168. Chapter 52 (4)
If she was voluntary, then what was Yan Hui's death? Du Yunjin suddenly couldn't calm down, and gasped for breath. She remembered that when she just returned to the imperial capital, all the ladies were laughing at her for being a wild girl who grew up in the frontier barracks, and the housekeeper helped her pick up the wild goose back, and since then she has been following this ill-fated bitter girl all the time, so that she is far away from the loneliness of being alone.
"It's all a conspiracy." Bai Liyi deliberately lowered his voice, "I married into King Qing's mansion, and my brother turned his back on His Royal Highness the Prince, and then instigated King Qing to rebel." This qiē is a huge conspiracy to justify the killing of King Qing. ”
It turned out to be such a layout, and the blame was that she was too stupid to see clearly. Baili Guangming was invited by Xiao Yu to go out of the mountain, according to her understanding of Baili Guang, she is not a character with grass on the wall, how could she suddenly turn her back on Xiao Yu. She thought it was because she loved Baili too much, but she didn't expect it to be their plan. So, in this conspiracy, the winner doesn't have to say, but what is the wild goose? What is the innocent and vain death of the wild goose?
"Sister, I know that once you know the truth, you will definitely not forgive me." Bai Li Yi still smiled lightly: "However, I still treat you as my sister." ”
"What about the wild goose? You and I are my sister, so what about Yanhui? What are you going to be a goose back? How can you put up with it? Du Yunjin got up, shook off the hand held by Baili Er, and questioned.
"Yan Hui, I owe her. But sister, do you know? Baili looked at the sky outside the door and said with a smile: "The past few years in Qingwangfu have been the happiest days I have ever lived, although he rarely comes, although there are still a bunch of people waiting for him." But once in a while, I can be happy for many days. So, sister, I don't regret it. As for the goose back, let me pay her back in the next life. ”
"Er." She used to laugh and go crazy, and she didn't have a proper line than Du Yunjin, but now she is seeing everyone's beautiful shelf, but she doesn't know how much sadness and sorrow is hidden inside. "We all owe it to Yanhui."
Baili owes Yan Hui, and she Du Yunjin is not? When Xiao Yu handed over to Bailiguang to dispose of Yanhui, she didn't step forward to say a word, and she didn't save Yanhui's life. Baili is for King Qing, and she is for Xiao Yu, and they all owe Yan Hui a life.
"Mother." Ruyu entered the room with a tea cup in time and made tea for the two.
Baili glanced at her thoughtfully, she did not retreat immediately, but retreated to the side after finishing the cloth tea, as if waiting for Du Yunjin's orders at any time.
Du Yunjin also noticed this. She never blamed this, firstly, because Ruyu was an old man who was transferred from Xiao Yu's side, and secondly, there were very few people in her house, so she didn't care. But now that she has guests by her side, she has not kept Ruyu to serve, it stands to reason that the old man with strong eyes should retreat to the door, but Ruyu stayed in the house by herself. It's not like waiting, it's like surveillance.
Who is she going to spy on? Spy on Du Yunjin? Du Yunjin denied the idea just now in his heart, now that King Qing has been removed, who else will pay attention to her every move? It's either herself, it's a hundred miles. Although Baili is Baili Guang's younger sister, she is also King Qing's side concubine after all.
"By the way, I heard you're pregnant. Are you okay with your baby? Du Yunjin saw that Ruyu was beside him, and he didn't want to talk about Yanhui anymore, so he wanted to change the topic. Although she has been in the Buddha Hall, she has heard a lot of news, and Baili Yi was pregnant before, so that she also knew about Baili Guang's chicken dog ascending to heaven for King Qing's reuse.
When Bai Li heard Du Yunjin's question, his face suddenly changed, and the teacup in his hand couldn't suppress his trembling.
"Er?" Sensing her abnormality, Du Yunjin asked worriedly.
Baili returned her with a reassuring smile, and his hand quietly touched his flat abdomen. If it weren't for this confrontation between Xiao Yuli and Xiao Yu, maybe her child could really survive, but it's a pity...... He came so unlucky.
She had been in isolation in the Buddhist hall for five years, so that she was much slower to react to some things in the outside world. Bai Li's strange reaction was reasonable, needless to say, she could think clearly, neither Baili Guang nor Xiao Yu would definitely allow the birth of this child in Bai Li's belly. Cutting the grass does not remove the roots, the spring breeze blows and grows, no one can understand this truth more thoroughly than her Du Yunjin.
"Er." She clenched her hands, trying to warm her already cold heart with herself. "What are your plans for the future?"
"I ......" Baili Yi laughed softly, what else could she expect from the future? Her greatest expectations have disappeared into the world, leaving her alone, what will she do. "I told my brother that I am going to leave for the True Self Nunnery in Yunzhou to shave and practice."
