Chapter 272: Nightmares
Looking at his back without turning his head back, Han Ruo only felt that his chest was dull, as if he had pressed a boulder, making people breathless. Recently, Gong Jinbing not only secretly concealed something from himself, but also mentioned it again and again when he knew that he couldn't hear anyone mention the matter that fell into the hands of Phoenix Er. He is obviously the one who knows his mind best, but he has repeatedly disobeyed his own mind, and it is this that makes her extremely upset, but she doesn't know what to do. I couldn't read it anymore, so I put it away, called the palace people who were waiting, and ordered Gong Xichen to enter the palace immediately.
Returned to Fengxiang Pavilion and lay quietly there, waiting for Gong Xichen. He walked to her side, and regardless of the fact that it was still a blue sky and white day, he casually ripped off the curtain, as if he was angry with someone, and became entangled with Gong Xichen. It wasn't until she was so tired that she fell asleep, and Gong Xichen vaguely felt that she seemed to be particularly upset today, so he tried his best to keep warm with her. She was still the same as usual, and would fall asleep as soon as it was over. Recently, Gong Jinbing has accompanied her to sleep, although I don't know if they have sex together, but Gong Xichen is still a little unhappy in his heart. It's just because she inadvertently said that day, only in Jin Bing's arms can she sleep peacefully.
knew that her status in her heart was not as good as Gong Jinbing, but she didn't expect it to be so much. At that time, he didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but now that he finally understood, the resentment immediately dissipated, and he was only full of distress. Just because he was holding her who was sleeping, his expression, which was still peaceful and soft, suddenly changed. His eyebrows furrowed tightly, his hands clenched into fists, and his mouth began to cry out in a dream: "Don't! No! No! "The voice was so terrible that it was unbearable to hear.
Gong Xichen panicked, her appearance looked too painful, it would never be as simple as an ordinary nightmare. Just look at her facial features are huddled together in pain, and even her whole face is distorted. Gong Xichen called her name one after another, but she was haunted by nightmares and couldn't wake up. Gong Xichen immediately put on his clothes and got up, rattled the bell to call people, and Siyou, who was on duty, immediately entered, and was surprised when he saw Han Ruo's appearance, but it didn't seem to be the first time he saw him, and he didn't have time to reply to him, so he hurriedly ran out. But after a while, Siyou took a person inside.
What she brought was not a miracle doctor who could cure diseases, but Gong Jinbing, who could heal the heart. Gong Jinbing stepped forward very naturally, took Han Ruo in Gong Xichen's hand, hugged him into his arms, and calmly kissed her deeply between her eyebrows, and the frowning brows that were tightly furrowed gradually dissipated under the warm kiss. He raised his head slightly and moved to her ear, and sent his calm voice into her ear one after another: "I'm here, I'm here, I'm here, don't be afraid." ”
Han Ruo gradually calmed down, and his expression finally relaxed. Seeing this, Gong Xichen called her softly, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she struggled a few times, and finally barely opened her eyes. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw three people around him, sighed faintly, and asked, "I have a nightmare again?" ”
When Gong Xichen saw her open her eyes, he snatched her from Jin Bing's arms and hugged her back into his arms, buried his head in her long black hair, and choked up: "You finally woke up!" Scared the hell out of me! ”
Han Ruo's heart was still beating wildly, and the kind of horror was still lingering in his heart, and he said in a low voice as if he was talking to himself: "Every time, I think I will never wake up again." Her eyes were a little hollow, she opened Gong Xichen's arms and looked at the empty air, and murmured: "I dreamed of him again, he still calls my mother as before, does he want me to accompany him?" As he spoke, he couldn't help but reddened his eyes. The three people present clearly understood who she was talking about.
"Smack!" “!!!”
"You're crazy!" Gong Xichen pushed Gong Jinbing away, Siyou was also stunned on the side, and Han Ruo didn't react at all. Only the burning pain on her face reminded her that Gong Jinbing really slapped her hard.
Gong Jinbing didn't pay attention to Gong Xichen, only stared at Han Ruo, and said word by word: "Listen, Gong Jue Shen will definitely not be like this!" ”
"You're not him! How would you know what he thinks! I know he hates me, and he must hate me! I also killed that child! I also killed that child! That's my own flesh and blood with him, he was strangled by his biological mother before he had time to take a look in the world! Han Ruo suddenly lost his mind and screamed as hard as he could.
Gong Jinbing signaled with a look, Siyou had already retreated in a hurry, Gong Xichen hugged her firmly, and tried his best to persuade her: "It's not your fault." ”
"Nope! That's my fault! It was I who killed my own flesh and blood and killed my husband for my own selfish interests! They're asking for my life! Han Ruo cried loudly.
"Even if they want to ask for their lives, they are still here to ask for our palace! Did you hear that? It was I who forced you to beat that child, it was I who personally did it to Gong Jueshen, it was me! Gong Jinbing grabbed her shoulders and forced her to look at him, the pain in his heart at this moment, how could it be that it would fall to Hanruo.
Han Ruo was stopped crying by his series of tough words, but tears rolled down, "Sincerely." She called in a low voice and threw herself into Gong Jinbing's arms. Gong Xichen on the side also had severe pain in his heart, he was blaming himself, blaming himself for being so slow that he didn't find anything wrong with Han Ruo in his daily life.
It wasn't until this moment that he knew that she was so bitter and painful in her heart! But I didn't realize it, not at all! Looking at this, Gong Jinbing already knew, so he personally watched her to sleep every night, so he could say such things. In contrast, this made Gong Xichen blame himself more and more. But even Gong Jinbing didn't seem to be sure that she could completely heal the scars in her heart.
Jin Bing hugged Han Ruo, and Du Sheng's words faintly sounded in his ears, he said that during the time when she fell into the hands of Phoenix, she was tortured in a way that ordinary people could not imagine at all, and that fragmentary torture could eat away at people's minds little by little, and the harm was endless. The wounds on the body can be healed, but the wounds in the heart cannot be healed overnight.
Han Ruo has been deeply blaming herself for the death of Gong Jueshen and the child, but her heart is extremely strong enough to resist the invasion of this sorrow, but the torture of Phoenix has made her heart weak and sensitive, and this sadness has seized the opportunity to entangle with the pain of those inhuman tortures, and attack Han Ruo violently. At this moment, she is powerless to resist. If she let it go, sooner or later she would torture herself, be haunted by nightmares, and never wake up again.
Gong Jinbing hugged her who was trembling all over, and once again made a certain decision in her heart......
To be continued