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Lin Jialan did not hesitate this time, and told him what he had found in the hospital, and also said about the fetus. Although she was afraid to sue him, it was not always a matter of running away, was it? Sooner or later, you have to face it.

Lin Moqi listened quietly, and his face, which had become much haggard because of self-blame in the past few days, was a little stunned. He didn't react for a long time.

Lin Jialan couldn't help but feel a little nervous when she saw his expression. Will he dislike himself? Maybe. After all, she thinks that he really wants a child, and besides, his parents will definitely want to have a grandchild if they ......

After a long time, Lin Moting sighed lightly and looked at her with a heartache, "Lan'er, for such a big matter, why didn't you sue me until now?" ”

This silly girl. What should he do with her? He's finally figuring things out now. Did she think he would dislike her because she had a genetic disorder or couldn't have children?

With an inexplicable pain in her heart, does she think he is this kind of person? Growing up together since childhood, does she not know him so well?

"I ......," she didn't know how to answer.

She had never thought about it, and she was so happy when this child came, but she didn't expect it......

At that time, thinking that she would not be able to give birth to him because of this illness, or that she would have given birth to an unhealthy child, she seemed to feel that the whole world had lost its color, and she did not have the courage to tell him the truth.

In the final analysis, it is not so much that she hates him, but that she hates herself even more, and blames herself for causing this, if it weren't for herself, he wouldn't have pushed herself, and if she had the courage to sue him after the examination. That's not going to be the case, right?

Lin Moqi seemed to slowly sort out her heart, the original deep self-blame slowly turned into a deep distress, staring at her pale little face, he gently held her hand, his eyes were full of pity, "Lan'er, do you not trust me so much?" Why didn't you sue me at the time? "It caused him to carry such a big psychological baggage.

"......," she bit her lip and didn't speak. Sorry, Moki. I know that he felt deeply guilty that he had accidentally pushed her. When he first returned, he hid in the dark.

For this, she is guilty.

Finally, she raised her eyes, "I'm scared ......"

"Wife." Seeing the mist in her eyes, he was distressed, knowing what she wanted to say, he called affectionately, "I love you." Whatever you are, I like it. Do you understand? Even if you don't have children, I will still love you. ”

She knows, she knows, but ...... She couldn't help wiping her tears, it was because she knew that she felt uncomfortable. This made her feel deeply inferior, because since she was a child, she was taken care of and favored by the Lin family, but she couldn't do anything for her family, not even give birth to a child......

She gritted her teeth, tears finally flowing, "Moki, I'm sorry. ”

Lin Moqi couldn't help but hold her in his arms, "No, Lan'er, it's not you who should say I'm sorry, it's me." Do you know how much I blame myself? Seeing you fall to the ground, I am still the murderer of the child, my hands are covered with blood, and I even dreamed that the child asked for my life. Lan'er, I really want to kill myself. ”

He stared deeply into her eyes and kissed good tears, "Wife, I'm sorry, can you forgive me?" In the future, I will definitely be kind to you and compensate you with the rest of my life. ”

She shook her head, "No, Moki, it's not your fault, this kid wasn't ours in the first place." You don't have to feel guilty. It's useless ......."

Seeing that she took the fault on herself, Lin Moqi was even more guilty in her heart, and kissed her palm, "It's all my fault, I didn't protect your ......"

If she is unwilling to forgive him. He may blame himself for the rest of his life. blamed myself for not protecting her.

Lin Jialan was silent, crying in a low voice, and raised her eyes, "Moqi, don't you really dislike me?" Although it is very sad to lose her child, what she cares about the most is the inheritance of her Wilson-shaped nucleation. If this disease has not been good, does it mean that you will not be able to give birth to children for him in the future? And although she doesn't know much about Wilson's disease, she also knows that general genetic diseases cannot be eradicated, just like heart disease......

Lin Moqi looked at her little face that had lost weight due to miscarriage, held it and kissed it, and said pityingly, "Silly child, how could I dislike you." It's too late for me to love you. ”

He was telling the absolute truth. He loved her more than a qiē. It doesn't matter if she's sick or something.

Lin Jia's blue eyes heated, "Moqi, thank you." ”

"But I hurt our children." He still can't let go of this. The thought of her lying in the cold operating room made his eyes dark.

