Chapter 42: Don't Leave Him Alone

Lan Xiao'er stretched out her hand to uncover the face of the man in black, only to see that the man in black suddenly flashed, separated from herself. It was as if it was a terrible thing to let yourself see his face.

I saw that he looked at himself fixedly, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything, just looked at himself for a moment. It was as if he was the most precious thing in his life, making people feel that if he didn't look at it again in this life, maybe he would never see it again.

Then the man in black resolutely took out the sword on his body, and blood gushed out suddenly, but he couldn't see any pain, and resolutely turned around and disappeared into the night.

Lan Xiao'er looked at the back of the man in black, and felt a trace of heartache inexplicably, could it be that she had never hurt anyone's life, and regretted his life?

Lan Xiao'er didn't think much about it, but hurriedly leaned over, hugged Yueqi in her arms, stroked his face, and cried, "Don't you leave me, okay?" Don't leave me here alone, okay? Is it okay to stay with me all the time like before? Do you remember? You once said that we will be together forever, and you once promised me that you would go back to the 'Peach Blossom Fairy' together, how can you not talk about it? ”

"If there is no place for you here, without you with me, how do you want me to live? I'm so scared, don't scare me like this, okay? You know I'm the most cowardly, you will always stay by such a timid side of me, how can you leave me alone now? ”

"I don't want it!" Lan Xiao'er shouted up to the sky, and the shouts of sadness and despair resounded throughout the Lan Mansion, and they could not disappear for a long time, and this sound also attracted everyone in the Lan Mansion, surrounding Lan Xiao'er and Yue Qi, and no one approached.

Lan Xiao'er buried her head in Yueqi's arms and cried silently: "It's all my fault, why am I always so willful?" Why do you blame you for not taking the initiative when I met you again? Why am I always so dissatisfied? Obviously, I am very happy to meet you again, and I am so happy that hope rises in my heart again. ”

"But why am I so unconfident, I don't believe in you, I don't believe in myself, I'm just worried that you will leave me again, like that separation, I can't see you in the whole world, I'm afraid that someone as good as you won't like an ordinary person like me."

"I keep saying your name to the air, will you do it again with me? I know I'm not good enough, so you left and threw yourself into her gentle embrace, if I didn't care about accommodating you, would it attract you to wake up and see me again? I don't understand why I'm so uncomfortable, and I can't stop my tears from drying. ”

"Don't want you to be like this, I'd rather you wake up and ignore me, maybe I used to disappoint you, but I will put away my willfulness from now on and give you all tenderness. Do you still remember that we were in the 'Peach Blossom Fairy', and you gave me all kinds of tenderness? How can you do that? ”

"Why are you always so silent? Makes me so scared? Do you want to hear me sing to you again? I'll sing you a song, will you wake up if you think it's good? ”

Lan Xiao'er held back her sobs, slowly looked up at the night, and the sporadic light rain that began to fall at some point fell into her eyes, sour, so painful, but no matter how painful it was, it couldn't compare to heartache, and heartache was not as good as heart death.

You opened her mouth and sang:

"Maybe often let you down, you never take it to heart, in your heart, I have others do not have the beautiful and sweet, all left to me, I will only bear the bitterness myself, in the face of ups and downs, you will hide me in your clothes, hold your hand, I don't want to let go of the warmth, endless love from you staring at me, good to me, do not ask me to repay, because this love is unparalleled in the world, with you, I can learn to be brave and stick to my dream

Thank you for being my safe haven

Be my wings and let me fly

In the face of ups and downs, I will no longer be confused, and I will be your safe haven."

Lan Xiao'er's desolate singing drifted into the hearts of everyone present with the thin rainy night, feeling her desperate sadness and loneliness.

Lan Xiao'er lowered her head and looked at Yueyu in her arms, and couldn't help but hold back her tears: "What should I do?" I'm done singing this song? Why don't you seem to be awake? What to do? I'm so helpless, why are there so many helpless things in the world? I'm so tired. ”

Lan Xiao'er's crying throat and eyes hurt so much, and her crying chest was so stuffy, as if if she continued to cry like this, her chest would die of lack of oxygen. She clenched the pale blue sachet in her hand, and whispered as if she were looking at the night; "It's not night, I'm tired, what should I do?"

