"So what? You hope that Jing Xuan and I won't come over again in the future, let alone set foot in your room at will, don't you? Su Zhengxiao looked directly at her and said slowly.

"There is no Jing Xuan, only you!" She frowned, and emphasized coldly again: "Jing Xuan is my son, he can naturally go in and out of here as a matter of course, and you are just a stranger, you have always wanted to clear up with me before, but you didn't have a chance, and now you can finally get rid of it completely, why bother to trap yourself in again?" It's not like your style. ”

His eyes were heavy, and Su Zhengxiao's throat rolled slightly: "This is to completely draw a line with me?" ”

"In the past, you wanted to draw a clean line, but now it's me, but our purpose is the same, and I think it's easy to implement." She had never spoken to him so calmly before, but now she was able to be calm, which was a great improvement and change for her, and she was very satisfied.

But hearing these words, Su Zhengxiao's mood couldn't help but not improve, but he flew down three thousand feet for no reason, embarrassed and cold: "Listening to your words, it seems like how willing I am to step into here, if it weren't for Jing Xuan's crying and fuss and hunger strike, you think I would bring him over, and if he wasn't able to stand because of the long wait, I would have asked the landlord for the key to take him in?" But at this time, I feel that I was soft-hearted at the beginning, but I was self-inflicted, listening to your words, I was obviously reluctant to bring Jing Xuan here, Miss Tang can rest assured, I will definitely not take Jing Xuan to find unhappiness and disgust in the future. ”

Hearing this, Tang Xiaoran's brows involuntarily furrowed upward, and said, "You can ask the Su family's maid or driver to accompany Jing Xuan over." ”

Her purpose was just to stop wanting to see him, and being able to see Jing Xuan was the greatest joy in her heart.

"My own son is in the care of a servant, if something happens to Jingxuan, who can bear it? You, me, or the caretaker? Su Zhengxiao was righteous and righteous, pressing step by step.

This sentence blocked Tang Xiaoran, she had nothing to say, with his attitude, could he be so attentive to Jing Xuan?

She instinctively didn't believe it in her heart, but maybe it was possible, maybe she was really worried about Jing Xuan.

The two were at a stalemate, and at this time, Jing Xuan, who was asleep, lifted the quilt and made it, sleepy-eyed, and his two little hands kept rubbing his eyes; "Mom, you're back?"

Tang Xiaoran retracted his gaze, sat on the side, and responded lightly.

"Why did you come back so late, my dad and I have been waiting for you for a long time, today is your birthday, we bought a cake and celebrated your birthday with you."

I felt warm in my heart, and the child's immature but soft words were like a breeze blowing in, blowing away the chill in my heart, she said; "How long have you waited?"

"I've been waiting for a long time, my dad and I got here at seven o'clock, but my mom hasn't come back, I feel cold, my dad asked for the key to take me in, where did mom go?"

"My colleagues celebrate my birthday." As she spoke, she reached out and brushed the thread off his face.

Jing Xuan's dark eyes widened; "Mom's co-workers have birthdays?"

"Yes."

"That's great! But I was a little jealous, and they preemptively celebrated my mother's birthday before me. Jing Xuan was really happy, but he was also a little surprised.

Tang Xiaoran laughed faintly; "But I like to spend most time with you, every year I eat the cake you bought."

The taste in Jing Xuan's heart dissipated, he lifted the quilt and sat up, got down*, walked to the kitchen in slippers, and came out with a cake.

He put it on the table, his little body lay there, and inserted the candles one by one, very seriously, his mother is Chinese New Year's Eve years old this year, he wants to insert thirty, not one is missing!

Every year on his birthday, the thing he is most passionate about and most concerned about is to put candles on the cake, he feels that this kind of thing is very sacred and necessary!

He kept counting, counting three or four times, until he confirmed that there was no roughness, he stopped satisfied, pulled Tang Xiaoran to the cake, and asked her to make a wish.

Wish?

Tang Xiaoran hadn't made a serious promise in the past years, it was all very casual and perfunctory, and now that she has started a new life, she plans to take it seriously and make a promise!

With her eyes closed and her hands folded in front of her chest, she quietly made a wish.

Jing Xuan's dark eyes blinked, his gaze swept over Su Zhengxiao on the side, and then walked over with his little short legs, pulled his arm, and pulled him to the table, his little hands applauded while singing the birthday song, and he was even more squeezed and asked him to sing together.

How could Su Zhengxiao do such a naïve and disgusting thing? He raised his eyebrows slightly, and leaned there casually, not moving.

Under the dim yellow light, Tang Xiaoran's face looked more and more pale and transparent, and she couldn't even see the tiny pores, so white and flawless, the light was more like a layer of dim light for her, warm and quiet, peaceful and warm.

I don't know what kind of touch I was imposing, Su Zhengxiao's deep eyebrows and eyes moved slightly, raised his hand, and applauded, but he didn't open his mouth to sing.

In the silent room, only loud applause continued to sound, which was accompanied by childish singing, and the scene was actually very beautiful.

Then cut the cake, Jing Xuan was a little naughty, wiping it indiscriminately, wiping Tang Xiaoran to wipe Su Zhengxiao, which was the most lively for him.

Su Zhengxiao has never encountered this kind of thing, his face was smeared with cream, his brows were furrowed, some discomfort and dissatisfaction, and when he was about to lose his temper, the afterglow inadvertently swept over the two smiling faces, the atmosphere in the room was so lively and happy, the little fire in his heart was instantly extinguished, and a very strange feeling rose.

Since Jing Xuan still had to go to school the next day, and it was already past ten o'clock, he couldn't continue to make trouble.

Tang Xiaoran was cleaning up the mess in the room, Su Zhengxiao went to the bathroom to clean, and Jing Xuan also went to the bathroom.

