Chapter 630: Love Wanders Between Low Self-Esteem and Self-Esteem

When the sky was just dawning, the aftertaste sent Su Miao into the palace. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Su Miao didn't sleep all night, not because she didn't want to sleep, but because he didn't let her sleep, the night was too intense, until now she still has soft legs and weak feet, and her waist is sore.

"Does it still hurt?" He hugged her waist and supported most of her body weight, his eyebrows and eyes were smiling, and his face was full of spring breeze.

Su Miao glanced at him and ignored him.

Seeing that she ignored him, she continued to make trouble with her, put her hand on her lower abdomen, and muttered:

"Could there already be a little doll in there?"

Su Miao slapped his hand away and gave him a blank look: "How could there be?" ”

Aftertaste raised his eyebrows, stared at her flat lower abdomen for a while, raised his eyes and said to her:

"Why don't I choose a name first?"

Su Miao looked at him: "Will it become a posthumous child?" ”

Aftertaste glanced at her, and stretched out his finger to poke at the door of her head:

"Don't curse me to die, you won't do anything good if I die!"

Su Miao stopped, turned around, stood in front of him, looked at him intently, looked at him for a while, raised his hands to hold his shoulders, and said to him in a firm tone:

"Xiao Weiwei, you can go with confidence, to save Yue Liangguo, who is trapped in fire and water, I have silver and craftsmanship, and I also like to travel very much, so no matter where I am, I can live well, I will work hard to make money to raise my son, I decided, our son will be called Su Wei!"

Aftertaste was put by her hand on both shoulders, and he looked at her, and after a while, said to her in a tangled tone:

"Although I know that you deliberately said this to make me feel at ease, although I know, but hearing you say this, my feelings are still very complicated. I'm on my own, yes, but can't you grieve a little more with your gentle heart, I want to see your weeping expression as you look at me leaving. Besides, what kind of ghost name is 'Su Wei', my name has been ridiculed for twenty years, and I will never allow my son to call this kind of ghost name! He objected vehemently.

Su Miao looked at him, her expression full of embarrassment:

"You're asking too much, and I don't know which one to satisfy you first. I'm a little sad right now, yes, but compared to sadness, it's more angry that you took it upon yourself to go to war without consulting me. Although I will definitely oppose you if you discuss it with me, but if you don't discuss it, it doesn't matter if I'm against it anymore, the important thing is that although I understand that you have what you want to do, and I understand the reasons why you must go, I can let you go, but every time I think of you excluding me, as if you don't trust me, I feel angry. ”

Aftertaste was speechless, he looked at her for a moment, took a half step back, bowed deeply to her, and then promised her solemnly:

"Not again, I promise."

Su Miao clasped her hands to her chest, looked at him with a strained face for a while, and sighed:

"I said, you road idiot, is it really okay to go out to fight?"

"I'm not a road idiot, I'm just prone to getting lost when I'm thinking." Aftertaste retorted.

Su Miao was dumbfounded, rubbed the tip of her nose, and seriously suggested, "You better bring two more Sinan." ”

"I brought it." As he spoke, he took out a cloth pocket in his sleeve and poured the contents into the palm of his hand, which turned out to be four or five small Sinan.

Su Miao was stunned, staring at his palm, and her eyelids twitched fiercely: "I'm already starting to worry now." ”

Aftertaste smiled and hugged her shoulders and kissed her sideburns: "Don't worry, I will come back well, you are obediently waiting for me in Liangdu, and when I come back, we will go back to Fengzhou." ”

Su Miao lowered her eyes, and after a while, she hooked the corners of her lips shallowly and nodded slowly.

The aftertaste hugged her tighter.

……

The guest house of the Prince's Mansion.

After noon, the sun began to move slowly to the west, and the bright sunlight shone in through the window, shining on Su Xian, who was sitting at the round table doing needlework, she had been doing it all night and one morning, and the stone blue sweat towel was embroidered with peace lines.

Su Chan crossed her feet, lying flat on the soft couch not far away, with one arm on her pillow, and was nibbling on an apple:

"The Prince's Mansion is so powerful, you can still eat apples at this time."

Su Xian didn't make a sound, pricked the last stitch on the sweat towel, and then wore it out.

