Jing Xuan was very happy, he wore sneakers and sportswear, and when he went out, he didn't forget to put the lunch box in his schoolbag and carry it.

It takes an hour to ride from the room to the Grand Canyon, Jing Xuan is very excited, the first time he traveled with his mother, looking around, Tang Xiaoran's eyes were covered with a layer of deep sadness, the wind could not blow, and the water could not disperse.

The child was still young, and he didn't pay attention to the many, looking out through the car window.

The Grand Canyon is very deep, Tang Xiaoran's legs are inconvenient, and she walks slowly, Jing Xuan is curious, but she is also obedient and does not run far by herself, and has been following her.

The steps were very high and too long, one foot high and one foot low, and she walked very uncomfortably, even hard, because the steps were too narrow.

There are a lot of people coming and going, and from time to time someone will look at her, on her feet.

Tang Xiaoran shrank his legs back, stood still, and retracted his feet to cover them.

Jing Xuan turned around, wiped the sweat off his forehead with his little hand, picked up a branch on the ground, and stretched it out in front of Tang Xiaoran; "Mom, you catch it, I'll pull you."

"Okay." She said that the more sensible the child, the more distressing it is.

It is easier to walk by pulling the branches, step by step, Jing Xuan is very patient, and Tang Xiaoran is indescribably relieved in his heart.

After walking for a long time, I walked to the first scenic spot, which is Tingyu Cave, which has a very nice and unique name.

Outside is a mossy cliff, the water flows down from the cliff, forming a pool, there is a hole in the pool, and there is also flowing water inside, but the road is very difficult to walk, Tang Xiaoran did not go in, waiting for Jing Xuan outside.

At noon, the two had lunch, drank kelp soup, and continued to walk, the clear waterfall and water flow looked beautiful all the way.

Jing Xuan looked very excited; "Mom, I've never been to such a beautiful place."

Tang Xiaoran was very sad when she heard this, she had never taken Jing Xuan to a fun place, and Su Zhengxiao would not take it, she had always wanted to do her best to be good to him, but she still owed him after all.

He was very naughty, occasionally holding up a handful of water and sprinkling it on her face, giggling, and Tang Xiaoran let him all go.

The scenery of the Grand Canyon at this time is just right, with green leaves, waterfalls, water flows, and bird chirping, all of which make people feel happy to listen to.

After playing for a whole day, when they returned to the city, the two of them were so tired that they couldn't even move, so Tang Xiaoran held on and took him to the mall again.

Walking in the children's area, Jingxuan looked east and west; "Mom just bought me clothes, and I still have them, buy them for you."

Tang Xiaoran couldn't bear his joy, picked out a few of the latest styles for him, as well as a schoolbag, and bought a lot.

I also took him to eat hot pot, took him to watch his favorite 3D movies, bought his favorite toys, and didn't return to the apartment until 12 o'clock in the morning.

Jing Xuan was already very tired, his upper eyelids and lower eyelids were fighting, but Tang Xiaoran's expression was serious and strict; "Come, listen to Mommy tell you something."

"Mom, I'm so tired, I can't open my eyes, can I talk about it tomorrow?" His small body sat on the *, and he was staggering.

"It must be said now." Someone will come and pick him up early tomorrow morning, and she won't have time to say.

Jing Xuan sat upright; "Mom said, I'll listen."

After a long pause, she spoke slowly; "I'm divorced from your father, and from now on, you're going to live with him."

Her heart was very painful, and she was tightly pierced by the knife, and with every word she said, her heart would bleed for a long time.

"Mom, you lied to me, you lied to me, you won't want me!" Jing Xuan shook his head, and his feelings suddenly became intense.

"I didn't want you, I had an agreement with your father when I gave birth to you, and if I divorced him, you would have to belong to him." Although he is small, he also has the right to know, and she can't hide it from him.

Jing Xuan immediately cried, tears flowing; "Mom, don't you divorce Dad, okay?"

