297 The bonds of a lifetime
297 The fetters of a lifetime
She believed that Xiao Shu'er in that situation was willing to do anything for her Ting'er brother-
The bonds of youth may affect each other's lives.
Wen Ting is the person who Mo Xiaoxian can't let go of no matter what, if it weren't for this, how could someone be tricked into the medicine and finally fall into that way if he was ruthless and proficient in poison like Mo Xiaoxian?
Shu'er still knew about her father, and in a martial arts competition, Shu'er and her father died under a righteous master. He was not going to lose, but at the critical moment of the competition, his disciple suddenly appeared to help his master, and his father was distracted, and he was stabbed into the stomach by the master of the righteous path......"
"Shu'er's father, promised me that he would definitely come back to see me safely. Every time he went out to duel, I asked for it, and he said yes every time. Because I know that Shu'er's father is a trustworthy man, and he said that he would come back if he would come back, and he never let me down—"
Everyone here can feel their deep affection.
"Every time Shu'er and his father go out to duel, I am terrified. However, as long as there is Shu'er's father's promise, the heart will be much more stable. I have followed his father for many years, and I know that he is obsessed with martial arts, and I must reduce my anxiety so that I will not collapse in the waiting again and again. In those years, the only thing that could reassure me was Shu'er's father's promise every time he went out. He said that he would come back safely, and I believed and was relieved, and then I saw him return in the dust. Pick up Shu'er, and hug me......"
"However, that time, after Shu'er and his father went out, my heart was always flustered. Seven up and eight down. Everything went wrong, I'm afraid something happened to Shu'er and her father. By noon, I had finally rushed out of the house. Rush to the duel location that his father and the other party have agreed on. ”
"I kept running, I kept running, and the wind blew the dust and blinded my eyes. Then I saw Shu'er and her father, staggering towards me step by step. Behind him, blood flowed all the way, and he didn't forget what he promised me, and he came back. But he also broke his promise, and he did not return safely. Leaving me and Shu'er orphans and widows. ”
Tong Qiuyu covered her mouth, and every time she recalled the tragic death of her husband, she couldn't suppress the resentment and pain in her heart.
"When he died, he was thinking about me and Shu'er, and he asked me not to avenge him and take Shu'er and Ting'er out of here. He cares about our mother and daughter, and although I complain that he didn't accompany our mother and daughter and continue to protect our mother and daughter, I can't blame him. ”
"Shu'er, her father died in my arms. I hugged her dad and sat there all night. Just when I wanted to die with him, I thought of Shu'er, who was still so young. I don't have a father anymore, I can't have a mother anymore......"
"I learned about what happened on the day of the tournament and went to ask for an explanation for my dead husband. was blasted out by them, and resolutely refused to admit that there was such a thing. It's just that my husband is not as good as others. The master also found many witnesses from nowhere, and they all claimed to have seen the day's martial arts. What can I do as a woman? ”
"I went back to my place in despair, knowing that if they wanted to keep the day's secret, they would have to find a way to gag me. I was afraid that they would be unfavorable to me and Shu'er, so I took Shu'er and Ting'er out of that place that night and went to live in another secret place. ”
Tong Qiuyu has followed her husband for many years, and her ability to survive is not small. It's just that Tong Qiuyu didn't say it, they could also think of how difficult Tong Qiuyu's life was at that time. She had just lost her husband and the whole sky had fallen, and she had to endure her grief and leave the place where she had lived for a long time with her two children.
"We walked for days before we found a place to stay. These days, both children eat and live together. When Ting'er couldn't sleep at night, Shu'er held his little hand and stayed by his side. Sometimes Ting'er has nightmares, and Shu'er can't take care of sleeping, so she sits on the edge of the bed and accompanies her Ting'er brother. ”
"Every time I go in, I always see Shu'er's little head lying on the quilt, sleeping soundly. Only with her brother Ting'er, who accompanies her, the child will not be afraid. ”
"I have thought that if something happens to Ting'er's mother, I will take care of the child. Shu'er can't do without Ting'er, and Ting'er can't do without relatives. We lived together for more than a month, and Ting'er seemed to have forgotten all the hatred and treated me and Shu'er as a family, and her face began to slowly show a smile. ”
"Shu'er and her father's affairs, I didn't dare to sue her. I lied to Shu'er that her father had gone to a far away place, and when he was done with his errands, he would come back here to find us. Shu'er was convinced, the child had believed what I said since she was a child, and she didn't know that her mother would lie to her one day......"
Tong Qiuyu didn't know what he thought, and his expression was a little bitter.