"The second sister didn't come back overnight, what did she do with the aftertaste, a lonely man and a widow, and her emotions were high before parting, in case she accidentally got out of the doll...... "she "clicked" and gnawed a big mouthful of apples, heavy, like gnawing someone's head.

Su Xian lowered her head, bit off the silk thread, unfolded the embroidered sweat scarf, and looked at the patterns on it.

Su Chan glanced at her, turned her head, nibbled on the apple and continued to shake her feet. She originally thought that Su Xian would go out immediately after embroidering and send out the sweat towel, but after waiting for a long time, Su Xian didn't move at all. Su Chanhu turned her head suspiciously, and saw Su Xian clutching the sweat towel tightly, putting it on her knees, looking at the sunlight outside the window, not moving or speaking, without the eagerness and enthusiasm of the past.

Su Chan was stunned for a moment, looked at the sky outside the window, and reminded her:

"You're not going? If he doesn't go, he'll leave. ”

Su Xian didn't answer, she looked out the window, looked at it for a long time, sighed lightly, stood up, threw the embroidered sweat towel into the cabinet, closed the cabinet door, sat back on the chair, took out the makeup box from her arms, opened it, and lazily brushed up her makeup in front of the small mirror.

"You're not going?" Su Chanhu looked at her suspiciously, and seeing that she didn't have the slightest intention of going out, she couldn't help but ask.

"No, no." Su Xian looked in the mirror and replied lightly.

"If you don't go, what about the sweat towel?"

"I've sent you, anyway, you don't wear girls' clothes, you use it just right."

"If you don't send it, you want me to go out in the middle of the night to find silk and needlework for you!" Su Chan was angry and said with a black face.

"So, I'm sending you." Su Xian said impatiently.

"It's not uncommon for me to give you something nice, isn't your sweat towel that blesses you from being injured on the battlefield, if you don't send it to him, in case he is injured, isn't it your responsibility?"

"He's not my friend, it doesn't matter if he gets hurt or not, even if he can return safely, he won't have anything to do with me." Su Xian put down the mirror box and explained to her in a tone that was neither salty nor light.

"Huh?" Su Chan dragged a long voice, snorted from her nose, looked at her with suspicious eyes, stood up with an apple in her mouth, walked in front of her, put her hand on her forehead and tested the temperature, and touched her head again, becoming more and more suspicious, "If you don't burn, why did your head suddenly break down?" ”

"You don't care!" Su Xian let her talk a little hot, got up from the chair, walked to the dresser on the side, and combed her long hair that had become messy because of staying up all night.

Su Chan sniffed deeply with her nose and slurped: "Why is there a bitter and sour taste of a deep resentful woman?" ”

Su Xian glared at her from the mirror, and said angrily, "You want to quarrel with me, don't you?" My mother is not in the mood to pay attention to you today, you will go out if you feel unhappy!"

Su Chan stood behind her, clasped her hands to her chest, looked at her in the mirror, opened her mouth coolly, and asked:

"Have you finally figured out now that you actually like him?"

"Huh?" Su Xian laughed, "I like him? He's just a pastime, and I'm teasing him, and though I've been teasing him for so long, I've had a lot of fun, and now I'm just tired of it. He left Liang Du is the best opportunity, he and I can take this opportunity to fade down, saving me from suddenly ignoring him, he thinks I am playing with him, making him angry, if you don't make a murder, it is me who suffers. ”

Su Chan raised her eyebrows, stared at her in the mirror, and looked at her for a while:

"The more inferior people are, the more self-esteem they have, and they will make excuses to maintain their fragile and pitiful dignity."

Su Xian's face sank: "What do you want to say?" ”

"Let me guess what you think now: people are so scared in their hearts, the sword has no eyes on the battlefield, what if he can't come back, make a sweat towel for him to bless him with safety...... But what if he doesn't care about what people give him, what if he refuses to say something sarcastic, what if he sees through my mind and debunks it and tramples on it...... Expressing worry is not what a slutty girl should do, so in order not to let him see my thoughts, in order not to let him know that I really like him, I should continue to play the role of playing with him, because then even if he can never see through my heart and think that I am just playing with him, at least ...... I won't get hurt because of him......"

"Su Chan, are you enough!" Su Xian was furious, slapped the table and stood up.

