao He shook his head and said, whatever you want. What to do next.
Mao 18 smiled and said, sleep, I'm sleepy, how about borrowing your place to sleep.
Gao He said, okay, I won't go back today, let's have a good chat.
Mao 18 took the money, Gao He asked a police officer to go out and buy a lot of food, took a large part for everyone, and the two of them took a part and returned to the dormitory.
The two of them were chatting while drinking.
Gao He asked Mao Eighteen, how is it lately, what are you busy with, and you can't see anyone for a day.
Mao Shibai sighed and said, busy, people will only stop when they die in this life, and when they are old, they don't think about bullshit, it's boring.
Gao He smiled and said, you are better than me if you are boring, I am really worse than dead now.
Mao 18 smiled and said that everything and everyone appeared because of the fate of their previous lives, and they had to accept it calmly, whether it was good or bad. It's just that it's hard to be a good person, just like Secretary Zhao doesn't know what's going on.
Gao He nodded, took a sip of wine, and said, his affairs are still in place, and he doesn't know what to think, he doesn't investigate, and he doesn't give results, so it's uncomfortable.
Mao 18 said that he should go over and see if he was still in the provincial capital.
Gao He nodded and said, yes, it's still in the provincial capital, you should go over and take a look, let's not say whether Secretary Zhao is good or bad for us, that person is good to the people.
Mao 18 nodded and said, I'll take a little time to go over and take a look in a few days, people need comfort the most at this time.
Gao He said, I didn't expect your kid to have a good conscience, and now there are fewer charcoal in the society, and more is the icing on the cake.
Mao 18 said, what is the meaning of icing on the cake, sending charcoal in the snow is the true feeling.
The two of them chatted for a long time, and the dozen or so bottles of beer on the table were all drunk, and they each lay down on the bed and slept.
Xiao Jiu leaned back on the cold chair, his eyes a little glazed.
The tears have gone, and now there is only regret left.
It seems that the outside world has nothing to do with me in the future, and the sunshine, the blue sky, the school, and everything will come to an end.
People are really cheap, and things that used to feel very unworthy of cherishing are so nostalgic when I think about it now.
If you were giving yourself a chance, you wouldn't do any of these things. After all, freedom is worth cherishing more than a qiē. But now it's too late. Xiao Jiu sighed.
Xiao Jiu thought of suicide, it is better to die than to live like this, to live like this to disgrace his parents and eldest brother, people will make his girlfriend look down on him.
Xiao Jiu tried to move, and his body was firmly controlled in this chair.
Xiao Jiu moved a few times in vain, Xiao Jiu closed his eyes in pain, his heart was finished, he couldn't die if he wanted to, what a fuck.
As soon as he thought of death, Xiao Jiu's tears came out again, he hadn't lived enough, he still had to get married, he had to travel, and he had to do a lot of things, but this qiē had become distant now. Many wishes have not yet been fulfilled, but ......