Chapter 418: I've Grown Up

Gao Yuanyuan is a strange person, Zhao Danfeng has always thought so, because many times he can't guess her thoughts. Of course, Zhao Danfeng couldn't guess what most girls thought. But even if you can't guess it, their behavior is still traceable and reasonable. But this girl has a wonderful world of self in her mind, and when she projects your image into this world, you are not yourself, you are just you in her own world. When she decided that this you were the real world you, it was actually a fortunate and unfortunate thing.

If it's just like this, it's not terrible, most of the time there is a big gap between the real self and what others imagine, and after a long time, the image in my heart will naturally slowly shatter. At the same time, it also means that you are slowly coming out of her world, or that she is gradually forgetting you. The most terrifying thing is when she thinks that you are your own self, which will make her unable to distinguish between reality and illusion.

Zhao Danfeng knew that sometimes Gao Yuanyuan would be in this situation, especially when looking at himself. So sometimes she can't figure out her own state and puts herself in a strange situation. Just like now, looking at Zhao Danfeng, Gao Yuanyuan didn't know what to say.

Gao Yuanyuan knew from Linghua that Zhao Danfeng appeared for the first time, but the reason that was suddenly born did not let him go to him, because Yuan Yuan's words made Gao Yuanyuan think for a long time. That's right, what kind of relationship do you have with him?

"Your eyes tell me, you're thinking about things, little girl." Sitting on the shore of Shichahai, Zhao Danfeng looked at Gao Yuanyuan under the street lamp, "At our age." It should be a little carefree. Think about it so much. It's just not you. I just heard that, and it woke me up. ”

Zhao Danfeng said with a smile, and stretched out his hand to Gao Yuanyuan, "You are only nineteen years old, and I am only twenty, even if we are still young in the past ten years, you are still a young actor in the eyes of people." I'm still a lad. Don't think about it anymore, everything that has happened, has happened, and most importantly, I can still stand in front of you with a smile. I'm alive, isn't it? ”

"What you're saying is like a script." Gao Yuanyuan finally laughed, put her hand on Zhao Danfeng's hand, and watched Zhao Danfeng gently kiss her fingertips, her heart trembled inexplicably, is this the princess?

"Actually, you should say that I said it like a last word." Zhao Danfeng laughed. He stood up and threw a pebble into the lake. "Little girl, sue me, what do you like about me?"

Faced with this question, Gao Yuanyuan didn't speak, frowning, until Zhao Danfeng turned his head to look at himself, "Don't you know?" It doesn't matter, in fact, liking it is just a feeling, it feels like this thing is very ethereal, maybe it's just because one day I wear beautiful clothes that make you hungry, maybe because I told a particularly bad joke that day and you laughed. I like it, there's no why, it's good if it feels right. There are so many whys, and if all the questions in the world have answers, there will be no more right and wrong. It is because there are so many unknowns that make this world wonderful, because you don't know what will happen in the next moment. The wonderful unknown is terrifying. ”

"You've changed." Gao Yuanyuan raised her head, looked at Zhao Danfeng seriously, touched Zhao Danfeng's face with her fingers, and smiled, "Although it has changed, it is still the Zhao Danfeng in my heart." ”

"Yes." Zhao Danfeng gently hugged Gao Yuanyuan, "No matter how I change, I am still me, the Zhao Danfeng you know." ”

"That day..."Gao Yuanyuan looked up and said suddenly.

Zhao Danfeng answered, "After you left that day, I slept with a woman, and then I was discovered by Yuan Xiang, that's it." ”

Gao Yuanyuan was surprised that Zhao Danfeng told herself so naturally, and what was even more surprising was that after listening to it, she seemed to be very calm, and she felt terrible calmly.

"Who is she?" Gao Yuanyuan didn't realize that her voice was a little distorted.

"Does it matter?" Zhao Danfeng laughed, "This is not important. ”

"Because you're not going to fall in love with her?" Gao Yuanyuan realized the meaning of Zhao Danfeng's words.

Nodding, Zhao Danfeng habitually rubbed his temples, "If I want to explain this matter to everyone, I will go crazy." ”

"Nothing to explain." Gao Yuanyuan's finger pressed on Zhao Danfeng's hand, "This is your own business, there is no need to explain it to everyone, not even to me." Maybe Hu Jing needs it, Yuan Xiang needs it, but it's not me. ”

"I need to." Zhao Danfeng looked at Gao Yuanyuan's eyes and smiled, "Because you care about me, it is something to be proud of to make someone care, which shows that I am not too a failure." So I'm going to explain to you that day, I drank too much. ”

Gao Yuanyuan also smiled and pressed Zhao Danfeng's temple, "So it's right that Hu Jing doesn't allow you to drink." ”

"A princess is a man of great wisdom." Zhao Danfeng closed his eyes, enjoyed the massage, and said quietly, "Yuanyuan, aren't you angry?" ”

I hadn't heard Gao Yuanyuan speak for a long time, and when I opened my eyes, I found that Gao Yuanyuan was looking at me, "Are you speechless in anger?" Ha ha. ”

"Actually, I thought you and Yuan Yang went back that night." Gao Yuanyuan suddenly said, "When you say it's not Yuan Xiang, I am still a little happy in my heart." At first I was a little angry, very angry, but looking at you, I wasn't angry, not angry at all. ”

"My face still has this effect, it's really valuable." Zhao Danfeng said self-deprecatingly.

Gao Yuanyuan let go of her hand, "Because I looked into your eyes, all I saw was sadness that I couldn't hide, I was afraid that if I turned around and left, you would cry." Right, you're going to cry. ”

Rubbing Zhao Danfeng's hair, the girl smiled and said, "Yes, that's it, although you hide those feelings with a smile." But his eyes were full of sadness. Hateful, are you worried? Are you worried that Yuan Yang will leave you, or are you worried that Hu Jing will be heartbroken? ”

Looking at Zhao Danfeng's eyes, Gao Yuanyuan gently took Zhao Danfeng into her arms and sighed softly, "Don't be sad, even if the whole world abandons you, there is still this girl who cares about you." ”

"Don't worry, it's not so miserable, the whole world has abandoned me, and you have quickly abandoned me. It means that I am already angry and resentful, do you want to be the flower of the end of the road? Ha ha. Zhao Danfeng amused Gao Yuanyuan again, "Little girl, read the script well, go to class well, hand in your homework well, and when the movie starts, you have to let everyone see a completely different you." ”

"What kind of me am I?" Gao Yuanyuan tilted her head, pretending not to care, and wiped away the tears from Zhao Danfeng's eyes.

"A girl who, like now, even if she forced a smile, could really make me feel like you were happy." Zhao Danfeng also messed up Gao Yuanyuan's hair, "Stinky girl, and pretending to make me happy, when didn't I make you happy, haha." ”

"Zhao Danfeng!" Gao Yuanyuan stomped her feet and looked at Zhao Danfeng who ran out, "It's so hateful!" Stand still and see that I don't bite you to death! ”

"Then you'll have to catch up, haha."

Shicha seaside, leaving a string of laughter that only belongs to youth. (To be continued......)