"Are you still Su Xian?" At the same time, Su Chan sneered and said contemptuously, "Aren't you the most selfish, the most dissolute, the most cheeky, and the most daring woman in the world, and even the prince wants to fall in love with her?" Why are you like a stupid girl who twists and pinches her crooked mother-in-law now, and you are not a big girl with yellow flowers! When you're done, send it.,Haven't you always only cared about your own happiness, regardless of whether others are happy?,It should be that the more unhappy others are, the happier you are, right? You don't care if he will be happy when he sees the sweat towel you sent, stuff it directly to him, he takes it best, if you don't accept it, you throw it in his face and come back, where are there so many excuses! It took me half a night to get those things for you, and I didn't throw them at me! ”

Su Xian was speechless by what she said, she grabbed her half-combed hair with her fingers, and her heart was numb. She lowered her eyes, did not use the mirror, pulled her long hair loosely behind her head, leaned against the edge of the table, bowed her head, did not look at her, did not speak.

Su Chan lowered her eyes, she was impatient, she stepped forward in three steps and two steps, took out the embroidered sweat towel from the cabinet and stuffed it into Su Xian's hand, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her out.

"Where?" Su Xian frowned and asked suspiciously.

Su Chan didn't bother to answer her, dragged her out, didn't allow her to struggle, pulled her out of the courtyard where she lived, went directly to the stable of the prince's mansion, found her little black horse, jumped on the horse, pulled Su Xian, who turned around and was about to go back, pulled her back on the horse, and took her out of the prince's mansion with her horse, and went to King Wen's mansion not far from the prince's mansion.

However, Liang Chang was not in the house.

"His Royal Highness left the house two quarters of an hour ago and went to the camp in Beishan." The housekeeper of King Wen's Mansion recognized that this was the third girl of the Su family who caused a sensation in the entire Liang Capital, the biological daughter of the eldest princess of Jingyang in the legend, and also knew her eldest sister.

"Gone?" Su Chan frowned.

"Yes, His Highness has gone down to manage the troops, and Shen will set off from the Beishan camp at four o'clock and set off for Chisha." The butler replied with a smile.

"Forget it, let's go back." Su Xian's heart was very confused, and she said something to Su Chan, turning around and going back.

Su Chan dragged her arm and asked the housekeeper:

"What battalion? Where is it? ”

"Beishan Daying, not far from the lotus village under Beishan."

"Let's go to the camp in Beishan." Su Chan dragged Su Xian down the steps in front of the palace and was about to get on the horse.

"Forget it, let's go back, the barracks are not another place, don't go and make trouble, it's a fruitless thing anyway." Su Xian broke away from her hand, snorted coldly, shook her head absently, turned around, and went in another direction.

Su Chan dragged her back, spat out hatefully, and said angrily:

"It's all at this time, what are you pretending to be deep and cold? Now is the best time, he is about to go to war, he must be in a mess before he goes on the expedition, gentleness is the easiest to take advantage of the chaos when he is in chaos, once he enters, you win, you are stupid to give up at such a good time? Don't you like him, if you like him, go and tell him, what's the use of thinking nonsense here, if he dares to refuse, you will drug him, if he turns his face, you will post his spring/palace/painting all over the streets and alleys, it's a big deal to go to prison, you don't even dare to drug him, you can't even squat for him, what else do you say you like him! You're so unproductive, I'm disgusted when I see it! ”

Su Xian looked at her with stunned eyes, stunned, she suddenly felt that Su Chan was superior to her means, she used to think that Su Chan was stupid and stupid in the affairs of men and women, but she didn't expect that the other party was actually a hidden master, and the two of them were not of the same grade at all.

Su Xian turned her neck and looked around, standing at the door, the old housekeeper who had wanted to see them had his jaw dropped and was gray in place. The palace guards guarding outside the door were all pale and white, and their upright faces were constantly twitching and distorted.

Su Xian's face was red, she took the little black horse, dragged Su Chan, and urged in a low voice:

"Let's go, let's go!"

"To the North Mountain Camp?" Su Chan asked.

Su Xian actually didn't want to go, but if she didn't go, she was afraid that she would say something more embarrassing, so she had to nod.

So the two sisters got on their horses and galloped wildly to the camp in the north mountain.

Until the black horse was gone, and there was no trace of him.

After a long time.

"We, our Highness won't be in danger, right?" One gatekeeper tilted his head and asked the other in a whisper.

The other one laughed dryly.

Lives are not in danger, well, it's hard to say......