Chapter 90: The Heart of Metis

(PS:First of all, let's declare.,Emotional drama and the like are really not in the next strength.,I've also thought about giving an overview of the content of this paragraph.,But I'm afraid you're not satisfied.,So this chapter will be read like this.,I've really tried my best in the next!) )

When did you become so crazy?

[I don't know! 】

What is the reason?

[Maybe it's too old.,I've forgotten my original appearance.,And then I want to get back to my appearance.] 】

What was that original self like?

[Sorry, I can't remember it anymore.] 】

However, there seems to be a happy smile in the vague memory ・・・・・・of the image... carefree playfulness...

[However, it's still very vague, sure enough! Can't remember at all. 】

So how about finding out for yourself? In history, there are many places of interest, and these places should have their own footprints, so that you can recover your lost past.

[Well, let's go find it.] 】

But where do you start?

[That's the right name!] As long as you start with the name, if you know the name, you can quickly know your past, because you are also a god, and there should be a lot of people who commemorate yourself and worship yourself, so there should be a record of yourself in the myths that circulate. 】

So what's my name?

[Oh, I think of it, it's called Mo...

That's right, it's Metis. 】

I'm excited to find my past, but...

No!

No, no, no, no!!

I don't have a past!

How is it possible, she is Metis, the goddess of the sea and wisdom in ancient Greece! Zeus's first wife, how could there be no past!

How is this possible! How can it be!!!

It's recorded in my own myth, although that's all there is to it! But there are happy memories in my memory! I have a name!

How could there be no past!

And then one day, I saw it, and I saw a vague appearance.

With long silver hair, owl-like eyes, fair skin, a slender body like a fairy, wearing an ancient blue and white robe, a headdress made of olive on his head, and a pitch-black scythe in his hand, the sky and the earth around him were dark, and all that could be seen was a little starlight and moonlight in the sky.

Powerful and oppressive figures floated in the sky, slowly moving forward, and the ground was kneeling with praying humans, each of whom was respectful, with words in their mouths, and their faces could be clearly seen with awe, worship, and fear・・・・・・

There is no doubt that this is me.

But no!

Aren't you here? So who is this?

She's Athena!

An unknown voice sues itself, and this unknown voice comes from within itself.

[Athena? 】

Then it's your own daughter! After all, is that what the myth is?

Holding the position of my heart, I asked.

Is she really your daughter? The unknown voice in his heart questioned this.

[Of course.] 】

I told the unknown voice in my heart with such certainty... And then the unknown voice was immersed, and no matter how much I called, it never appeared again.

Then I don't know how long it took, but I finally understood.

Athena was not her own daughter.

On the contrary, she is the one who really exists.

No wonder there are no detailed records in myths, no wonder I have no past, no wonder my memories are vague.

Because I was never me.

There has never been a zài for me!

Metis, the goddess of the sea and wisdom, hahahahahahahaha~~~ This is really a big joke, hahahahaha~~~~

That's right, it's a big joke!

Metis, Metis, Metis, what kind of goddess are you, a waste, a waste, a waste, a garbage that you made just for the birth of Athena, a waste, a garbage that you had to make just for the glory of Athena!

Because the gods are noble, it is inevitable that they will be born illustrious.

And herself, Metis, the goddess of the sea and wisdom, was nothing more than a disposable object born to degenerate the sublime Athena, the queen who once controlled a qiē, and now that it has been used, it is naturally discarded.

That's why there are so few myths about myself, very few.

And the happy voices in my memory are not my own, but Athena's.

Hahaha・・・・・・ha

False, a qiē is false, memories are false, myths are false, even names are false.

Who am I? Who am I?

Woo~~ (crying voice)

Who can sue me, who can !!

(PS Voice of the fan: Despair, shrouded Metis, shrouded Metis in tears.) )

No one will be able to answer me, and no one will answer me.

Why?

Why Athena was able to have a qiē.

Why?

Why Athena was so happy.

I'm not convinced, I'm not convinced!

I hate, I hate! I hate it!

Create zào out of me, and destroy miè my Zeus!

[Then, wouldn't it be good for you to create your myth. 】

An unknown voice that hadn't appeared for a long time said.

Yes, since there is no one in the myth, then I will create my own myth, create my own myth, create my own qiē, and create a unique qiē that will never be forgotten.

However, how should I create a zào?

