Own parents? Qin Zheng, who had long been unfazed by this issue, was shocked by a long-lost ripple at this moment when she heard Wu Wanqing mention her parents, and she returned to calm again in an instant.

Qin Zheng had also thought about himself in this regard, but it was just once. Time can dilute a qiē, or even these thoughts about human instincts. Or, in Qin Zheng's heart, he has even lost too much concept of these two words, because for him, his memory is completely blank.

"What's wrong?" Wu Wanqing noticed Qin Zheng's changing expression, and was a little dazed and didn't know what was going on, but instinctively felt that she might have asked a question that he shouldn't have asked.

"I'm just asking, and if it's hard to say, forget it."

"It's not...... I just don't know where to start. Qin Zheng shook his head, some fragmentary memories were slowly pieced together in his mind, and scenes hovered in his mind like slides, gradually becoming clear from the vague that was about to be gradually forgotten.

"I don't know who they are, maybe no one in this world knows......" Qin Zheng said eloquently. The gradual clear memory pressed on his heart, so that after hearing about the matter between Wu Wanqing's parents and her, after more than ten years, he once again had an urge to find out who they were, and some things have been pressed in his heart for a long time, and when he finds the right person, he has an urge to say it.

In fact, some memories, even Qin Zheng himself is really vague, I only remember that I grew up in an orphanage very early, and then a couple came, saying that they wanted to adopt a child, and then he was selected. But before he had time to rejoice, he found that he had been sent to a place, an island isolated in the sea, and the couple who had said they were going to adopt him disappeared and were never seen again.

And the place he was sent to was not so much a scenic island as hell, even more terrible than hell.

Qin Zheng will always remember that when he was sent to that place, there was already a large group of children of the same age as him, both boys and girls, and later another batch was sent one after another. Of course, in addition to the children, there are several instructors who are even more terrifying than demons. What followed was all kinds of brutal training and fighting against these people by these so-called instructors.

Without sympathy and pity, even if some children were so injured that they could no longer stand up, no one would come up and care, some would just be the cold eyes of those demonic instructors, and then there would be some people who would take people away with the same cold looks, and then they would never be seen again. Later, Qin Zheng learned that those fallen children had already been engraved with the imprint of waste from the moment they fell, and all that was needed in that place was the strong, and there was only one consequence for waste, and that was a complete hour.

In five years, less than 50 of the original 200 children remained, and they were immature, cowardly and dazed from the beginning, but they also gradually matured, cold-blooded and numb.

Even if the so-called maturity is only fourteen or fifteen years old, ordinary children at this age may still be a little immature, still carrying schoolbags to and from the middle school classroom, and even a little pampered will occasionally curl up in the arms of their parents to be spoiled.

And for these teenagers who have lived like this for five years, in addition to the support of strong will and physique, everyone has the blood of those who once belonged to their companions. In that cruel law of survival and isolated environment, even if you need to train the skills of killing, the only target you choose is these companions around you, kill or be killed, whether the other party is not familiar or a familiar partner, when faced with that moment, if you want to survive yourself, you can only kill the other party.

At first, you may also think about who your parents are, why other people's children can have parents and homes, go to school, and have games, and why you can only live this kind of life in this kind of place. And with the gradual passage of time, this idea has completely disappeared under the mechanical life of day and night, and the only thing to do is to follow the instinct of survival and try to survive by all means.

How the five years passed, Qin Zheng can't remember very clearly, not only him, but those who came out together at the beginning may all be like this, no one wants to engrave those memories that make people desperate to remember, and in that kind of fatigue, fear, trembling until the end of the insensitive days, who has the extra mind to remember what happened, everyone just needs to complete what they need to do like a machine, or work hard to live, or can't support it so much that it collapses, Then, one day without knowing it, it is liberated into the hands of a companion or a companion.

The only thing that made Qin Zheng happy was that he still persevered to the end at that time, and even became the best among them. Compared with those children who are numb but frightened and afraid that they will not be able to see tomorrow's sun as soon as they close their eyes, more and more extraordinary strength is the most powerful guarantee for survival in that environment.

Later, the rest of the people were sent away from the island where they had been imprisoned for five years, and just when they thought that they would soon be free again, they suddenly realized that this was just a new beginning. Broke out of one cage and got into another.

The next three years were equally depressing, the only thing to be thankful for was that there were no cruel rules of survival on the island, no bloodshed and no threat of death, all that was needed was to be constantly instilled with these things by all kinds of people, both knowing and not knowing, so large and complex that it made people's heads swell, but they had to be learned one by one.