Seeing the child's tears, Tang Xiaoran immediately couldn't breathe in pain, and tears were rolling in his eyes; "Children don't understand things between adults, even if I tell you, you won't understand, but my mother still has to tell you, your father doesn't like me, with me, he lives not happy, so he often doesn't go home, and I'm not happy, even if you get divorced, you will always be your mother's baby, I will always love you!"

Jing Xuan was still crying, crying out of breath, and his little face was red; "Mom, you take me away, you take me too, okay? I don't want Dad, I want you! ”

Dad wouldn't carry him when he was in pain, cook for him when he's hungry, and wash his clothes.

From birth to growing up, Jing Xuan has lived with Tang Xiaoran for the past eight years, and he can't do without it!

"But you can only live with your father, I can't take you away." The last sentence was heartbreaking, and she fell back to the despair after giving birth to him; "You are more sensible than other children, so don't cry, Dad and Mom divorced not because of Jing Xuan, but because of our own problems, understand?"

This time, Jing Xuan didn't cry anymore, but stretched out her white and tender palm to wipe the tears on her face, her voice was immature, but with a different kind of maturity; "I know that my mother has always been unhappy, my father doesn't like my mother, he will go to the street with a beautiful aunt, and he will be on TV and newspapers, but I have never been with my mother, and my mother will not come back to celebrate my mother's birthday, nor will I call, and the mothers of other classmates will receive beautiful gifts from my father on their birthdays, and my mother has never received them once, and my mother will occasionally cry that night, and occasionally be in a daze, I have not seen my mother laugh, so my mother will divorce my father, not because she doesn't want me anymore, is it?"

Tang Xiaoran couldn't cry silently, holding the small body tightly in her arms with both hands, how could she not want him? How can it be!

Jing Xuan nestled in her arms, grabbing her clothes with both hands.

"Mom will go to see you often, if you miss Mom, call Mom......" She always wants to cry, and she can't help it.

Jing Xuan nodded, patted her back gently, her eyes were red, her mother said that little men don't cry, he doesn't cry.

In the end, it was Jing Xuan who fell asleep first, and when he fell asleep, it was already three o'clock in the evening, Tang Xiaoran didn't sleep, and his tears were like the sea bursting the embankment.

In the early morning of the next day, she had a swollen* face that had not yet slept, and silently packed up her things, schoolbag, clothes, and toys for Jing Xuan.

Jing Xuan also got up, like a little tail, following her every step of the way, wherever she went, he followed.

It wasn't until Lawyer Wang's phone called in and said that he was downstairs that Tang Xiaoran stopped what he was doing; "Let's go downstairs."

Jing Xuan pulled the corner of her clothes and lifted her chin, looking very begging; "Mom, can't I really go with you?"

"I can't." Tang Xiaoran reached out and stroked his face, not letting himself cry or softening his heart; "I'd love to take you, but I can't."

Walking downstairs, Su Zhengxiao and Lawyer Wang were there, Tang Xiaoran did not look at Su Zhengxiao, but looked directly at Lawyer Wang, and said; "Jing Xuan's stomach is not very good, he has to drink porridge twice a day, and he can only eat irritating food occasionally......"

"Also, Jing Xuan's leg is not good yet, please take it to the hospital for another examination in the next two days......"

"He doesn't like to drink plain milk, so please put some sugar in it when you want to drink plain milk......"

"He's not used to cutting his nails, so he has to supervise some ......"

"He occasionally kicks the quilt when he sleeps at night, prefers to eat chestnuts, kiwis, grapes, and he doesn't like to eat pears ......"

She babbled that she always felt that there were still too many things to explain about the child.

Lawyer Wang listened to them one by one, nodding from time to time, Tang Xiaoran was still holding Jing Xuan's hand, and was still talking sentence by sentence.

Su Zhengxiao's eyes swept over her face, and it could be seen that she was not sleeping, her eyes moved slightly, and she did not speak.