[Go and destroy the miè, the beautiful myth will be forgotten, and the real history will be tampered with, but only fear will not be abandoned by the people, go and destroy the miè, bring disaster to the world, and make people deeply afraid, afraid of Metis who will bring endless darkness to the earth, this is what only you, Metis, can do. 】

Yes, it's something that only Mettis can do, unique, something that will never be forgotten.

In this way, with this heart, I was separated from Athena, and with the power and appearance of Athena, Metes, came down.

I have brought endless darkness to the world, and people are terrified and in awe.

I did it, hahahahaha, I Metis did it, so that I have a new myth, so that I will not be forgotten, so that I Metis will really save zài.

No longer an appendage of Athena, no longer garbage born just for someone else's myth, no longer a forgotten god.

Even if it is recorded by people as a sky-devouring snake that wants to take revenge and resent her husband because she was devoured, even if she is distorted into a madman by people and finally sealed, she has no complaints, just because she really existed.

However, it failed, and in the end it failed

The myth of the starless night that people feared turned out to be attributed to Athena, why, why!

It's obviously a qiē made by me, why is it counted on Athena's head.

Why, why!

Is it just because Athena is more famous than mine?

Then I'll devour Athena, so that I can always save zài, and I can create my myth.

And so I appeared, and once again I came into the world.

Then I met him, a god-killer with the breath of Zeus.

For the first time, I was terrified, because I hadn't really seen Zeus, and all I knew about Zeus was only in mythology, and I could sense Zeus's breath and know that it was Zeus who was also thankful for what was passed down in mythology.

This allowed me to know that the godkiller had Zeus's breath on him.

In a panic, I hurriedly made up the appearance of hating Zeus.

Then I met the god killer and fell in love at first sight.

Yes, I fell in love at first sight.

And it's love at first sight for a girl, eh, although after learning that it was a boy, it hit me so hard, because a boy is even more beautiful than a god.

And then I lied to this god-killer, because I was afraid, I was afraid that he would look down on me, like I said, Zeus turned into a cow and didn't become a woman or something, which was also based on Zeus's ** mythology, so that it could confuse the public.

That way, he won't think that I, Metis, am a piece of garbage born because of someone else.

However, the godkiller didn't seem to have any suspicions, and readily accepted my 'lie', but that wasn't a lie, because nine out of ten of what I said was true, after all, Zeus would never be able to change the beauty of this godkiller.

Moreover, how can such a beauty not lead people to sin, and Zeus, who is famous as a god, how can he let it go.

And it is true, Zeus fell in love with this godkiller, but Zeus did not succeed and was killed by the godkiller.

When I heard the news, I breathed a sigh of relief, because then my lies would not be exposed.

Then I changed the subject, hoping that this godkiller would give Athena to me, as long as I devoured Athena, then I, Metis, could replace Athena, and I also told the godkiller that I would not hurt Athena after I devoured him.

However, I was rejected because the godslayer said that Athena was her wife.

What a joke.

I questioned loudly, because I didn't believe it, although it seemed that I didn't believe that a godkiller would really marry a god-killer, but the real disbelief was because I was jealous of Athena, and jealous that Athena could get the love of this god-killer.

Why is it always like this, Athena was able to get the qiē I dreamed of lightly every time.

Why, why, why...

After that, I fought the Godslayer, and I knew very well that I couldn't win the power of the Godslayer, but I did it anyway, and tried my best to show my true body at the cost of my soul.

Oh, it's ridiculous, it's still Athena in its own right, because I'm a poor god who doesn't even look like himself.

However, despite this, I was defeated, and the golden sword in the hands of the godslayer was really powerful.

No, I guess I'm too weak, as the god killer said.

Defeated by the light yì, even guò can't convey his heart to the heart of the god killer with his actions.

The words spoken by the godslayer are not true according to my own feelings, and the source of pain and humiliation is not Zeus, but Athena.

But if it is recorded according to historical mythology, it is true.

Hawkers, it's useless to think about this now, the body that was condensed just now at the cost of his own soul has been completely destroyed.

It is estimated that this death will be the real end, and there will be no Metis in the world in the future, but the disobedient Athena of the trinity of Metis, Medusa and Athena.

It's a pity, if only there was a little more time.

I want to know the name of that godkiller, and I want to tell him...

Goodbye, no, gone, godkiller! And I love you, the Godslayer!

Metis loves you!