Chapter 60: It's Hard to Love Someone
Zheng Xiujing didn't think much about Song Qian's sudden proposal to sleep in a room with her, anyway, the five of them lived in three rooms. It requires two couples to sleep in the same room. Originally, they all left the treatment of sleeping in a private room to this captain. As a result, Song Qian gave up the room to Shirley, who was not sleeping well, and proposed to rest with Zheng Xiujing, which was naturally not inappropriate.
When Zheng Xiujing was still reminiscing about her relationship with Han Ankang, she felt that as long as she could stay by Han Ankang's side, she seemed to be very satisfied, and she also wondered if she really liked this boy who had only met a few times. Just when Zheng Xiujing was indulging in this joy and confusion, Song Qian's cold words lying beside her startled her.
'Little Crystal, are you in love with him?' ’
Zheng Xiujing, who felt that she should cover it up well, was a little flustered when she heard this, and said, "Mother Song, you, what are you talking about?" Who am I and how could I possibly like Han OPPA! Have you thought too much? ”
Facing Zheng Xiujing, who was flustered, Song Qian, who had not been with her for a day or two, had a bitter heart but squeezed out a smile on her face and said: "Little crystal, you can't change it now, you stutter as soon as you lie." And I just said that he, but I didn't say that it was Brother Han, you are a bit of a self-confessing person!
Actually, you don't have to worry about my thoughts, I just think that the way you appear now is no longer the closeness of a little sister to her brother. Look at Brother Han's eyes, revealing a clear and tempting look. I don't know why I feel that way. But you asked yourself if you deceived me, can you deceive your own heart?
I changed rooms with Shirley at night, not because I didn't think there was anything wrong with you falling in love with Brother Han, I knew better than you. As long as the girl who has been with him for a long time can't be tempted unless she's a fool. Such a gentle, considerate, empathetic, and excellent boy, that girl will want to miss it.
Just do you make sure you know him? I don't hide from you, I like him too, and even start to find out to the point of being uncontrollable. But do you see that he is any different from me than he is to you? No, have you thought about the reason?
Tong Guò has been in contact for the past few days, haven't you noticed that there is a lack of emotional tendons in his brain? If he were a boy who understood that there was very little pure friendship between men and women, you would think he would be able to face things like tonight so calmly. Ignore a few of our fragrant beauties and be willing to run upstairs to read those medical books?
Presumably in his eyes, those medical books are his favorites, and medical skills are the things he cares about the most. Other relationships between men and women, he will not be at ease at all now, and naturally he will not comprehend and experience them. You're still young, are you really willing to continue to wait aimlessly for a relationship that doesn't know when it will be rewarded?
You may wonder why I don't object to you pursuing him. What I can tell you is that from the day I came into contact with him, I was labeled as his girlfriend. If I still want to work hard in the South Korean entertainment industry, then I can't pick this title, even if he always treats me as a friend.
With him, you and I will have an easier life. Don't feel like I'm taking advantage of him, but he's just that, genuine to every friend. He will help as long as there is a problem, but let him understand the difference between friendship and love, I am afraid I don't know when he needs to wait. Have you really figured this out? Or are you ready to suffer for love?
Now he is like a treasure that has just been discovered, and its value has not yet been fully reflected. If he is given time, he will inevitably become a figure at the top of the power like the four major families in South Korea.
Such a young man, with such an excellent personality, do you think he will be unloved in the future? Have you thought about what you would do if there were other girls around him in the future? Are you willing to share such a successful man with other girls? If you're really mentally prepared for that, then I won't stop you from pursuing him.
If he really had a girl by his side that day, I would have left peacefully. Because I know that I am too far away from him, and it is undoubtedly unrealistic to desire such a distant love. Unless he really understands my heart and accepts me openly. Otherwise, leaving is the best way for me and for him! ”
Looking at Song Qian, who said the last paragraph, but tears flowed unconsciously, Zheng Xiujing was also a little stunned, she really didn't think about these things deeply. For her, the idea is very simple, that is, Han Ankang ** her, she will not feel scared when she stays by her side, on the contrary, she is very happy and sweet. It was this feeling that made her dependent on Han Ankang. As for whether this dependence counts as love, Zheng Xiujing also doesn't understand.
Now Song Qian, who is much more mature in her thinking and psychology, said that Zheng Xiujing was also a little entangled when she was honest. Although she is in the entertainment industry, she is also used to seeing countless powerful people around her, and there are countless girls wandering away. Even according to what she knows, some of the top actresses in South Korea in her opinion are all of some big names.
