Chapter 419: Coming Home?
Contentment is easier said than done.
After all, although a person may have something, there are always things that he does not have and what he wants to have, whether those are necessary to have or not, as long as there is none, people will still want it, but the difference is how much effort they have made, how much they need to pay in advance or what kind of foundation they should have if they want to do these efforts, and how much they can get in the end.
No matter how many of these are or how many they are, in his opinion, he is definitely a person who can never be satisfied.
What he is trying to pursue now is a woman, and at the same time he also knows that if he can really get this woman one day, then he will also pursue more others, of course, the others here should not be women anymore, at least that's what he thinks now.
Women, not the more the better, as long as there is one who they really love, and at the same time can really love themselves, that is enough, but more may have problems, no, it should be said that there will definitely be problems......
So what He Yuan is walking by his side now is naturally the woman he thinks he loves, and what He Yuan is doing or doing now is naturally trying to make himself become her beloved.
On the topic of contentment, He Yuan really felt that there was nothing to talk to Mu Chenxi, after all, he really couldn't do it, so after being silent for a while, he turned around and asked:
"By the way, Xiaoxi, it's been two months since you came to Beijing. I don't know if I should say that or not, but I'm still curious, you...... Don't want to go back home? ”
"Huh? Go back, go home? ”
Hearing He Yuan say this, Mu Chenxi was suddenly a little surprised in her heart, because she found out very carefully that what He Yuan said was not to ask herself if she wanted to miss her parents, but directly said that she wanted to go back, and Mu Chenxi also understood that he might mean telling himself if he wanted to. Then you can go home......
But although I have such a relatively positive answer in my heart. But Mu Chenxi hesitated for a moment and did not answer.
In fact, she also knows that the answer is absolutely yes, after all, her original purpose when she came to Beijing was to make money so that her parents could live more comfortably, so this family. She had always wanted to go back.
However, in fact the other day. She had already asked herself that. Do you want to go home to visit your family and get together with the second elder again, but at that time, I was. But she firmly denied the idea in her heart, because she was worried that she would be reluctant to leave again, worried that she would go home like this, and if she came out again, she would miss her parents even more.
But now when He Yuan asks it like this, it is not at all the same as asking himself, because he was able to restrain himself at that time, but it does not mean that he can still restrain it now, especially under the 'temptation' that He Yuan so clearly understands!
"Uh, this ...... I ......"
I didn't know what to say, and when I saw her like this, I naturally knew why, and then I saw him smile and say:
"I can understand your thoughts, after all, how many children in the world will miss their parents and relatives? Especially for people like Xiaoxi, who are adrift and are still a girl, although they seem to be strong during this time, I am afraid that many times, you will still miss them very much. ”
In a word, this made Mu Chenxi's heart even more uncomfortable, of course, she didn't dislike what He Yuan said, and the uncomfortable feeling in her heart was just because of what He Yuan said.
In this regard, seeing that Mu Chenxi still didn't speak, He Yuan said again:
"Actually, you see, Xiaoxi, it's like I'm staying here alone now, although it's actually not far from my parents' home, and it's only an hour to drive, but even so, occasionally I will go back to make a trip, whether it's to buy them something, or just go home to eat and talk with them, that's enough to make me satisfied."
After such a pause, He Yuan looked at Mu Chenxi seriously and said gently:
"So although Xiaoxi doesn't say it, I can still understand that you must miss your family who is far away from home, so maybe my words will be a little overstepping, but I still think that you can go back and reunite with your family happily."
"And ...... Family...... Reunion? ”
Repeating what He Yuan said, what Mu Chenxi didn't notice at this time was that there was already a trace of longing in her eyes, but although she didn't know it, it was all in He Yuan's eyes, so He Yuan said:
"Yes, reuniting with my family, I think you won't be truly satisfied until that time, when you see the happy smiles on their faces, do you think I'm right?"
“……”
This time, although Mu Chenxi didn't say anything more, her footsteps had already stopped, and He Yuan, who was accompanying her, naturally stood still, and looked at her with a gentle face, waiting for her to make a decision in her heart.
'Daddy's smile......'
didn't say it on her lips, but she was thinking about it in her heart, and at the same time, although Mu Chenxi was facing What Fate, at this time, she seemed to really see the happy smile on the face of her father and mother who was far away from her hometown because of He Yuan's words, so slowly, even the corners of her own mouth rose slightly.
'yes, if I can see my father's smile, then I think maybe I can really feel it...... Satisfied! ’
Originally, she was still denying what she thought in her heart, but at this time, it was like an initiation, and she suddenly figured it out.
Yes, go home and check it out! It's time to go home and check it out!
……
Looking at Xue Yanan, who was looking at him seriously in front of him, and at the same time had some doubts in his eyes, Shang Zichen was very suspicious that he had heard it wrong.
'It's okay? ’
However, the three words that Xue Yanan said just now were determined in her mind again, but they were absolutely clear and undoubted, and the affirmative tone and the expression on her face now seemed to tell Shang Zichen that the meaning of these words she said was what it meant on the surface - it doesn't matter!
But maybe the truth is like what she said, but Shang Zichen can't believe it and can't believe it, because both of them once told themselves that they are each other's best friends, and they are also each other's only same-sex confidants, and the kind of relationship that is enough to become best friends is definitely not 'okay'.
At the same time, Shang Zichen also suddenly felt a little that Xue Yanan was fooling himself, or trying to deceive himself, but he also knew that he hadn't told her what he wanted at all, so it was impossible for her to know the real purpose of asking her this question.
But no matter what, Xue Yanan answered himself so bluntly and very simply, so for a while, he Shang Zichen was stunned......
Compared with Shang Zichen, Xue Yanan at this time just stood quietly in front of him and looked at him, without saying anything or making the slightest other move.
But in fact, although she seemed very calm on the surface, in fact, she was slightly shocked in her heart, shocked by Shang Zichen's question just now.
Although she had indeed answered, she didn't know the real purpose of Shang Zichen's question, and at the same time, it was different from the idea she had pondered in her heart before about Mu Chenxi provoking the relationship between herself and Shang Zichen, because if Shang Zichen was just blaming himself or complaining about himself, then the question should be about something, and definitely not at someone, especially Mu Chenxi.
Since the two of them slowly started dating, in fact, Shang Zichen rarely talked to him about Mu Chenxi at all, and she Xue Yanan naturally wouldn't mention her former best friend, because the two of them knew very well in their hearts that it was just Mu Chenxi that had been between the two of them all along, so when they were talking, they were deliberately avoiding anything about Mu Chenxi, and at the same time they were pretending to forget Mu Chenxi.
So now, when Shang Zichen suddenly talked about her, Xue Yanan was stunned all of a sudden.
But no matter what, the answer she gave to Shang Zichen was her own heart, and Xue Yanan also felt that no matter what the purpose behind Shang Zichen's question, she did not regret making such an answer.
The two of them were quietly 'stalemate' with each other, and at the same time, they were quickly thinking about the doubts in their hearts, and for such a 'mutual look' between them, the other pedestrians on the street only thought that they were just a pair expressing their love for each other with their eyes, or they were just arguing here because of a certain thing, so although someone would pay attention to them, no one would care too much, because such a scene was too common......
And after standing for a while, Xue Yanan finally felt that it was not a way to go on like this, so he proposed:
"Let's go on, there's no place I really want to go, but I want to ...... Can you walk with me to a park? ”
Shang Zichen did not refuse his proposal, and at the same time, he also felt that no matter where he went, he would have to ask the questions in his heart anyway!
Thereupon...... He nodded slightly...... (To be continued......)