"I think it's because of this incident that Shu'er even complains about me and no longer believes in me as a mother. Unexpectedly, one day my mother was deceived even worse by Shu'er, and was kept in the dark, completely unaware that she had done so many things behind her back. ”
This is really a sad story, the source of a qiē, which was originally born of love, but in the end it turned into irreconcilable hatred and resentment.
The human heart is so delicate, who can really figure it out?
"Shu'er and her father have a very good relationship, Shu'er loves to cry when she is still in swaddling clothes, no matter how much I coax, I can't stop crying. But as soon as her father took it, she immediately cried, smiled, and showed the two little front teeth that had just grown, which looked very cute. ”
Tong Qiuyu's face showed a smile again, and she thought of the happy past with her husband and daughter. At that time, Shu'er had just been born, and holding her was like holding a soft marshmallow, so comfortable.
A smile also appeared on the face of the Admiralty Tower, a heartfelt and knowing smile. But there was a hint of sadness in this smile. Not because of others, but for Wen Shu.
Perhaps more precisely, it is for Mo Xiaoxian.
"Madame, I don't doubt you when I say this, I'm just curious about something. Was your daughter exposed to poison and poison as a child? She knew how to refine the most powerful poison in the world at a very young age, and she also formed the Shenming Palace, didn't you notice these things at all? ”
Tong Qiuyu shook his head, "At that time, I didn't realize that in order to support Shu'er, I had to leave home and go to a big family to find work. And since Shu'er learned about her father, she refused to forgive me for a long time and stopped talking to me more, and I don't know a lot of things about this child. ”
"Especially after more than a month, Ting'er left us and returned to his biological father. Before she died, her mother told him about his life experience. He left with us at first, and I thought he was going to live with us. Unexpectedly, he finally went back. I can understand that child, no matter how close we are, after all, we can't compare to his biological father. ”
Tong Qiuyu didn't expect that the reason why Wen Ting went back was not because of how close he was to his biological father who had never met, but because it was more conducive to his revenge.
Hatred is like a poisonous weed, planted in the bottom of the heart, which has taken root and sprouted. Even if you can forget it for a while, when you dream back at midnight, hatred will drive your heart again, and you can't break free.
What's more, Wen Ting grew up in hatred since he was a child, and the only purpose of his life is to take revenge. The years of neglect of his biological mother and the struggle before death are all rooted in his mind, lingering and unforgettable. Even if, in his heart, he has regarded Tong Qiuyu and Shu'er's sister as his relatives.
They only knew how much Wen Shu missed her Ting'er brother after Wen Ting left. How do you know that when Wen Ting first returned to his biological father's mansion, he couldn't forget the soft little hand that held him when he had nightmares late at night, and the soft sentence "Brother Ting'er".
Sister Shu'er will never know that in the days when her mother died, that small figure and soft little hands were the only warmth and salvation in his life.
He didn't want to go back to them all the time, but he couldn't do it. He still had what he had to do, and all attachment and weakness were superfluous compared to the hatred in his heart. I can only bury them in the depths of my memory and make it dark.
Shu'er clamored for her brother to live with her every day and night, and when she knew that her brother would never come back to live with her, the child fainted from crying. The high fever for several days made me feel emaciated. ”
"In order to let Shu'er forget these things as soon as possible, after Shu'er recovered from her illness, I took her out of there and went to a far away place and didn't come back for many years."
Miss Wang bit her lip tightly, and it was a little too cruel to use this way to cut off the feelings between the children. But she also knew that if she didn't do this, Xiaoshu would not be able to forget Jì Wenting and concentrate on living her own life.
She thought, Xiaoshu and Wen Ting, the relationship between them has nothing to do with love or family affection. It is a feeling that is stronger than love and family affection, and it cannot be abandoned.
It was the experience of being with each other, warming each other, and finding comfort for each other in the most painful and difficult times when I was young. Unforgettable, reluctant, and never able to let go.
In the small world of the two, the world is gray, and they are each other's light and dependence. The whole world was rejected by them, and the only one who could believe in them was themselves, and it was at that time that Xiaoshu fell into such a misunderstanding.
No, not only that, Wang Ling can't say it, no matter how much she says, she can't truly describe Xiaoshu's psychological feelings back then, as well as her dependence on Wen Ting and distress. Even if she one day becomes the sect master of the Divine Palace who is above ten thousand people under one person and can control the life and death of others at any time, even if she is no longer weak and stronger than many people, in front of Wen Ting, she will always be the little girl who can't leave her brother Ting'er.
But Wen Ting was disappointed with Xiaoshu after all.
………… (To be continued......)