163. 170 Let him go
The state of self-protection was fully open, Jun Xiaoxiao instinctively shrank back, his hands tightly clasped on his knees, and his face was pale.
Zhuxi noticed her uneasiness and wanted to reach out to hug her, even if it couldn't comfort her, at least give her some warmth, but the hand she handed out was stopped by her trembling voice.
"Don't come here!"
She told him not to come.
"Yaoyao?"
"So what's next? How will you deal with me? You might as well say what you want me to do. Jun's small eyes stared ahead, his eyes hollow.
Zhuxi took a deep breath, "In your eyes, I'm like this?" ”
Maybe she knotted herself and weaved a magic barrier, and suddenly lost the courage to listen to his explanation. She was afraid that the honesty he was about to utter would be a sword that stabbed her trust. So, it's better not to say anything. He was about to say something he was about to say with a hurried opening.
“…… I'm a little uncomfortable today, so you can take care of the things in the house yourself. After saying that, his body sank and slid onto the bed.
Zhuxi stretched out his hand and pulled her arm to hold her, his cold fingers were through the thin gauze, and the shiver that Jun Xiaoxiao only felt instantly covered his skin, and he couldn't stop shivering.
"Madame doesn't want to hear even an explanation?"
Jun Xiaoxiao covered her ears with her hands and shook her head desperately, "Yes, I don't want to listen, you don't say anything, don't say anything...... Let's get out. She didn't even think about it anymore, why did he still press on it?
After a long silence, Zhuxi suddenly laughed lowly, and only felt the corners of his mouth be bitter when he smiled. She didn't even want to listen to an explanation. What is it that has been together for so long?
Close your eyes and take a deep breath, suppress the sourness in your heart, and pull her arm to make her sit down again. The smile on his face is seductive and cool. Jun Xiaoxiao only glanced at it and then looked away. His chest was swollen and painful, and his heart seemed to be choked and he breathed in and out.
Zhuxi smiled like a flower. "Didn't Madame want to ask me what I was going to do next?" Seeing her look up at him, her eyes were unfamiliar, and the desolation in her heart was like a spark burning in the prairie in her heart, and it only took a moment to be barren.
He pinched her jaw and forced her to look up, then lowered his head and kissed her forehead at the look of her amazement. Pious, cowardly, humble, like all those who can't be loved, sour and desolate, a kiss is hot and her heart trembles.
He didn't stay long, his slightly cool lips left her smooth forehead. Reaching out and taking out an animal-shaped jade talisman from his belt and placing it in his hand, he took out a finger-long jade flute, put it to his lips and blew it gently.
There was a slight noise in the courtyard, followed by an unfamiliar male voice.
"Master, what do you command?"
Zhuxi put the jade flute into Jun Xiaoxiao's hand and turned to open the door.
Jun Xiaoxiao glanced out, and the courtyard was full of people at some point, and at a rough glance, there were about 20 people, all of whom were expressionless, dressed in black, and the lines on their faces were cold and hard, so they looked almost the same. I don't understand what he's going to do. Jun Xiaoxiao turned his head to look at his smooth back.
"She is the one you will protect from now on. Again, if she is put in danger, she will have no place to return and will never be at peace. ”
The vow was so poisonous that it meant that if something happened to her, they would be buried together. Jun Xiaoxiao was secretly frightened.
The anti-audience secret guard knelt on one knee without blinking an eye, clenched his hand into a fist against his heart, and made an oath to heaven and earth.
After they finished speaking, Zhuxi waved his hand and motioned for them to leave. Later, he closed the door and smiled at Jun. "Madam, they are the secret guards who have followed me all these years, and they are very good at kung fu. I'm relieved to have them. It's just that the jade talisman must be kept well, and without the jade talisman, I can't use them. ”
This series of changes has long made Jun Xiaoxiao forget about it. The thing that was forced into Zhuxi's hand also slowly slipped off because his fingers were unable to clasp it.
Zhuxi smiled, raised his eyes and glanced at her intently, and slowly lowered his head after a moment, "In this way, Xi'er retreated." Madame have a good rest. His voice was still gentle and beautiful, but I could feel his powerlessness when I listened to it.
Jun Xiaoxiao endured the words blurted out, looked up and saw him straighten his back and walk out of his bedroom, only to feel that he seemed to disappear in a flash. She knew he was leaving. If he leaves, I'm afraid he won't come back. An inexplicable panic struck, and the whole person was trembling. What went wrong, what was wrong, what was the truth of the matter. And whether she is afraid of his deliberate calculations, or whether she knows that he is in his plan but is unwilling to withdraw.
Jun Xiaoxiao slowly retracted back into the bed, and a variety of emotions occupied his heart and were indistinguishable. I wanted to chase it out, but as soon as I sat up, I fell weakly. She can't, she's not blind, she doesn't know what Zhuxi thinks about her, but she already has Zhang Qing. That's fine, what she will face will definitely not be a comfortable thing, maybe it's good to let him go.
I asked him only last night, and I let him go today. Jun Xiao smiled, reached out and rubbed her temples, feeling that the frequency of her heartbeat was not normal, and Shen Fu was afraid that she would not be able to stay for a few days. So, perhaps, is good for all of them.
Lie back on the bed and slowly close your eyes. The heart is so quiet, and those things that I didn't understand just now suddenly became transparent.
Zhuxi is not simple, she knew it from the beginning. He has no reservations in front of her, and even those abilities that can make people misunderstand and dislike are not hidden. And she's just an ordinary woman, what can he take advantage of her? It's not that he didn't think that he knew her identity, but people's hearts are flesh and blood, everything Zhuxi has done since he met her is to protect her, pampering and spoiling her, the little points in life are gathered, how can it be impossible to distinguish between hypocrisy and falsehood? And if you think about it, he hasn't done anything to stop her, even if he coerced her to pretend to be the city lord, she was the one who benefited in the end, didn't she? Is there any explanation for entering the play?
Because he thought too well and protected her too well, she was spoiled, like a wayward child, and pushed his hand away after just a little grievance. So lightly, let go of that warmth.
But what's the use of thinking about it now? After all, she couldn't give him anything. The monogamy that was implemented so thoroughly in the previous life will not change because of the death of a woman and the rebirth of the country. She always wants to be a one-hearted person, and the white head is inseparable. Instead of leaving him by his side and begging, it is better to let him go, maybe he will find a true lover.
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