Lan Xiao'er suddenly stretched out her hand, picked up the sword that was still stained with the blood of the man in black, and smiled softly: "I am also the one who owes you in this life." And quickly stabbed himself in the chest.

Lan Xiao'er thought to herself, let's be relieved like this. It's not night, wait for yourself.

But in a second, a gust of wind blew, and someone interrupted the sword in Lan Xiao'er's hand and held her in his arms. Lan Xiao'er's body was wet in the night rain, and the sudden warmth made her very uncomfortable. Who's this? Why do you stop yourself from following Nightnight?

I only heard the distressed male voice sound: "Laugh." ”

Laughing? Who is calling himself? So familiar? But is there any point in anything other than night? Why do you want to give yourself such a gentle embrace? Will this only allow you to let go of the insistence on catching up with the night? Who is so annoying? Who wants to give themselves this senseless warmth? But will this warmth come too late and seem ironic?

Lan Xiao'er exerted all her strength and broke free of the man, only to hear the man call again: "Laugh." ”

Lan Xiao'er heard the sound and looked at it, it was him, Yueyu, Lan Xiao'er suddenly smiled softly at him, but her smile seemed to be more heartbreaking than crying, what kind of laughter is this, this is not even a forced laughter, this is even sad and stupid.

I only heard him say distressedly: "Xiao'er, can you go back with me?" ”

Lan Xiao'er smiled and shook her head.

I only heard Yueyu continue: "Your body is wet and shivering, come back with me and warm your own body, okay?" ”

Lan Xiao'er smiled again and shook her head.

Yueyu said distressedly: "Laugh, be good." He used his hand to help Lan Xiao'er sort out her messy hair scattered in front of her forehead.

Lan Xiao'er felt the warmth of Yueyu's palm, the tenderness that came, and suddenly cried: "But he's still here, I don't want him to stay here alone in the rain?" He'll be cold too. ”

Lan Xiao'er looked up at Yue Yu with tears on her face and grievances, as if her most precious doll had been discarded by others.

Yueyu suddenly hugged Lan Xiao'er, and after a long time, her voice seemed to be a little choked: "Okay, Xiao'er, let's take him to warm up, okay?" ”

Lan Xiao'er raised her head, looked at Yueyu with tears in her eyes, and nodded desperately, as if the doll was her life, without him there would be no life, and he was as important as her own life that could not be replaced.

Yueyu looked at Lan Xiao'er, who was so sad, hugged her tighter, and whispered, "Xiao'er, I will take good care of you." ”

Yue Yu let go of Lan Xiao'er, turned around and ordered: "Carry the prince to the carriage and go back to the palace of King Yu together, there is something for the prince to bear." ”

Then he gently hugged Lan Xiao'er and said, "Let's go home together." ”

Lan Xiao'er didn't know whether it was because she was tired or because the medicinal properties came again, and she felt that her eyelids were heavy, so she only whispered "um" and closed her eyes.

It seems that I only heard Yueyu say: "Xiao'er, is this the second time I have fallen asleep like this?" Without breathing, falling asleep as if you were alive? Just like that night. ”

"You know what? The first time I saw you sleeping like this that night, I knew you were poisoned, I felt that you were not breathing, even though I knew that it was fake death, but I was suddenly scared to death. ”

"When I think about how thankfully I left you that night, I didn't leave you alone to face this qiē, and I didn't let you feel this terrible loneliness. So I want to keep you by my side, and I don't give you the opportunity to face this qiē alone, and I must be with you. ”

"That night I just hugged you tightly and did nothing, just like now. But you foolishly thought you were lost. I was going to sue you, but I was afraid that you would not stay with me, and I could not accompany you, so I did not say anything. But I'll heal you, trust me, laugh. ”