Mother's Love in Prison (4)
"Forget it, you probably don't understand this either." Ji Yue originally wanted to explain a few words to Lily, so that she could find her to get money, but after saying a few words, she was inexplicably angry when she saw Lily's appearance, and refused to say anything more. In fact, she didn't know that her mother Ji Baihe was indeed born in rural China, and she didn't have any academic qualifications, but her love for her daughter was not much less than others, and she was very attentive to everything about Ji Yue, what does this AP course mean, in fact, she had already inquired clearly, and she was afraid that she would forget it, so she took out almost a lifetime of seriousness and studied these things, and some of them even studied by themselves with difficulty for more than a year, and some things may be clearer than Ji Yue. It's just that in Ji Yue's heart, her mother has always been uneducated and vulgar.
Ji Baihe just has a bad background, but Ji Baihe knows no less than others about how to go to college with her love for her daughter, and what Ji Yue said at this time has also been told to Ji Baihe in the plot, but at that time, Ji Baihe was ashamed of herself in front of her daughter, and she was both in love and fear of her daughter, so when Ji Yue scolded her for not understanding, she silently admitted her daughter's accusation in disguise, refused to speak out and refuted her embarrassed her, and would rather let her daughter be satisfied, but unfortunately this kind of maternal love Ji Yue is vulgar, I don't know how to cherish.
But now Lily is different, Ji Lihe was already heartbroken to Ji Yue before she died, how much she loved Ji Yue before, how much she hates now, sometimes she grits her teeth with hatred, but in the end, when she died, she didn't actually resent her daughter, she just wanted to live her life well, and the children's debt had been paid off in the plot. She just wants to have a life of her own. Rather than a life of sorrow for others.
"Did you say enough?" Lily relaxes the body. Cocking Erlang's legs, she saw Ji Yue frowning involuntarily because of her own action, obviously thinking that she was a little rude, and couldn't help laughing again, but she didn't raise her head and look at people with her nostrils: "Of course I don't understand, I don't understand, so don't you go to any school, what university to go to." Isn't it good that I didn't graduate from junior high school like me? You see I raised you alone, I was only seventeen years old at the time......" Lily's mouth kept talking, she knew that Ji Yue didn't like to listen to her talk about this, in the plot, Ji Lily wanted to talk to someone, she really had too much suffering in her heart, but there was nowhere to fall, but in the United States, she lived at the bottom of society, and there was no confidant to talk to.
Ji Baihe knew that her daughter didn't look down on her, and she had suffered the loss of being deceived by a man when she was young, so she kept herself clean except for the absurd one time in her life. The only thing that can be said about the year is to read it to Ji Yue, but unfortunately Ji Yue is impatient to listen to her words. After a long time, Ji Baihe also knew that her daughter had her own ideas when she grew up, so she didn't dare to say it.
"Mom, are you done?" Ji Yue really heard Lily mention her original incident, she was annoyed and embarrassed, her instinctive eyes looked around, and after seeing that no one noticed her mother and daughter, she breathed a sigh of relief, and then moved her butt a little restlessly, looking like she wanted to leave but endured it, and whispered: "I need some money to transfer to another school, Mom, do you have any money on hand?" ”
After saying this, Ji Yue's face showed embarrassment. In the past, she never had to say it in person if she asked for money, Ji Lily could understand when she proposed a beginning, and she took out the money, but this time Lily didn't seem to understand, Ji Yue was bored in her heart, lowered her eyelids to block the thoughts in her eyes, waited for a long time without waiting for Lily to respond, raised her head and looked over, but saw Lily reaching out to support her chin, turning her head to look at the side, obviously she didn't hear what she said just now.
Ji Yue's pink cheeks showed a hint of anger, and he couldn't help but raise his voice a little more and asked, "Mom, did you hear me?" ”
"Say what?" Lily really didn't pretend to have heard what Ji Yue had just said, which made Ji Yue frown in disgust, and repeated patiently: "I need money to transfer schools, I need money to buy study materials." ”
"I didn't." This time, Lily didn't pretend not to hear it again, but spread her hands and said coldly: "I don't have any money, I was about to ask if you have it." ”
Hearing this, Ji Yue was so angry that she trembled, and couldn't help but say loudly: "You are my mother, you didn't raise me at all, now leave me alone, don't care about me at all, now I want to study, I want to go to college, how can you do this to me?" ”
In the United States, when children reach the age of 18 and reach adulthood, many children begin to work to earn money and become self-reliant. Ji Yue treats herself as a foreigner, and doesn't like Ji Baihe to take care of her, sometimes she can't even ask more about her, and keeps shouting about the need for respect and equal rights, but when she asks for money or gets into trouble, she becomes an Oriental thinking mode again, and always feels that it is natural for Ji Baihe to give birth to her to raise her, and the truth seems to be all on her side.
