Chapter 622: Fear of Winning Politics
Listening to my voice, Ying Zheng leaned forward a little to listen to me, but he didn't hear my words for a long time, and he was a little anxious.
"Say!" He said majestically.
"What if a concubine says 'yes', and what if she says 'no'?" I took my own words instead.
It's not that I want Fischer to ask, but I can't even tell the truth, so I have to cover up my words with other similar words.
It's okay that I didn't answer and was embarrassed, but when I asked so much, Ying Zheng was instantly lost and revealed.
"If you say that, you say 'yes,' but you know, I won't accept it, as long as you don't admit it yourself, I believe you are innocent.
In the early years, I remember that I had sworn to you to 'believe' your promise, and at that time I also believed that I would believe that you would tolerate you for the rest of my life, so I made a promise, but when the rumors spread, I hesitated;
Then I still felt that I had no power to be ruthless in the face of you, and I gave the greatest tolerance to what you did and said, but I did not allow myself to say 'faith' to you alone, because I put the faith in your life in my heart this time, and secretly said that I would believe in you without reason and be the same for the rest of my life.
I have never been afraid of this world, but today, I am actually afraid of you, and I have an unprecedented sense of powerlessness against you. The deeper this powerlessness becomes, the more I crave you; The more thirsty it is, the deeper the sense of powerlessness. ”
He muttered to himself, indulging his sadness, and seeing me frowning and crying silently, his sentimentality became even stronger.
"In my opinion, your temperament is stubborn and tight, so I can tolerate you to be presumptuous, only I am here at this time, and you will make me happy, so you can show your sincerity."
If this emperor of the world wants to say such a thing to a little woman, it must be that he has taken his whole heart and whole person off guard against me.
I had fierce tears and a lot of emotion, but I couldn't find a word to respond to Yingzheng for a while.
He is extremely insecure at this time, he must not know that I love him so much that I can die for him, but the saddest love in the world is not to die for my lover, but that you dare not die if you want to;
He must not know, I really want to show my heart to him in person, meeting him is my most quiet dream, and loving him is the most beautiful thing I have ever done, there is nowhere to talk about affection, a little bit of strong desire in my heart;
He must not know that his existence has given me the meaning of storage, and has transformed me from the most unstable state of mind in the world to the most secure vitality, and the more I can't respond to him, the more because I love him.
But if I don't say this, how can he understand it?
Sure enough, Ying Zheng couldn't wait for me to speak, and his heart turned cold.
"It seems that I have to think about the outcome I want, at least you are not sure, and it means that you are thinking about me, no matter what the purpose."
He got up again coldly, this time his posture was extremely stiff, looking at Ying Zheng who behaved like this, thinking about the sorrow in his heart, I felt a pain again.
"You are the only weakness in my life!" Ying Zheng said as he walked past me and went out of the main hall.
Tears rained down my eyes, my legs and feet no longer had the strength to support my heart, and I collapsed on the ground like crying.
Yingzheng, how sad he is!
Tian Tian Wan died, and it was ordered by Ying Zheng himself after he walked out of my limp apse, which may also be a vent point for him to vent his feelings and pressure.
Luo Cong walked to me, who had been sluggish since I separated from Yingzheng, and gently wiped the tears on my face.
"Madam, the slave has listened, the emperor has been busy with the former politics, and has not said anything about Madame." She whispered.
I thought that Ying Zheng would be severely punished by me when I was angry, even if he wanted to put me to death, I could understand, after all, he took the life of Tian Tianwen, the favored Mrs. Qin and the former princess of Qidi, in a fit of anger, but he has not said a word about my affairs since he left me, which makes me feel more and more distressed.
"Mrs. Li is still grounded?" I asked weakly.
Chang Man's birthday banquet was originally a peaceful situation, but being stirred up by Tian Tian not only swept everyone's interest, but even her own life and Mrs. Li who used her to make trouble were punished, although I was not punished, but I received the harshest ending.
I "forced" Yingzheng to give up trust in me, and began to doubt my past again, and I couldn't let go of the love I had concealed!
"Although it is grounded, Mrs. Li is unwilling to face the wall, she submits three books to the emperor every day, just to ask the emperor to give the palace a letter." Luo Onion said to me truthfully.
I finally got my sister and the same evidence that I could "avenge" my daughter for the death penalty, but the tragedy that I wanted to achieve my dead daughter's birthday under the careful layout made her anxious:
The accomplice is dead, there is no explanation for the daughter's affairs, and she is a beloved who has been banned for life, but she is still alive and well after holding the object of my determination to die, how can she swallow this breath?
Three books a day, Mrs. Li is also hard enough, but she is too arrogant and confident, and she didn't think that Yingzheng was angry at the moment, and she didn't even go back to the inner palace, how could she still be swayed by her.
"Luo Onion, I really made a big mistake." I agree with Mrs. Lee.
Luo Slang squatted in front of my knee with pity, looked at my lifeless face with tears in his eyes, swallowed his saliva, and slowly comforted my distraction.
"Madame, don't blame yourself like this, Mrs. Wu, she just annoyed you for no reason because you didn't persuade the emperor to summon the prince to pass on to her, whether it was her behavior of being disgusted by the emperor and Daqin and abandoning the humiliation of the country and pleasing the new master, or her violation of the emperor's bottom line that no one is allowed to touch you, it is not your fault.
The slave maid has listened, and Mrs. Wan has always been at odds with the letter palace, but she chose to frame you when she was close, in fact, because of Princess Lifeng.
Originally, Mrs. Wan was sympathetic to Princess Lifeng, because she was hostile to the palace with Princess Lifeng, so she was a team and often a traveling companion, but when she heard that Princess Lifeng was all right, she was unbalanced in her heart, so she hated Mrs. ”
Because of the reasons he heard from the others who served by Tian Tian's side, Luo Cong was full of disdain for Tian Tian's rules of doing things and instability.
I can understand that Lifeng's bad feelings have a negative effect on Tian Tian Wan, but Li Feng's happiness can also make Tian Tian Wan unhappy, which I didn't expect.
"These are all from what people say about her, and don't go down the rumors, the dead are great, let her go, after all, I haven't been treated anymore." I lamented. R1152