Love is really a luxury for girls who work hard in the entertainment industry all year round. Especially for these female stars who have just debuted, if there is news of their relationship, it will be almost a disaster for them. But many of them, when faced with the demands of those powerful people, many of them are powerless to resist.
Either quit the entertainment industry, or accept this identity as someone else's plaything, and enjoy the bitterness behind the bright side. The female star who committed suicide a few years ago, the real inside story is that she can't bear this kind of life that is humiliated and played with, and finally chooses to commit suicide. But their deaths also can't shake the people who led them to a dead end, I have to say that this is a kind of sadness, a kind of sadness that belongs to these beautiful actresses with bright appearances.
This time, they were arranged by the company to Han Ankang's home so reassuringly, which undoubtedly regarded them as a tool to make friends with Han Ankang. If Han Ankang really has bad intentions, what will happen to them. It is estimated that in addition to accepting the results, it may be difficult for them to get the real so-called fairness. To put it bluntly, they are too far away from the people at the top of the food chain at the moment.
Zheng Xiujing, who was a little hesitant, suddenly became very serious and firm after thinking about these things: "Mother Song, I understand what you mean, but you haven't thought about it." You've known OPPA for the past six months, if it's not for his reasons and relationships. Do you think those who beat you up in the past will be so honest to stop?
I don't know what will happen in the future, but I know that Han OPPA is a good person. If he accepts me, then I'll be fine with him. With his future worries, he will be bullied by those disgusting bad old men, why don't he look for Han OPPA as a shield? At least now Han OPPA is the closest to us, this is an obvious fact.
Even if he doesn't understand the style like wood now, the storage of this piece of wood will make those bad people with bad intentions feel afraid. In the future, if Han OPPA really doesn't like us, then we will quit the entertainment industry and find our own love. Save more money in the past few years, as long as we have money in hand, why do we have to be bullied by those stinky men? ”
Although she is young, it doesn't mean that Zheng Xiujing doesn't understand the tendency to cling to the strong. Growing up in the United States, she is more open than Song Qian, who was born in China, in some things. Of course, this does not mean that she will casually give herself to a boy she doesn't like. As long as she likes it, then she will not regret it.
What's more, worrying about things that are too far away seems to her to grasp the present. At least the current attitude of Han Ankang is not too good for them, but at least he is very friendly and restrained. With this relationship, Zheng Xiujing believes that their development in the South Korean entertainment industry will reduce the interference of few external greedy people.
In the face of Zheng Xiujing's free and easy, Song Qian knew that this was the difference between the two personalities, and she couldn't understand Zheng Xiujing's thoughts. But she also knows that Zheng Xiujing's thoughts are more realistic and direct than her. Now all that remains is, what kind of mentality should she use to face Han Ankang? And what Zheng Xiujing said at the beginning really made her a little scared when she thought about it.
It is said that the entertainment industry is a big dye vat, and Song Qian, who began to become a little famous after her debut, is because of her sweet appearance and mature figure. Undoubtedly, it is also targeted by many characters who have a little power in their hands. If it weren't for her non-South Korean identity, coupled with the fact that ** company has a small influence in South Korea, she would be able to deter many Xiaoxiao. I'm afraid that the more famous she is, the more she will cause trouble.
But since I met Han Ankang, those phone calls that used to always disturb her seem to have disappeared suddenly. Not only has her star journey in South Korea become smooth, but even the old guys with the company's intentions have become honest one by one. This kind of transformation is enough to prove that there is a big tree behind the entertainment industry, which is indeed a good shade!
Just remembering what the old man said, Song Qian was really distressed. If Han Ankang has affection for her, it's okay, if she can't feel her feelings, then isn't she going to be so unclear all the time and be labeled as Han Ankang's girlfriend? However, this label is still very important to Song Qian now.
Song Qian, who felt that the more she thought about it, the more chaotic she became, and found that Zheng Xiujing, who seemed a little hesitant just now, had fallen asleep peacefully at the moment. Seeing that the other party seemed to be sleeping very sweetly, Song Qian also felt that sometimes it was simple, and maybe there were benefits of simplicity.
At least you don't have to think about some things too complicated, and guide her to worry or complain about things that don't have a shadow at all! Isn't that self-inflicted?