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She was born into a family of migrant workers, and her father was often an alcoholic, and every time he got drunk, he would always take out his anger at her and her mother. As she grew up, she learned more and more things......

In addition to alcoholism, the father also had sexual abuse. Every time, I tossed my mother to death. Every time she heard her mother's screams of pain, her heart was like a knife, and slowly, she developed a "androphobia". Since she was a child, she didn't like to contact boys, and she didn't want boys to approach her.

She didn't understand why her mother put up with her father. Later, she learned that her father had saved her mother's life. Even if her father treated her like this, she had no regrets......

My father had been drinking heavily for many years, and his body had completely collapsed. Lying on the hospital bed, it was his mother who took care of him without regrets. And the father finally came to his senses on his deathbed, and before the end, the last sentence was sorry for their mother and daughter......

Later, due to long-term fatigue to support the family, my mother fell ill and passed away soon after. Before her mother left, she had just become an adult.

And it's been seven years since this happened. Although she didn't resist the boys as desperately as she did at the beginning, she couldn't let go of the shadow of her childhood.

Over the years, I have had a lot of relationships with boys, but they all ended in no end. At first, as long as the boy wanted to hold her little hand, she was like an allergic. Therefore......

Later, with the help of friends and herself, she gradually got better. Boys can hold her hand, but in this open society, holding a small hand is not enough. Advance to the kissing session. She still couldn't let go of herself.

And she never seemed to be able to do that. There have been deep contacts, and even Cheng dù has talked about marriage. The man wanted to ......

As a result, she ......

Eventually, the man became angry. I don't want to have anything to do with her. And she is also disheartened with herself and no longer has any hope for men. She would rather never marry or anything for the rest of her life. Just live by yourself.

She hated herself for not being able to walk away from the shadow of her childhood. As long as every time a boy is too close, the childhood ...... will come to mind, making her subconsciously fear and resist.

As a result, she will always maintain a cold distance from men. I don't want a man to touch me anymore.

Until, by accident, I met Dales......

Speaking of acquaintance with Dyers, it was really a fate and coincidence. When she came home from work that day, she was on her bicycle and it seemed that the brakes had failed. And coincidentally, I happened to bump into a man who had just gotten out of a taxi.

That man was Dyers.

And the bicycle came out of nowhere, scraping his foot bloody. Her face was full of humility. Only then did I find out that this man turned out to be a foreigner, and his blue eyes were like the sea......

The body inadvertently exudes a bookish gentleness and Sven.

She didn't know how long she looked at him, and saw that his feet were still bleeding desperately. She was very humble, "I'm sorry, I, that, I'll bandage you." ”

She tore off her clothes and bandaged him. She was afraid that he would not understand, so she spoke in her broken English. Who knows, this man came to Chinese, "Thank you." And she didn't know at the time that the person in front of her was a doctor, and he was quite mysterious in the medical world, known as a ghost hand miracle doctor.

The Chinese he exported made her stunned for a long time and couldn't react.

Although this encounter was quite bloody, it was a fact.

She bandaged his wounds and apologized humbly. After hearing him say that it was okay, she left.

Unbeknownst to him, he followed her with a dead face.

At first, she thought it was the same road, but she didn't know that he followed her all the way out of the downstairs of herself and the rental house, and she wondered, "Well, do you also live there?" ”

He narrowed his blue eyes and smiled, dragging his simple luggage, "yes." ”

She had no objections, but she was quite strange in her heart. But he didn't say anything affectionately, opened the door and went upstairs.

He followed.

Although she was calm, she could no longer be calm when he followed her to the top floor. The shock overshadowed the fear, "Why are you—Why are you following me?" ”

He raised his eyebrows and smiled, and said very recklessly, "Thanks to you, I can't get a taxi because of such a collision." So, you are rightfully responsible! ”

As if it were true, she was furious and desperately pushed him out, "You pervert! ”

At that time, it was obviously a lot of cars. This man...... It's clearly ...... And for a while, she felt that this man was a good person. I don't blame her, but—

And for some reason, she didn't feel scared at the time. I just think this person is really shameless.

"Get out of here!"

"It's so late, where are you letting me go! I've just come to China, and I'm not familiar with the place, so you can take me in for one night! He pretended to be pitiful.

"You go away! Men are not welcome here! She was furious.

However, no matter how much she scolded and hurried, he just wouldn't leave. Even, shamelessly, picked up the key she dropped on the ground and opened the door for her. The anti-guest entered her house.