There will be people who will keep telling you that you will either learn to kill people by any means you can, or you will be killed by someone else the moment you walk out of here.

At this moment, Qin Zheng clearly realized for the first time that his people were being trained step by step to become so-called killers.

knew that fate was being arranged but couldn't resist, but as a result, he could only obediently succumb. For eight years, except for the next three years, during which they were occasionally divided into several teams to complete some so-called most basic internship tasks, most of the time was spent learning all kinds of knowledge related to equipping their own tasks, firearms and weapons, various Chinese dialects, identity disguises, etiquette and temperament...... Just like the school when I was a student, I need to be assessed at all levels, and if I can't pass the test, I will be eliminated, and everyone understands the consequences of elimination.

After three years of training, if you can come back alive after completing the assigned formal assessment tasks, it will be a successful graduation.

The so-called graduation is nothing more than being officially accepted by that organization, which gives you identity, assigns you tasks, and gives you freedom to act while being closely controlled by it at all times. As for the complete freedom that I had fantasized about before, it was getting farther and farther away.

Qin Zheng was alone and had nothing to worry about, and even later, when he was fully integrated into that organization, he even thought that this would be his final destination.

Freedom is relative in any age and place, and with his ability and prestige that he has gradually accumulated in that place, except for wanting to get out of that place, the remaining qiē freedom has everything, wealth, women, and power, all of which are at his fingertips.

For people who grew up in that kind of environment since childhood, the hard work was just to survive, and when he really got out of the original hell, Qin Zheng thought that the kind of life that belonged to the organization would be his next qiē, but he never thought that that would happen.

An event that may have been planned for a long time may suddenly cost him everything he once had, and even almost lost his own life. Fortunately, his life was hard, and when he thought he was going to die, he miraculously came back to life.

As if he was a new student, when he looked back and looked at the past qiē, it was suddenly like a dream, a qiē was far away, and he only came to this city with the last belief.

Even Qin Zheng himself never thought that he would one day live like an ordinary person in such a flowery city, 9 to 5, plain but fulfilling. And when you really go through this, you find that you already like this kind of life, maybe this is the most suitable way for you to live.

Thoughts are like a tide, and the memory sealed in his mind originally thought that it could be regarded as a dream and no longer touched, but at this moment he found that he still couldn't deceive himself after all, it was not a dream, but almost all of his life except for the past six months, how could he just treat it as a dream?

Wu Wanqing asked, Qin Zheng recalled, but he didn't dare to say all the process.

He knew what the kind of days he was going through meant to the opinions of ordinary people, especially the five years of bloody slaughter in that hellish place, not to mention that she was a weak and weak woman, and even someone else with a strong mental instinct would feel so depressed that he could barely breathe when he listened to it completely. Because it is a world full of fear and despair that is difficult for ordinary people to imagine, such as the scenes in the movie, but there is a real existence, if Qin Zheng himself did not experience it, he would definitely be shocked at first glance.

Qin Zheng just said that he was an orphan, who was deceived and abducted by a couple of human traffickers by adoption, and then trained to be a tool for them to make money and make profits.

The plot is similar, but it is simplified, not a deception, but it can make her most psychologically acceptable. That's all Qin Zheng can say, at least she is already her own woman, and it is also her responsibility as a man to relieve her strangeness to her past.

After listening to Qin Zheng tell his own story, Wu Wanqing's soft face was not only shocked but also distressed at the moment, she didn't expect that the man in front of her, who was full of sunshine and always showed a very bad smile to herself, would be an orphan, and he had suffered so much, and the so-called displacement was nothing more than this. I only felt a throbbing pain in my heart, as if I was suffocating, and I vaguely regretted it, knowing that I shouldn't have asked this, which reminded him of those unpleasant experiences.

"To be honest, I wasn't a good person before, and I did a lot of bad things." Qin Zheng's gloomy face was fleeting, and he regained his blandness, and when he saw the woman's distressed look, he said with a smile: "But now it's too late for you to know that it's too late to regret it, anyway, it's all raw rice and cooked rice." ”

"It's going to be nonsense, no matter what you were before, just do it now." Wu Wanqing restrained her mood for a while, she didn't pay attention to Qin Zheng's words, as for what kind of person he is, half a year of getting along is enough to know what kind of person he is.

Even if what he said was true, he had done a lot of bad things before, but it must have been forced by him.