494 night meeting

Zhengyang Palace.

Gong Xun listened to Meng Lingdong's report and slowly closed his eyes.

Before she retreats, go and see her, there are some things that you don't say, you can't make yourself happy. After getting her answer, I followed the established track and did what I wanted to do.

Seeing off a group of friends, Lu Mansheng sat in his yard to cool off. Today's night is very good, sitting in the courtyard of Qiu Juyuan, looking at the starry night sky, my heart is extremely peaceful.

It has been almost three years since he came to Dayao, from unfamiliar to familiar, from indifferent to gradually adapting, what Lu Mansheng has done from before to now is to accept it calmly.

But somehow, something is still missing. People seem to be floating in the air, not stable, even in the most prosperous city, can not feel excitement and joy. On the contrary, I feel that everything in front of me is not real, and I will leave me at any time.

As soon as you stop, you will feel empty, your heart is vast, and the cold wind is shining. Especially in such a silent night, I kept asking my heart and came up with the answers.

Lu Mansheng later learned that that kind of thing was a sense of belonging.

She once asked Wen Shu how she persevered when she suddenly came to this other world. She knew that her fate had been rough and that what she had experienced was even more difficult than her. The current Wen Shu is undoubtedly very happy, with a group of friends in life and death, a husband who can be relied on with all his heart, and the happiest family.

She still remembered Wen Shu answering her like this, and when she first came to Dayang, she also felt very unhappy. Although he was smiling on his face, he always felt that something was missing in his heart. She calls this kind of thing a sense of belonging, no matter how good Dayang is. No matter how many people there are around you, without this sense of belonging, it is difficult for a person to live happily.

It wasn't until she met Jin Liugongzi that she knew what she really cared about. She began to find her reliance in this world, and also found the purpose and meaning of her survival. She also gradually discovered that her existence in this world was real.

She is Wen Shu, the wife of Admiralty Tower. Wen Shu replied to her.

At that moment, Lu Mansheng didn't quite understand Wen Shu's words. Until this night. She remembered. Perhaps this is what she has been missing in her life.

No matter how hard she tries, no matter how much she achieves in the future, if she can't find her sense of belonging. And is what she does really meaningful?

She couldn't answer herself, because the indifferent Lu Mansheng would also feel lonely and panicked.

When Gong Xun came in, he saw the person in the middle of the moon and the sky. Sit behind a stone table. Keep your head held high and look at the night sky.

Her eyes were dark and lonely, starry, but her eyes were black, and there was no light to be seen.

Gong Xun's heart was stagnant, he didn't know why, from the time he met Lu Mansheng in Qinghualou, he felt that this woman's eyes were lonely except for indifference. Her coldness hides loneliness. refusing to be seen by others into her inner world. can only clearly feel the loneliness in her heart from the occasional glance.

before he was named a national player. If it were an ordinary person, I am afraid that it would still be in excitement and joy at this time. Why did she become so depressed after such an honor?

Lu Mansheng suddenly turned his head and glared in the direction he had entered. The whole person regained his vigilance in an instant, and the coldness on his body returned. It was as if everything just now was just an illusion of Gong Xun.

"How did His Royal Highness the Crown Prince come?" It's so late that it will appear in her small courtyard.

"This palace is here to congratulate you, Imperial Doctor Lu shouldn't refuse people thousands of miles away, right?"

"It's late, doesn't His Royal Highness the Crown Prince need to rest?"

"I couldn't sleep, so I got up and walked, so I thought of the imperial doctor. When we came back from Ganzhou, we haven't had a good chat. Bengong remembers that when we were in Ganzhou, we were in the same room, and you listened to my dispatch with peace of mind, and looked at the account books for me, while Bengong was busy with official business on the side. ”

Returning from Ganzhou, Gong Xun thought of that evening more than once. If he can keep doing this, when he is dealing with the government, with Lu Mansheng by his side, even if he doesn't do anything, just sit by his side and accompany him quietly, he will feel that everything is very beautiful.

"Isn't that a trick used by His Highness to lure away his ministers?" The events of that day were not what Gong Xun thought. In Lu Mansheng's opinion, Gong Xun is a person who can sacrifice the lives of his subordinates and others at any time, even if these people are loyal to him, as long as he wants to complete his plan, he can sacrifice no matter what.

Although from what happened later, Lu Mansheng also realized that Gong Xun had his own considerations, and he was not really that cold-blooded. But that feeling never subsided in Lu Mansheng's heart, and when he mentioned that incident, it would only cause Lu Mansheng's discomfort.

"Yes, it turns out that in the mind of Imperial Doctor Lu, I have always thought of this palace."

"It doesn't matter what I think of His Highness, what matters is what His Highness thinks in his own heart." Whether it is Meng Lingdong, the Bai family brothers, or Wen Xi who has escaped, what is the status of these people in Gong Xun's heart?

"Imperial Doctor Lu is holding grievances for them?" When did she have such idleness, ah, he knew, although she was cold on the outside, she was two people who were diametrically opposed to him in her heart. Otherwise, I wouldn't be so angry about that incident.

He should have understood.

"I don't have the leisure time to hold grievances for them, the minister just told His Highness that the minister doesn't like to take advantage of others, and he doesn't like to be calculated." After all, in their opinion, His Highness still intended to protect her when he made such a decision. A person who takes advantage of it is still pretending to be angry, no matter how disgusting you look.

"It's been so long since the incident in Ganzhou, why did you say these things now?" Gong Xun didn't refute, but asked instead.

“……”

"Is it because there has never been such an opportunity, and tonight, this palace happened to be delivered to the door?"

Gong Xun had a smile on his face, and Lu Mansheng knew that he had fallen into the trap of his words, glared at him, didn't do much entanglement, and sat down.

Gong Xun raised his eyebrows, "Tonight is considered to be an insight, it turns out that our Lu Guoshou will still stare at people, can I say that this is the honor of this palace?" ”

"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince came here in the middle of the night, so he didn't worry about other people's gossip?" There are many people in the palace, and if something big happens, it will spread throughout the palace the next day.

One side is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, and the other is the national hand who was only crowned today, no matter what, there are too many people staring at the two of them. I'm afraid that Gong Xun's appearance in Lu Mansheng Qiu Juyuan this night will soon spread out.

"What, Lu Guoshou is worried about other people's gossip?"

"......" (To be continued.) )