Since then, he has really occupied the magpie's nest and lived in her house, and he was honestly welcome.

And she has never rebelled against the psychology of men, and she doesn't seem to have much resistance to him. However, his scoundrel Cheng Dù always made her grit her teeth with hatred.

After a few days of seeming to respect each other, she seemed to be used to him staying at her home all day long. Every time she wants to kick him out, but, every time she cooks and serves dishes, she inexplicably prepares double portions.

The two seemed to be slowly starting to get acquainted. His scoundrel intensified, even teasing her.

She was furious. scolded and drove him away, "You white food eater get out of my house immediately!" I can't afford to raise a little white face! ”

"I'm not a little white face!" He retorted with all the confidence. She almost vomited blood, and this little white face of a foreign devil also knows it! The foreign devil was her angry name for him. And he didn't seem to care.

"Eat and drink for nothing, isn't it a little white face or what?" She was furious.

"I have my own sacred vocation!" As he spoke, he shook his two white teeth at her, and showed her his medical certificate.

She was dumbfounded, she turned out to be a top genius in the medical field.

Since his identity was revealed, he really didn't spend her money and moved out of this penthouse rental house. She refused, because she had lived here for many years. She's nostalgic.

Since his identity was revealed, he began to do all kinds of research on her top floor all day long.

The two seem to get along plainly. But there is always a subtle atmosphere that is inexplicable. It seems that something is going to be touched.

That day, she had just finished taking a shower. And he looked at her for five minutes. His face seemed to be twisted in restraint or something......

Her whole body began to feel uncomfortable, and her body was unconsciously hot.

And she was so inexplicably stiff, until, he cursed, his eyes deepened, he hugged her hard, and kissed her fiercely.

His wild and domineering breath drilled into her mouth, and she was in a trance for a while, and her whole body had no strength, making him kiss in the dark, the sun and the moon were dull.

When he finished kissing, she collapsed. Listening to his heavy gasp, she remembered something, and raised her hand with a cold face and gave him a slap.

He covered his face, not angry, just looked at her with a little doting, "Xiao Xiao'er, you are too beautiful and seductive." I can't help myself. ”

And from now on, he will always take advantage of her, intentionally or unintentionally. From kissing to kissing to touching ......

One day, he suddenly whispered in her ear, "Xiaoxiao'er, let's fall in love." ”

She was shocked and shook her head violently, "No." ”

He thinks that she may be because the two have only known each other for a short time and are developing too fast, so he didn't force her too much. However, it is still a variety of rubbing oil. But I don't know why she is ......

She didn't want to bring up the sad past. After a few more days of silence, he brought back a man and a woman. These are the current newlyweds Lin Moqi and Lin Jialan.

Later, he explained the feelings of the two of them. She couldn't help but be shocked and moved. From this, I also thought, can there really be such feelings in the world?

Later, when young men and women live in the same room, more or less what happens. Slowly, the more they kissed, the more they fought......

They went out together to the market and the mall. The two held hands and talked about warm topics, and they were like a couple.

This realization made her deeply afraid.

In the corner of her inferiority complex, there will always be an unspeakable secret.

He is a character who looks gentle, but is stubborn in his bones. If you decide to do something, you have to do it well. And he decided that she was his woman, so the attacks that always unfolded every day were enthusiastic.

And it seems that when the water comes to fruition, it is so natural. They rolled together, but she couldn't get out of the shadow of her childhood.

That night, she shuddered, and in addition to that fear, she was afraid that he would walk away like any other man, and never be seen again.

Seriously, except for the no-fract. She really likes him and loves being with him. Deeper than any man I've ever dated before. She was afraid that he would ...... too

She didn't dare to tell him the truth, for fear that he would dislike her and despise her from now on.

He didn't say anything that night. Just silently lit a cigarette and smoked. Maybe he didn't want something, she thought.

There was still a second runaway of control. She couldn't accept him either. She still remembered the helplessness and frustration on his face, and he stared at her eyes gently, "Xiao Xiao'er, I know you're the first time, but ...... Are you afraid that I'm irresponsible? If you want to be responsible, I'll be responsible, okay? Be the woman of my life! ”

He confessed so affectionately, she had mixed flavors in her heart, and wanted to tell the truth, but she couldn't open her mouth. Only tears silently swallowed into the stomach. And no one knows, she seems to be indifferent and strong, but in fact, she is more fragile and sensitive than anyone else in her heart.

She wanted to accept him, but she always ......