"That's none of your business." She said silently, the things in her eyes darkened little by little, "This child is subconscious and doesn't want to be born with me." She knew that she would suffer and be treated with disdain in the future. Thinking that she had a genetic disease, she felt inferior, the same feeling she had when she was in an orphanage.

Lin Moqi's heart ached again, and he hugged her tightly in his arms, "Silly girl, you should beat me and scold me, resent me and hate me." But you forgive me like that, it makes me so uncomfortable, do you understand? Lan'er, am I a bad man? ”

"It's not that you're bad, it's that I'm useless." Her choked voice was full of crying.

Lin Moqi's heart hurt again, how many tears she had shed in the past few days. And he chose to escape after the incident. Lin Moqi, you are undoubtedly the worst man. He despised himself.

And he silently hugged her tightly, swearing in his heart that he would love her even more in the future......

****

After the two explained the matter, Lin Moqi's company did not go, and handed over important matters to Xiaoge, while he concentrated on accompanying his wife at home. And Lin Xiangnan and Tang Wanyu, although Jialan has some regrets, they are still very happy to see that the relationship between the two is as good as ever.

Lin Jialan Xu is too much pressure. She wouldn't let him tell his parents about his hepata genetics. He knew she was scared. So, don't force her. Give her space. Wait until later.

But, no matter what happened to her, he decided that she was his wife.

Despite this, Lin Jialan still looked very melancholy. I love to be bored all day long, and I don't say a word.

Tang Wanyu was helpless when she saw this, and it was estimated that it would take a while for her to recover her mood. Ay......

And they also love Lin Jialan even more, every day, they think of ways to make her happy.

And Lin Moqi loves her on the one hand, and blames himself on the other hand, so he takes care of her in every detail.

He washed her feet and cut her nails...... Do everything for her.

In addition to accompanying her, the most time is spent on the Internet to look up information and study the genetic disease Wilson's disease. After a few days of hard work, he also specially composed a recipe that would be beneficial to her health.

Even, go to the kitchen yourself and cook food for her. Cooking is still a little difficult for him, a man who has never been in the kitchen. But, perhaps, that's true love.

He did it over and over again in the kitchen. Every dish can only be brought to the stage after several drills.

And she ate the dishes he cooked, in addition to being moved or moved, she also had low self-esteem.

She always thinks that she is so lucky. That's why I met him. Otherwise, maybe she's still alone somewhere......

The week went by like this. And the fetal test report she had sent came out. Originally, whether to get this report or not, whether you know the result or not is no longer a matter.

However, Lin Jialan was determined to get the results back.

Lin Moqi had no choice but to accompany her.

But Lin Jialan was very nervous and uneasy.

She hopes that her children will not be inherited, if so, does it mean that her future children will not be inherited by her?

However, this was only a little expectation, and when she saw that the inspection report said: "Jian yì don't, her hope was disillusioned, and her heart throbbed violently.

In the end, I couldn't help crying.

Lin Moqi's heart ached, thinking that she thought of losing her child again, and a trace of self-blame rose in her heart, "Don't cry, okay?" Your crying breaks my heart......"

She covered her face with a piece of paper and cried, "I know, I'm not sad that this child is gone, but I'm afraid that this result means that in the future, the child will have heredity?" Am I really not going to be able to have children for you? ”

She couldn't go on. It felt like a piece of flesh had been dug up.

Lin Moqi finally understood what she meant, his heart ached, and he hugged her into his warm arms, "Don't be sad, if you really can't have children, then we don't want it." The world for two people will be a better place. If we want it, go and adopt one. ”

"Moki." She broke down and threw herself into his arms crying out loud.

"Okay, don't cry. Let's go home. Lin Moqi was distressed by her tears, and reached out to gently wipe them away, "Don't cry, this doesn't mean that future children will be inherited?" Now that science is developed, there will be a way. Moreover, the child may inherit me as well. ”

Lin Jialan cried in his arms for a while, and finally stopped crying, but raised her eyes and looked at him seriously, "Moqi, we... Let's get a divorce. ”

His face changed, and his expression froze, "What? Divorce? ”

Yesterday the network was not available, let's see if we can make it up today, girls.