A huge flame of light erupted from the silk and devoured me. 「」

And this firework did not stop, and from the center burst out a huge wave of energy, like a ring-like gushing romance around it, and the place where it passed disintegrated like annihilation, and all living and non-living beings were submerged in it, decomposing into the true essence of the world.

The whole world turned from color to black and white, dissipating like a fantasy, turning into a myriad of intermingled energies.

I was in the center of the flame, unaware of what was going on around me.

It was like something was bursting in my head.

- [Lin An. 】

――[I'm Lin An. 】

- [Me! Be! Forest! Quiet! 】

……

As this cognition returned to Lin An's heart, countless memories were churning in his mind, and one by one faces appeared in his heart, either vague or clear, or as if it was yesterday or a long time ago.

It was like the joy of being reborn, and it was like the joy of finding his siblings again, and even some inconsequential details of the past were revisited, like a delicacy, so that Lin An couldn't help but taste it repeatedly.

Unknown touches filled Lin Anxin, and she couldn't wait to cry bitterly in order to vent the agitated feelings in her heart. 「」

People who have never lost themselves do not know the ecstasy of regaining themselves.

But she didn't seem to be her anymore, the memories of two lives in a row were like personal experiences, two similar and different souls, with worlds of different experiences, as if real and seemingly false, but so clearly stored in her heart.

Coupled with the original Lin An, three different segos, three different lives. Blended together like this, an indescribable feeling filled Lin An's head-

It seems that she has been divided into three parts in her own life, and it seems that all three are herself.

A modern girl who struggles to survive through another world, and a noble princess who was born in the royal family and died on the battlefield. A legendary witch from humble beginnings who stands at the top of the world......

Each one is so alive in her heart that it can't be erased.

They merge with each other, and they seem to be divided on the battlefield of the mind. She couldn't help the pain in her heart, and she spit out blood.

The surrounding illusions are endless, like magic and charm, and the beautiful sound enters from the ears and reaches the heart, so that the heart is full of distractions, and I don't know what to choose. The whole person seemed to be torn alive and divided into countless petals.

The catastrophe of life and death came without warning.

Lin An didn't know at all, but instinctively resisted. 「」

If the soul can also be embodied, then it will be found that Lin An's soul has taken on the three colors of red, blue, and black, and blue occupies the mind. Black occupies the heart and trunk, and red occupies the limbs, hands and feet.

The three colors are intertwined with each other, and they seem to be distinct, so that the whole soul presents a state of fusion and division, and they are intertwined and infected by each other.

"Ahh

Lin An felt painless, as if his soul was going to be torn apart in the next moment, annihilated in the countless illusion laws around him.

[Damn, the quality of the soul is too thin after all! 】

The red color that occupies the limbs and hands and feet is like blood, bright and warm. Just like the princess's short but brilliant life, her faith is firm, although she has no regrets in death-

[Hmph, compared to you, the black witch, it's still the body that is more pleasing to my eyes-]

The power of the red soul surged, and suddenly gave up independence and the advance on the blue that occupied the part of the mind. Like a bloodline that spreads into the black like thick ink—

[Damn you, do you want to die with me......]

The black shrunk into a ball, but it still couldn't resist the red invasion of giving up independence, and at the same time, the abandoned territory was taken advantage of by the blue, encroaching on most of it, forming a total encirclement, swallowing the red and black into the blue ocean.

[Thank you, princess......]

……

After a long time, such an exclamation came out from the soul that was soaked in deep blue and almost purple. 「」

No one answered.

***

Lin An felt like he was dreaming.

In the dream, she was wrapped in warm amniotic fluid, and ten months later, she became a croaking baby girl.

This time, she did not repeat the life that was once abandoned at the door of the welfare home, the baby girl wrapped in swaddling clothes was carefully held by her father, and the clumsy movements of the first-time father made the delicate baby cry, provoking the anger and distressed persuasion of the young mother.

The baby girl is also called Lin An, nicknamed An An, and is often called Nannan, Nannan.

Three generations in the same house, An An in the doting of her parents and grandparents as thick as honey, from an ignorant baby, to a stumbling chubby girl, and then to a stinky, awkward and coquettish kindergarten girl.

Lin An is like a third party in a dream, unable to control the girl's hand and foot movements, but has the same five senses as the other party, and every bit of the girl's growth makes her empathize, as if she is in the scene. 「」

However, every time she saw the little girl in the mirror who was no different from the black and white photo she took when she was five years old in the welfare home, Lin An couldn't help but be stunned-

She suddenly understood that this was another life, another one also called Lin An, who had the same appearance as her, but experienced the opposite of life.

――Worried about having two more pimples on his forehead, he glanced at the beautiful boy in the opposite class and had the thoughts of a girl, shared his secrets with his girlfriends, secretly skated to go shopping and skating, went home with abnormal final grades and was scolded by his parents, and cried goodbye to his parents at the train station when he went to college......