"Yu'er, you are still so young, you can still ......" Du Yunjin's unfinished words were rejected by Bai Li Yi with a smile and shook his head, of course Bai Li Yi understood what she wanted to say. Her brother is Xiao Yu's important minister, and she has also made great contributions to Xiao Yu's ascension to the throne, if she wants to remarry, I am afraid that no one will dare to marry, but she will be stepped through the threshold by the person who asks for marriage. Even if she once married King Qing as a side concubine, even if she once conceived a child for King Qing, what does it matter? In this world, there will always be some people who want to take shortcuts to achieve success. However, these are all fleeting clouds for Baili Yi, if it weren't for that person, no one would be a cloud of smoke for her, leaving no trace in her world.
"Sister." She turned around and attached herself to Du Yunjin's ear, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "I still say the same, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is not a good person. ”
Whether he is a good person or not, Du Yunjin does not know, but she remembers very clearly, he stood in the courtyard of the Buddha hall every day and night. That lonely figure is tugging at her heart all the time. Whether he is a good person or not, she can't let go of him after all.
Baili looked at her without fluctuating expression, sighed long in his heart, got up and said goodbye: "Sister, take care." There is no end to goodbye in this life. ”
"Goodbye indefinitely."
This sentence is like a bleak autumn wind, blowing through Du Yunjin's heart, with endless sadness. She and Baili Yi can't talk about how deep their relationship is, but Bai Li Yi is the second person she is close to after she arrives in the imperial capital, except for Yan Hui.
Even if she leaves.
Du Yunjin looked at the blue sky outside the door, if even she left, this courtyard would become even more empty.
"You're careful." Thousands of words finally blurted out this sentence, and Du Yunjin sent them all the way to the gate of the hospital. The little girl who pretended to be an unscrupulous hawker and wanted to extort her money finally walked out of her world in plain clothes and gradually disappeared.
"Sister." Baili took a few steps, and suddenly as if he had made up his mind, he turned around and ran towards Du Yunjin. "Sister, you have to be careful like jade."
"Why?" Du Yunjin looked sideways at Ruyu who was following closely and asked puzzledly. Ruyu is Xiao Yu's person, why should she be careful of Xiao Yu's person?
"She is a little suspicious about your relationship with King Yu."
"What!" For Bai Liyi's words, Du Yunjin was shocked. That ridiculous night five years ago, was it involved with Ruyu? Thinking about it carefully, Ruyu has always served her closely, and it is really easy to calculate her. But that incident not only damaged Xiao Yu, but also broke Xiao Shaokang, King Qing seemed to be the biggest beneficiary, but Concubine Qing was punished by Xiao Feng for taking the lead in exposing the matter. If Ruyu is really involved, then who will be the real mastermind behind it? Could it be the Qing concubine who was grounded because of this? In this way, is Ruyu the person who King Qing planted in the East Palace?
After saying this, Bai Li Yi turned to leave again. In fact, that's all she knows. King Qing has never confided in her about the government in front of her, and even this bit of palace filth was heard from the concubine Li Qianlan. Originally, like Du Yunjin, she had never suspected Ruyu, but Li Qianlan firmly believed that Ruyu was involved in that night's events, and hinted that the night's events were not planned by King Qing.
If it wasn't King Qing's plan, who else would plan this? That Yuwang Xiao Shaokang, who died at a young age? Or is it ......
Baili thought of that person, and shuddered in his heart for no reason, could it be him? Thinking of his methods, it is not impossible. Unexpectedly, in order to get to that position, he could have such a heavy hand. Whether you like it or not, the person to be framed is, after all, his wife.
She quietly stroked her abdomen, in fact, she didn't have to choose to go to a place so far away in Yunzhou to shave and practice, but she knew that person would not let her go so lightly. Not only did she conceive King Qing's only blood, but she was also a person who sincerely liked King Qing, and he couldn't let go of his heart, so she could only keep herself away from the world, away from the imperial capital, and away from that person's sight.
Child......
She once thought that no matter what, she wanted to keep the only bloodline of King Qing, and after King Qing left with his troops, she carried the soft she had already prepared to escape from the imperial capital, find a place where no one knew her, and give birth to this child safely and raise her safely, which can be regarded as comforting her bitter love. But as soon as she stepped out of Qingwang's mansion, she was kidnapped and forced to drink the abortion potion. She pleaded bitterly, refusing to open her mouth, but the men forcibly pried it open and poured the potion into her mouth. It was only when she held her stomach and saw the blood gurgling out of her lower abdomen that she tasted despair, the despair of not seeing the light of day and being abandoned in the dark.
But none of this has anything to do with her, her life is over, and the only thing left is the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha to spend the rest of her life.