Chapter 5 Thinking about the future in the middle of the night
At this time, in the main hall of the north house, the two people who came out of their respective rooms were holding the gifts given to them by the dawn, showing each other, and at the same time constantly complimenting.
"Look at our daughter, how sensible, how filial, come home and bring us gifts, tsk, the things in this big city are good, you see, even the packaging is so carefully and exquisitely, it is much more beautiful than those things on our side."
"Oh, you be quiet, my daughter has just come home, she must be tired, I guess it's time to sleep, don't wake up our girl with your loud voice."
The mother pretended to be angry and said, "But it's true, this thing is so exquisite, I don't want to open it, we have to put it away when we go back, this is a piece of our daughter's heart for us." ”
The latter words, because the voice has become softer and softer, it is difficult for Mu Chenxi in the room to hear clearly, but at this time, her heart is very uncomfortable.
For those two gifts, she naturally knew what was inside, and with the outer packaging of the two gifts, together, the two gifts were less than 100 yuan.
However, it is such a simple thing, for her parents, it can make them so happy and satisfied, although it is 'courtesy and affection', but her heart is also very uncomfortable, thinking about the thousands of yuan that she is not willing to spend on her parents for the sake of the possible face problem, she feels very uncomfortable.
At this time, she was silent, just like this small village that was gradually entering the middle of the night, except for the bright moon in the sky, it was extremely quiet......
On the first night home, some people can't sleep with excitement, and some people can't sleep well because they think too much about too many things, but the reason why Chenxi can't sleep is the laughter of her parents and the care for herself, but it is even more difficult for her to choose.
Tossing and turning, faintly hearing his father's snoring, Chenxi smiled bitterly, and thought in her heart: 'For my parents, these rooms and those dozens of acres of fields, as well as each other...... It is what they want in their lives. As for me, I just hope that I and the two elders can no longer have to work so hard every day, and I don't have to be careful about budgeting for thousands of yuan. ’
Thinking like this in her heart, she also understands that this is not a great dream, but it is very difficult to really realize it.
When she was in school, she studied accounting, but for an ordinary undergraduate graduate, it is very difficult to find a serious accounting job, many enterprises and institutions are unwilling to recruit inexperienced students, and internships, one is too long, the second is the pressure of competition, her own education, in today's society full of masters and doctorates has no advantage at all.
And she didn't know anyone, and the relationship between her classmates and her classmates at school was also very dull, and no one wanted to seek a job for her.
Mu Chenxi also thought about whether to take the CPA exam, but she didn't have the confidence to consume it with the kind of thing that was not scoreless and more difficult than the national exam.
And after repeatedly hitting a wall before graduation, my idea of wanting to engage in a professional counterpart job was also 'wiped out'.
She doesn't know much about the world, and she doesn't have any plans at all, but when she chatted with her parents, she also heard that many girls and children go to some big cities to look for opportunities, and Chenxi herself knows very well that the outside world is always better than the opportunities that this small village can provide her... Much more.
Thinking like this, although I still don't have a specific clue, at least, I have some direction.
Turning over and lying on the bed, Chenxi gently tapped the pillow with her fingers, and at the same time secretly thought in her heart: "There are three girls in the village who have gone out to work, the long one has been six or seven years, and the short one has been more than two years, although I don't know where they went, and I don't know what they are doing, but they can work outside for so long, which means that at least the work and income are considerable, as for those who have not left, they are now married, have children, and have settled in the village, but ......
Whether it was a few years ago or now, Mu Chenxi still knew a little about the current situation of some married girls that her parents said, and when she thought of those who were not much older than herself, but had become other people's wives and almost became old 'wife' mothers-in-law, she also shuddered unconsciously. She was pretty sure it was ...... It's not the life you want.
Gently shaking his head, after driving those images out of his brain that he didn't want to remember, Dawn kept pondering.
First of all, I have to set a goal, which is not too high a level of consumption, and it has to be a place where there are enough job opportunities, eh...... A city. ’
Second, I told my elementary school classmates during the day that I couldn't get too close to home, and if I was too close, I was afraid that it would be difficult to get rid of my parents' restrictions, so I had to be far enough. ’
Third, the language should be fluent, not too remote place, like in NTU, I can hardly understand what the locals are saying when I leave school. ’
Fourth, the more than 1,000 yuan that I have saved on my body can't be spent casually, so I just don't go to see any friends and relatives, as a living fund, I want to spend this money for a while, so I need to find a place that is relatively cheap to live in. ’
With such a list of practical requirements in her heart, Mu Chenxi no longer hesitated, and then picked up the mobile phone next to the pillow, trying to find something that could meet the requirements from the Internet.
Although the signal in the village is not very good, but after all kinds of hard waiting, it is finally slowly screened out, and looking at the names of several cities on the page, it seems that he has been called, Mu Chenxi's eyes are directly fixed on the position of the first row.
There are only two words for this city - Beijing.
Silent all night......
The next morning, I looked at my phone sleepily, "Hmm...... It's already so late. ”
The time showed that it was ten o'clock in the morning, Mu Chenxi muttered and turned over and got up, because the washing room was in the West House, Chenxi simply dressed and went out of the house.
My father had already gone out to do farm work very early, but because Chenxi was at home, my mother hadn't gone out yet, and when I saw the baby girl who had just gotten up, my mother who was cleaning the house also put down the things in her hand and began to prepare food for Chenxi.
After a simple wash, Chenxi, who had no other cosmetics except moisturizer, soon sat down on the dining table, eating the porridge cooked by her mother, and it seemed that the heat in the air and the boredom in her heart were much less......
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