"A lot of times, we're not living. And living on the screen, life is a movie. —Eric. Houmai. Good afternoon.

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Life is a movie that can't guess the plot at all, which is longing and terrifying. It's not like the ones in the theater that condense everything into two hours, one hundred and twenty minutes...... It's a lot longer than the road it is now. The long road can be surpassed by speed, but life cannot. The speed and slowness of life are never up to you.

A silver ribbon of light, leaving a comet's tail on the highway and winding for forty minutes, finally arrived in the city of Seoul.

Sunny was going to go back and recuperate, then go to the company, and then go to MBC to deal with the radio station, so I took a detour and threw her at Apgujeong.

After sending her off, I rushed to Jongno 3rd Street without stopping.

Even though entering the city, it was only driving at a slow speed, and the low roar of the engine did not appear to be enthusiastic. However, the eye-catching appearance of SLSAMG still increased the return rate to more than 90%. Even if a Ferrari or Lamborghini of the same price came, it did not have the effect of passers-by stopping and staring sideways. After all, those big-name sports cars, especially in a bustling area like Gangnam, can always be seen occasionally. But as for the SLS Mercedes under me, the styling is too advanced. The extra-long wide-body nose, two-tone leather seat stitching, short rear wing, side vents, B-pillar curve, front and rear light clusters, rare gullwing doors and many other features perfectly blend the two temperaments of classic and modern. It's almost inherently eye-catching. Perhaps some people are not quite receptive to this aesthetic. But no one denies its uniqueness.

Sitting in the driver's seat and driving calmly, I felt the gaze of passers-by since I entered the city. Honestly, it's a very novel feeling. It's a little strange to make people's minds, but I don't float. Workplace and life. You have a lot of attitudes to stick to. If you lose, then you will completely become the person you once hated.

You, I, and others all know that there are many ugly rules and ugly people in this world. Even once, I was the one who coldly compromised with the rules and bowed my head in front of the rules. But if you can't change this whole system, at least you have to defend yourself.

To paraphrase the words of the hammer - to be a person with soft rules.

Passers-by gaze as they enter Jongno 3rd Street. And when he turned to enter the parking lot of Building 121, it became extremely dense.

The body of the car was parked on the side of the card machine, I lowered the window and went out to get the parking card, and there were two girls who were talking and laughing with coffee in their hands, and after glancing at my side, they slowed down, and the happy laughter turned into a whisper in my ears.

Retracting the gaze that had stopped at them, he retrieved the card, and the fence in front of him went up. I gently stepped on the accelerator, but the two Danfeng eyes at the rear of the body did not light up, and gradually disappeared into the underground garage.

I found a parking space, parked the car, lifted the door and closed it, and then straightened my clothes. He walked towards the elevator. During this time, I naturally turned my head and pressed the key lock car key, and the four lights in front and behind the sleeping nobleman flashed in response.

Put away the keys. Elevator arrival. After entering the elevator and pressing down on the floor, my eyelids lifted slightly. While staring at the constantly beating floor, his mind is elsewhere.

No matter how good it is. It's not mine, and it's useless to think about it. What's more, in fact, I didn't think about this at all, and I didn't have too much envy. Being able to drive this car is just satisfying my love for cars.

It's a preference, not an attachment. Preferences do not contain**,Persistence**Varied.

I feel that I drove the K5 very well, maybe when the money for these MVs is issued, I will directly consider buying this car in the hands of Jiang Xijun. As for any more, I never considered it.

If the price of this car in the future has entered the range that I can afford, then ............

――――I just think that there are many people in this world who need help――――

On the fifth floor, the elevator door opened, I straightened my collar and stepped out of the elevator, it was time to get back to work.

For the next four hours, the meeting and conversation went on in a very steady manner.

All the expected seriousness of the superior was unexpected. Zhao PD, whose age seems to be approaching the forties, although it is not kind, but at least there is no edge and corner in the world, which makes people feel very comfortable.

In the four hours that we couldn't stop, we didn't talk very much about each other. On the contrary, after the first few minutes of coldness, the rest of the time we talked about work-related things. But that's exactly what I'm looking forward to.