When she cleaned up, both of them came out of the bathroom, washed up, and were ready to leave, Jing Xuan hugged her, kissed left and right, and finally reluctantly left.

Seeing the car go away and never see it again, Tang Xiaoran retracted her gaze and went to the bathroom, she was also covered with cream, and she had to wash her clothes first.

The father and son have also been together for a few days, and compared to the fear and timidity of him at the beginning, Jing Xuan is not very afraid of him now, but the premise is that he does not lose his temper.

Su Zhengxiao drove, he sat in the co-pilot's seat, fastened his seat belt, and held a cup of milk tea, drinking it in small sips.

"When I used to celebrate my birthday, why didn't I see you so well prepared, even buying a cake and singing?" Su Zheng squinted at him.

Jing Xuan's two little short legs swayed in the air, and the pink little tongue licked the sweet little mouth; "I didn't prepare, but my mother was prepared, but she didn't buy cakes, but bought chestnut mooncakes, and prepared a lot of delicious things, but you never came back every year, and in the end those things were eaten by me, and I couldn't eat a little bit, and then my mother gave it to Ah Wang in the community."

"Who is Ngawang?" He turned the steering wheel to the left.

"Ngawang is a white stray dog, beautiful and very sensible, my mother likes it very much, I like it too, and it gave birth to little babies, six at a time, two white, four black, and finally my mother gave away all the puppies." He said it with relish, and there was an endless stream.

Su Zhengxiao's face darkened slightly, what was originally made for him to eat, but in the end he was cheaper for a stray dog.

Subsequently, his thoughts were a little distracted, chestnut mooncakes were actually not his favorite food, they were Zuo Qingrou's favorite food before her death.

At that time, Zuo Qingrou had not been dead for a long time, and every time it was his birthday, he would not celebrate it, and would buy some chestnut moon cakes.

It's just that he didn't know that behind the scenes, she had done so much.

"In the past, when you called back, my mother would go to the vegetable market to buy a lot of delicious things, but in the end, you would leave without eating, and there were stuffy prawns, which I liked to eat the most, but in the past, my mother only made them when you came back." Jing Xuan was very dissatisfied.

Su Zhengxiao's throat rolled, his eyes looked straight ahead, but he was listening carefully to Jing Xuan's words, behind what he didn't know, she ......

"Mom said that you have not been happy since you married her, but in fact, she is not happy either."

Marrying him is nothing more than not wanting him to suffer so much, hoping that he can live happily, but in the end he can't be happy......

For no reason, Su Zhengxiao thought of the words that Tang Xiaoran had said word by word in front of Meiqi's tombstone.

It is undeniable that he was touched by those words, otherwise he would not have compromised and brought him over today because Jing Xuan was noisy, and accompanied him to buy a cake.

This kind of thing is impossible for him to do before!

"What would happen to you if, I said, if your mom remarried?" Su Zhengxiao didn't know why he asked this question.

After thinking about it, Jing Xuan said; "I'll count my New Year's money and buy my mom a big gift!"

Hearing this, Su Zhengxiao's brows furrowed into Sichuan characters, when ordinary children hear such a question, they either cry or make trouble, and they are unwilling to remarry, so he even prepares gifts?

"Maybe she'll have another brother or sister, and then she won't have time to love you again, so you think it's okay?" He continued.

"I know, my mother and you have been unhappy all these years of marriage, the parents of other classmates live together, only you and your mother do not live together in our class, you will also be on TV with some beautiful aunts, on the newspaper, my mother will always be waiting when she looks at it, and sometimes she will secretly shed tears with her back to me, and then I know that my mother loves you, but you don't love your mother, she lives a very hard and lonely life, she sued me when you divorced her, I didn't make trouble, she said I have to go with you, and I can't live with her anymore, I've cried and been sad, but I still haven't made trouble, I haven't made trouble at the most critical and important moments, what will I do in the future? In fact, I know it, I'm small, no one will listen to what I say, even if it makes trouble, it won't be useful, I understand that in the future, my mother will get married, I will have my own baby, you will also get married and have a baby, my mother will still love me, but I will definitely not love so much now, her love will be scattered to my younger brothers and sisters, you have never loved me, and then I will not love, I know it. ”

He is very small, but his mind is very precocious, and he knows all these things with so many TV series on TV.

Jing Xuan's head hung low, and his voice was a little muffled, a little deep, not as light as before.

It's just that such words come out of the mouth of such a young child, which makes people feel distressed, sad, pantothenic acid in their hearts, and very uncomfortable.

Children who are too precocious are often distressed!

Hearing his last words, Su Zhengxiao wanted to say that he loved him, he was his son, he loved now and will always love!

However, those words are like fish bones stuck in his throat, and he can't spit it out, he is not a person who is good at expressing feelings, and more often he is suppressed.

The Adam's apple rolled, he supported the steering wheel with his left hand, and his right hand landed on Jing Xuan's head, following Tang Xiaoran's appearance, stroking gently.

Jing Xuan raised his head and looked at him a little weirdly, but Su Zhengxiao felt sour in his heart and said; "Drink."

He nodded, buried his head, drank, did not speak again, after drinking, took the paper cup in his hand, waited until the car stopped, got out of the car, and then threw it into the garbage can.

Watching quietly, the moment he turned around, Su Zhengxiao looked away, he was so sensible and precocious, how much did he owe the child?

When his parents died early, he was still very young, but he was older than Jing Xuan, ten years old, and when he grew up for many years, he said to himself that he must definitely love his children, because he has no love from his parents, and he can't let his children have no love.

But his oath was barren after all, and the child still did the same path as him......

It's finally time to update.,It's really late today.,I'll be as early as possible tomorrow.,Okay,Remember to leave a message, dear.,I'll reply..............................................................................................................................