Han Ruo hadn't slept so peacefully for many days, and before she knew it, she had become so dependent on Gong Jinbing, as long as he was by her side, it was like a heart booster, which could stabilize her mind and expel anxiety. The first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to look for Jin Bing's figure, but unfortunately it was Gong Qianjin's face that fell into his eyes.

Fang Cai's still tender face immediately became cold, and even his tone was dyed with frost, "How could it be you?" ”

"Don't you want to see me?" Gong Qianjin's lips were soaked with a smile, but he looked extremely bitter.

If you close your eyes quietly, you don't say anything.

He cautiously reached out to touch her face, Han Ruo opened his eyes, reached out and slapped off his hand on his face, and said angrily: "Don't touch me!" ”

"How are you going to forgive me?" Gong Qian stared at her infatuately, almost begging her with a weak attitude.

"Unless you die." Han Ruo sneered, closing his eyes and not wanting to look at him again.

Gong Qiankai's heart ached, but he couldn't say the words to blame her, the two of them reached the point where they are now, it was completely caused by him, and after a long silence, Gong Qiankai finally spoke slowly: "You, would you like to listen to me tell a story?" Han Ruo naturally wouldn't give him any response, but Gong Qianyan told her mother and Han Ruo's mother about their grievances one by one.

After talking for an hour, Han Ruo kept his eyes closed, until after he finished speaking, silence once again enveloped the whole room, and all that could be heard in the room was the sound of each other's undulating breathing. The silence lasted so long that Gong Qianxi thought she would never speak again. But she didn't expect Han Ruo to open her eyes gently, she looked straight into Gong Qianqi's eyes, and the haze that had been hidden under his eyes was completely dispersed at this moment, and it was presented in front of her without the slightest reservation.

Han Ruo finally spoke, his voice seemed ethereal and distant for some reason, "Between me and your mother, you have made a choice, this is a choice that cannot be criticized, but since you have made a choice, you should be prepared to suffer the consequences of this choice." Don't ask me if I'll forgive you, my forgiveness doesn't matter at all, what really matters is that we can never go back to the beginning. She smiled sadly, "Actually, we didn't even have the beginning, it's all a lie." ”

"No!" Gong Qian's words revealed a deep sadness, "We can still go back, the past is not all false, and my love for you is by no means false!" ”

"Perhaps." Han Ruo quietly raised his eyes and looked at him, "But the damage you caused is irreparable, you not only hurt me, but also hurt the people around me." As long as I see you, my chest hurts, as long as I see you, I think of so many people suffering for me because of you, as long as I see you, I think of the torture that Phoenix inflicted on me. How can we go back? When you plunged the knife into my chest, it cut off all my love for you. ”

"You believe me, fourth sister, time can heal a qiē pain, we still have so much time, I will definitely make up for the mistakes I made, I will definitely make up for yours." Gong Qianqian always refused to admit that their relationship had ended here, and was struggling to death.

"Time may heal a wound, but it won't change you." Han Ruo's tone was flat, these days, whenever she couldn't sleep because of the pain and torture all over her body, she would think, think about a lot of things that she had never thought about before, and she struggled on the verge of dying several times, seeing things become more transparent and clear, and the things that she used to be unable to think of are now gradually thinking clearly. "You'll never do this to me like Jin Bing." Her tone was unmistakably firm.

"What Gong Jinbing can do for you, I can do it!" Hearing the name Gong Jinbing in her mouth again, Gong Qianxi only felt that the fire of jealousy was about to burn him out.

"You can't." Han Ruo has always been very calm, her voice has lost the sweetness that was reserved for him in the past, and only the silence of her heart is like stagnant water, "You should know how capable Jin Bing is, if he wants to, he can completely replace me and trample the entire country under his feet." But he chose to bring the country and kneel at my feet, this is what he can do but you can't. For so many years, you've kept me in the dark, not just for your mother, but for yourself. Beauty, for you, which is more important, I think I already know the answer. ”

"I ......" Gong Qianqi ran out of words for a while.

"If I say, 'If you let me go now, help me to the throne, and hand over power,' I'll forgive you, will you?" Han Ruo asked calmly, Gong Qian was stunned for a while, he hadn't answered, she had already given the answer on his behalf: "You don't want to, I know." After that, he closed his eyes very tiredly, and said the last sentence of this negotiation-like dialogue: "I will not forgive you, but don't force me to hate you, if you dare to kill Jin Bing, I swear by my mother, I will definitely do something a hundred times more tragic than death, it will be unbearable for you." ”

"Do you think of him more than you!?" Gong Qianxi sneered sadly and asked, but unfortunately Han Ruo refused to answer him anymore. The cold smile froze on his lips, slowly turning into bitterness and self-deprecation, "I know what you're thinking, are you trying to say that the reason why you value him so much is because he treats you with the same heart?" Isn't the reason why your mother broke with Gong Xuanqi because she was pursuing the hope of being a couple for a lifetime? If you really love someone, how can you tolerate sharing your beloved with others!? Gong Jinbing is willing to praise you as the empress, which means that he is ready to share you with others! But I can't! Only by holding the power can I possess you alone! Isn't that the same true for the palace trick? Why don't you understand this truth! On the contrary, he fancied a person like Zhonggong Jinbing? ! As he spoke, Gong Qianqian gradually became excited.

"You are the one who doesn't understand." Han Ruo finally couldn't help but speak out again: "Only Jin Bing is him, and he loves me so much." Only he sees through my greed, my affection, my selfishness, but he is still willing to tolerate me, so no matter how many people I fall in love with, no matter how many petals my heart is divided into, the person I love the most will always be him. He is my only salvation! ”

"That's nice." Obviously it was a reproach, but with a strange pride and joy, Gong Jinbing appeared in the room at some point, and his lips were as smug as ever, and his eyes were as bright as peach blossoms, with the momentum of looking at the world......

To be continued