From quack to cardamom girl, An An's life is as she has imagined countless times before, with a happy family, loving elders, and the life and experience, troubles and happiness of an ordinary girl.

Even though he knew it was false, Lin An still couldn't help but indulge in it, watching his other self go to college, first love and lost love, emotional frustration and academic success......

Then, like countless ordinary students, she graduated with great ambition, found a job in the fierce competition in society, and became a strong woman in two or three years of deterioration, and finally met a new boyfriend under the persuasion of her parents and the introduction of relatives and friends.

Then got married, gave birth to children, and time passed in the small trials and tribulations of life and the bittersweets of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

Life is integrated with laughter and scolding, and life is accompanied by honest and down-to-earth husbands and children. "In front of the hospital bed, I watched my grandparents pass away with a smile, my parents' hair gradually turned gray, the little child conceived in October grew into a girl, and I and my husband gradually passed away.

Spring goes and autumn comes. Life is like a book that can only turn the pages forward but can't turn back, slowly moving towards the final chapter, and life has had the brilliant passion of summer flowers. It also fought against the waves, and finally like the ebbing tide, it gradually moved towards calm.

His hair is graying, his face is getting old, his wife is by his side, and his children occasionally come home to see ......

So for a lifetime.

……

【…… So for a lifetime. 】

Lin An muttered.

The dream is frozen on the picture of another self passing away with a smile, as if the curtain of a dream is over.

Lin An stared at that scene. After a long pause, he turned his head.

No matter who you are, I am grateful to you for allowing me to go through this life. 】

At the end of her line of sight was a slender figure, seemingly real. But he couldn't see his face clearly, which only made Lin An feel familiar and close.

【…… Who are you? 】

Lin An asked hesitantly.

Who am I...... It seems that I can't tell the difference, it's just that at the end of a long memory, I'm from the same place as you. 】

Like a whispered voice answering, the slender figure gradually appeared, delicate but deep outline, silver hair fell behind her, and the woman did not have a pair of familiar black eyes, but dark cyan eyes.

Back in the memory. When recalling the matter of the Theban Meditation Method, Lin An realized the identity of the other party and the connection with himself.

Lin An had thought about the possibility of seeing his compatriots countless times, but he didn't expect to see it in this situation, in such a situation.

She triggered the Chinese on the silk to get out of reincarnation and get back her memory. So she didn't doubt that the other party was a fellow traveler, but when she saw that the other party didn't have a similar appearance to the descendants of Yan Huang, she couldn't help but be a little surprised.

[The soul projects the most authentic self, after experiencing too long time here, the past 'me' is gradually replaced, and the long memories and experiences are not something that can be resisted in just twenty or thirty years before the crossing...... It's not surprising, if you look at yourself, you'll see that you've changed. 】

The other party saw her surprise.

There is no mirror here, but as soon as Lin An's heart moved, he saw "himself".

--The outline of the appearance has not changed much, but the eyebrows have become a little deeper, and there is a tendency to develop towards a half-blood, and the appearance of the whole person is like a layer of dark blue and nearly purple glass light, and the two opposite breaths of clarity and chaos appear in her soul at the same time.

Lin An knew that this was because she had fused the memories of the princess and the witch before and after, although it was still dominated by the ontological consciousness, and because it was the experience and memory of the same soul, it was not as incompatible as Salin, but the soul had changed, which was inevitable.

What happens if I don't get out of samsara, or if my soul can't merge with me? 】

Lin An couldn't help asking.

[Your reincarnation only goes through two lifetimes before you wake up, the quality of your soul is too little, if you can't fuse, it will inevitably be soul annihilation...... If you continue to reincarnate and be awakened after thousands of lifetimes, then even if you can't achieve full integration, you will still be able to retain most of it with the quality of your soul at that time. 】

Lin An lowered his eyes.

[After only two lifetimes, I have become like this-if I am reincarnated for thousands of lifetimes, even if I will not be annihilated by soul at that time, I will not be the original me!] 】

[Your original soul carries the deep imprint of another person, almost inseparable...... The Warden of the Tower of Babel put you in here to separate the connection between you. 】

The other party nodded slightly, her silver hair was like flowing water, and Lin An found that even if it was just a slight move by the other party's unintention, it could lightly touch her soul.

If the soul also has mass and gravity, then this situation should be the reason why the mass of the other person's soul is much greater than hers.

[So are you separated now?] 】

As soon as he said this, Lin An thought of Kronos, roughly guessed the reason for his situation, and as soon as his mind moved, he immediately reacted to his soul, and the dark blue glass color turned darker.

The other party smiled lightly, but his delicate appearance made Lin An feel calm and friendly, and his soul quickly calmed down.

[If not, how can I meet you?] (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the Biquge www.biquge.info (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, your support is my biggest motivation. )