First of all, about my two MVs recently, Zhao PD talked to me a lot. Even he knows the current results of these two MVs very clearly. I don't see the slightest compliment coming out of his mouth, and in this case, it would be false to say that he was not excited. No one can be so stable, especially when he is certified by such a great director.

After the end of the little three or two praises, because the supercar didn't have a little fluttering, I was not only a little fluttering at the moment. But fortunately, Zhao PD asked me if I smoked at the right time, and I took the cigarette with both hands with a nodding head. Then he took the lead in taking the lighter and lit it for Zhao PD.

The large office was filled with smoke for a while. Nicotine's mood-stabilizing effects are well known around the world. After I smoothed the frizz in my heart, Zhao PD began to carefully put on the gloves.

That's right, he's going to do a knife for my two music videos.

After the results and praise, the surgical scalpel Zhao PD in-depth analysis of professional knowledge with me.

The first thing he mentioned to me was the use of one-shot shooting techniques and pointed out my shortcomings. Because I came in a hurry, I didn't know where to go today because of the notebook that I usually carried with me, which made me a little annoyed and at the same time, I could only use my brain to memorize and understand at a deeper level.

After discussing the one-shot to the end, he talked to me about how to use camera movement to make the picture three-dimensional.

Those two MVs that seem gorgeous and meaningful to outsiders are full of loopholes in an instant in front of real connoisseurs. It wasn't until I heard about it that I realized that I wasn't really a qualified PD at all. In many aspects of the processing, I still seem too rusty. will only blindly pursue the impact of the picture, but there is no meticulous consideration.

The humble nodding and reflection went hand in hand, and the four hours passed like this.

When this interview first opened, I thought it was very good, but when I looked back carefully, I felt that there was a feeling that Zhao PD was giving me a make-up lesson. As soon as this feeling arose, it was out of control, and I became more and more convinced, and I began to wonder if Jiang Xijun had mentioned something to him.

Just as I was casting the target of my suspicion at Kang Seok-jun, Cho PD, who was making the final summary, patted me on the shoulder.

"I heard that you are planning to go to school and rebuild it, and the idea is very good...... It's not as good as this, Sungkyunkwan University recently opened a refresher course, and I recommend you to go in. Compared with one-sided class auditing, this kind of targeted refresher class can learn more. I think that at the beginning, I was also looking for a way to take such a refresher course. ”

As soon as Zhao PD's words came out, the previous suspicion turned into certainty in a moment. At the same time, the bottom of my heart began to heat up.

No matter how tortuous the emotional things are, he Kang Seok-jun is still Kang Seok-jun, which makes me a little surprised, but it is not unexpected.

At the end of the conversation with Zhao PD, at this paradoxical moment, I actually thought that I don't know how long this polyamorous relationship will last, and the day it ends, whether anyone will be able to change it anymore.

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After having a late dinner with Cho so-hyun's PD, I had a lot of thoughts because of what he said before, so I immediately drove home and put my thoughts into practice.

By the time I finished recording today's very professional meeting, it was already past nine o'clock, and I stretched my waist and leaned on the sofa for a while.

After being out of the field for a long time, I glanced at me in the dark night sky outside the window, and I couldn't help but wonder, what are those interesting guys doing in that camp on Yuewei Island?

I still haven't watched the latest results of the MV, and the matter of the refresher class is very tight, so I have to report it tomorrow. But on this night, I can't help but feel a little empty.

The relatives and deceased are far away at the moment, and they only called their parents in the morning, as for Zheng Xiujing, I turned on the phone and calculated the time difference, which should be feasting with her sister. Besides, during the Cold War, I didn't know what to say when I called.

Not yet knowing how to untie the knot, I got up from the couch and prepared to go out in search of inspiration.

I casually put on a coat and walked out into the falling elevator, without driving, I began to walk aimlessly.

It's just that I don't know. What kind of encounter will tonight's talk and leave bring me?

-- It was an encounter that opened the scar, deeper than the wound on the hand, maybe it still hurts, maybe the pain is gone. (To be continued.) )