If she said such a thing to Ji Lily, maybe Ji Lily would work hard with guilt and earn a meager salary to give her, but what she met was Lily, not to mention that now that she is in prison, who is it thanks to? A nameless fire surged into Lily's heart, and the anger of the original owner echoed in her heart, making her almost want to stand up and slap the face of the angry but somewhat playful and cute girl in front of her.
"Get out! I didn't take care of you, I can no longer take care of you after you turn eighteen, I don't need to raise you anymore, and I can even let you get out of the house! Driving her out after Ji Yue turned eighteen is no longer considered a crime of abandonment, not to mention that the original owner did not drive her, but has always been very good to her, and Lily also showed a look of disgust: "What's more, I didn't care what the reason for you was, don't you know?" You come in prison and stay, I can come to see you once a month and promise not to ask you for money! ”
It wasn't herself who killed someone, now this body is suffering for her, Ji Baihe was in prison because of Ji Yue's death, but in Ji Yue's mouth, it became like she was in prison as if it was a shameful thing, and she owed Ji Yue because of it, which really made Lily feel ridiculous: "Don't forget, it was you who killed people, who am I suffering for?" ”
Ji Lily didn't dare to say such words before, but when Lily said it now, Ji Yue's face turned pale in an instant, as if she was afraid of being heard, she hurriedly wanted to stand up and cover Lily's mouth: "Mom, I beg you not to say it again." ”
She has a great future, and she is a person who will go to college in the future, and she can't ruin her life because of this incident. Ji Yue was frightened to see that no one around him noticed his abnormality, he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and when he turned his head, he stared at Lily with hatred: "Mom, what do you mean by that?" Do you regret it now? Don't forget, I'm your daughter, if something happens to me, who will raise you in the future? ”
Lily's expression just now made Ji Yue feel as if it was useless to beg her, and at this time she couldn't help but threaten Lily: "I can find a good job after I go to college, and I can take care of you until I am old, don't you want to?" ”
Where would Lily believe her nonsense, after Ji Baihe paid a qiē for Ji Yue, she didn't enjoy her care, she offended her fiercely at this time, she was afraid that she only hated herself in her heart if she didn't die, how could she take care of herself until she was old?
"I can't afford this kind of blessing, don't mention it to me about asking for money in the future, by the way, you have to get me some money next month, I'm having a hard time living here, otherwise I'll tell you that you killed someone, but you framed me to take the case." Lily actually didn't need Ji Yue's money, she also knew Ji Yue's character, and it was impossible to give her money, but she was disgusted by Ji Yue just now, and she just deliberately said such things to disgust her, and sure enough, as soon as the words fell, she saw Ji Yue as if she was a ghost, and hurriedly stood up, and did not promise to give her money, only said that it was time to visit, and quickly turned around and ran away, and never mentioned that she would give money to transfer to buy materials.
Looking at her departing back, Lily's eyes narrowed, and her expression became more and more cold.
Ji Yue didn't come to visit her in the next month, and when she didn't hear the broadcast that she had a visitor on the fifteenth, Baihe was not disappointed, if Ji Yue wanted to punish her in such a way of ignoring herself, then she really miscalculated, Ji Yue didn't appear, it was simply insignificant to Lily.
After practicing the Jiuyang Sutra for eight months, Lily has more confidence in her heart, and she is no longer as worried as before, she lives a monotonous life in prison every day, but for her, even the pain of practicing alone at the beginning can be endured, and naturally she doesn't feel anything bad about this monotony in life at this time, but what makes her a little vigilant is the full malice from this prison, and the resentful eyes of Alice in the same dormitory.
Lily obviously felt that something was wrong during the free time of the free movement, the atmosphere was very tense, not to mention, and the prison was faintly divided into several factions, one faction was the mutual hatred between black and white races, and the second faction was that this group of small groups were far away from each other, although these people were not very friendly in the past, but today it is particularly strange, especially when everyone's eyes fall on Lily, it is even more ill-intentioned. Lily was vigilant and calm at first, but when the guards drove them back to their cells, a riot broke out.
A group of black women pounced on Lily as if they had made an appointment a long time ago, and many began to shout and cheer desperately, and a white woman jumped up excitedly and said to Lily:
"Hey! Poor little one, promise to join us and be my slave and I will help you! A group of people burst into laughter, and even a few policewomen looked away as if they hadn't seen the scene here. (To be continued......)
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