"Miss Tang can rest assured that there will be people who will take care of the children and will keep an eye on the children at all times, and there will be no problem." Lawyer Wang assured.

She was stunned and said; "That's right."

Then, squatting down, she slowly sorted out Jing Xuan's clothes, stroked his forehead, looked at him deeply, obviously there were a thousand words she wanted to say, but when it came to her mouth, there was only one sentence left; "Obedient."

Jing Xuan's eyes were red, he didn't cry, he knew that as soon as he cried, his mother would definitely cry, so he couldn't cry.

"Jing Xuan, come here." Su Zhengxiao opened his mouth and said, he didn't like to see such a scene.

Jing Xuan ignored him, raised his toes, and kissed Tang Xiaoran's face; "Mom, I will always love you!"

suppressed the urge to cry, but she still didn't feel at ease; "In the future, without me by your side, don't lose your temper and take care of yourself."

"Yes, I know!" He nodded heavily.

Su Zhengxiao walked over with his steps, directly took Jing Xuan's hand, pulled the suitcase, and swept his gaze over her again, she didn't look at him, her eyes kept falling on the child.

Her expression was too sad and sad, and he moved his eyes slightly......

Walking forward step by step, Jing Xuan kept turning his head to look at Tang Xiaoran, and walked forward passively.

Tang Xiaoran waved her hand, and as the distance between them became farther and farther away, she dared to let the tears flow freely, wetting her entire face.

Sitting in the car, the moment the car gradually moved away, Jing Xuan's small body came out of the car window, crying and shouting loudly; "Mommy, Mommy......"

She was immediately heartbroken when she heard this, and ran forward with a limp, she didn't care how many eyes she had, she didn't care how embarrassed she was, she just wanted to look at her son again, and hear him call Mommy again.

Finally, the car completely disappeared from sight, and Tang Xiaoran also fell on it, helplessly watching the car drift away.

Ten months pregnant, Jing Xuan was a piece of meat that fell from her, and she was separated at this time, where could it not hurt?

She was in pain, and she was about to die, and her hands were beating her chest heavily, only in this way would her heart not be tightened to death.

She really wanted to take him away, but she couldn't take him away, and she couldn't afford it!

She is lame and has no money, what can Jing Xuan do if she follows her?

With her, she didn't help Jing Xuan in any way, and she would only let Jing Xuan stay in a strange gaze, listening to others talk about her having a cripple mother.

From the moment she got married, she thought that one day there would be this parting scene, she would definitely have a painful liver and intestines, and it turned out to be so!

In fact, from the moment she agreed to get married, she also knew that she was just making wedding dresses for others in the end, and Jing Xuan was destined to be unable to take it away!

will also agree to get married, but he just wants to watch Jing Xuan grow up, want to record his bits and pieces, and watch his son grow up.

Now, it's the end.

She can still remember when Jing Xuan learned to speak, when she could walk, and what was the first word she could say!

He was very well-behaved, and the other children were making a fuss, he only slept obediently, and when he woke up, he would giggle and smile at her, without letting her bother, as if he knew that it was very hard for her to take care of him alone.

She was an orphan before, and with Jing Xuan, she was driven away from loneliness, listened to him, accompanied him to do homework, and watched TV.

Now, when he was taken away, she was once again single, and she sank into that loneliness again.

He is the son she has endured and firmly determined to give birth to, but from now on it will never belong to her again, Tang Xiaoran sat on the ground, all the muscles and bones on her body were withdrawn, eight years ago, she had nothing, eight years later, except for the pain of her body, she still had nothing......

This world is always so cruel, so cruel that people feel physically and mentally exhausted......

From now on, she really wants to live alone, and there is no longer that little figure calling her mother sensibly next to her......

That's the end of today's update, we'll continue to see each other tomorrow, love you, today's update is over, okay, that's it..........................................................................................................................................