There's no going back

The evening breeze made her shiver, she felt dizzy and took a shower to get hot and cold, and she was even more dizzy, and her whole body was uncomfortable, but she couldn't compare to the pain in her heart, she lay on the bed and wrapped herself in the quilt, but she couldn't close her eyes, as soon as she closed her eyes, she thought of his kiss, thought of his breathing, the light in his eyes, thought too much, and the memories all poured out.

Some people have some things, standing where they are, and refusing to leave, because the memory is so deep that it can no longer be replaced.

His head gradually became dizzy, and he vaguely thought of the last time he left, how could they go back to the past? She felt that she was unworthy, unworthy of him at all! It doesn't matter what kind of proud girl she is, no matter what kind of daughter she is, this is all glamorous and beautiful seen by outsiders, only she knows how dirty she is, Shao Yijia has a faint aroma on her body, such a sweet taste, she feels that she is not qualified to touch him at all, it is like a joke... Da...

Lying on the big bed, she shrunk up, she only occupied a corner of the huge bed, looking at the empty half of the bed and pillow in front of her, tears fell, dreaming that he could go back to the past by her side, he could hug her shoulders and hug her, the temperature on his body was enough to resist the cold wind.

But that was in the past, in the past, she could lie in his arms with peace of mind, but now she can't, she can't, she can't do that anymore, it's a dream for him to return to her, an impossible dream, she should forget that this is the only way to be fair to Shao Yijia, whether he still loves her or not, he loves the lively and playful Zhang Nianxin in the past, not her now...... She has already changed, and she has become hollow in her heart and insensitive to everything.

It's just a kiss, something almost happened, how can two people who have gone too far walk back?

After all, she was wrong, she shouldn't have come back to him at all, she shouldn't have asked him to take charge of this case at all, if she hadn't forced him like this, he should be living a good and happy life now, right? When she heard the words Shao Yijia read the three words of Shao Yijia recommended by others, her heart jumped, but she also clearly knew that it was impossible, it was impossible, she thought that she could solve the case by two people calmly and fairly, if it wasn't for Feng Ligang's sudden appearance today, maybe her idea could continue.

One is an employer and the other is a lawyer, and they can be separated calmly, but Feng Li just came......

She should be more careful, Feng Li just asked Ruixin's stock to give him well, if time can be reversed, she wants to erase this paragraph and cut it off completely.

Could it be fate? Or is it a self-denied argument? What a fate, isn't it? She never believed it.

I slept in a daze, but I didn't really sleep, I heard the phone ringing, just on the bedside table, she wanted to reach out to pick it up, only to find that her hand was heavy and couldn't move, barely enough to get the phone over, pressed it, and said in a low voice: "Hey......"

The eyes suddenly blackened, and the surrounding qiē fell heavily, and he couldn't help but close his eyes, leaving all the qiē behind.

***

Shao Yijia drove out, and got on the ring line without thinking about it, aimlessly, just wanting to drive.

There weren't many cars on the ring line in the middle of the night, and there were dim street lamps all around, one after another, and every qiē reflected was a vague sense of dream, as if it could only be broken forward by moving forward, but no matter how you drove it, it was still in it.

The cars around him retreated one by one, and for a moment he had an impulse, if he rushed out like this, rushed down the elevated road, would it be all over in one go? A qiē can stop where it should be, he doesn't have to care about anything and doesn't have to think about what is going on now, he is crazy, otherwise how could he kiss her, the moment of his lips and teeth being sweet he couldn't struggle, when the phone rang in his ears, he still hesitated for a moment, but Feng Ligang's words in the back made him unable to continue.

If we continue to ignore nothing, will we be able to ignore nothing and completely destroy the comet like hitting the earth!

But she kissed him, her arms around his neck, and the tip of her tongue had a sweet aroma like strawberries, why kissed him? She is already married, husband and wife are still together, there seems to be a flame burning in his head when he rushed out, the mobile phone kept ringing in his pocket, he drove with one hand and took it out with the other, and saw that Li Lizhen's name was on it and pressed mute.

It's not her, she didn't call.

I had a sad feeling in my heart, I got off the ring road and parked on the street, the 24-hour convenience store was open, I thought about it and took two bottles of wine out to pay the bill. There are always things that you want to forget, but the reality is too sober......

When he got back into the car, there was a mobile phone call, and the shelf in the middle of the car shook badly, and he took a look, 14 of them were not answered, all of them were from Li Lizhen, so he connected the phone.

"Lawyer Shao, are you still near Miss Zhang's house? I just called your phone and no one answered, I remembered that you went to Miss Zhang to deliver the text at night, so I called her, she answered and said, the phone didn't hang up and didn't say anything, I heard her voice is not very good, it seems to be sick......" Li Lizhen said in a somewhat anxious tone.

She is a good girl who cares about the people and things around her.

"I'm not here, I'm out, she's fine." Shao Yijia looked at the dim street lamp in front of him, and his heart was a little astringent.

"Oh, that's good."

"I'll hang up first." Shao Yijia whispered and hung up the phone.

He usually doesn't treat Li Lizhen so indifferently, but today he really has no strength, and Zhang Nianxin has completely hollowed out his strength.

The car continued to drive forward, familiar with the road, until the road was driven, Shao Yijia leaned back to look out the window, this is their school, so late the school gate has been closed, there are security guards at the door to watch, there are many people in the farther place outside the school gate late at night to sell some food, there are always college students who sneak out in the middle of the night to surf the Internet and do not return at night, business should be fine.

Shao Yijia opened the beer and took a sip, the coldness spread from his throat to his stomach.

For so many years, he has never been back to school since he left, some things can't be faced, there is her shadow in every inch of the campus, and there is a broken railing a little further ahead, she pulled him out of school in the winter, opened the trunk of her car and took out the fireworks, and asked him to show her, she held the small fireworks in her hand and happily held them up to show him......

Zhang Nianxin, what kind of woman are you? He couldn't see it clearly.

***

"I don't know why I caught a cold, I thought I wasn't that weak." Zhang Nianxin sat on the hospital bed and tried to defend herself in a low voice, she really didn't know what was going on, she had been in good health since she was a child, and suddenly she had a fever and burned like this.

Without warning.

"What would you do if I hadn't gone looking for you in the morning?" Zhang Dongyuan asked.

Zhang Nianxin stuck out her tongue, in front of her second brother, she had no room for argument.

The ward was quiet, only Zhang Dongyuan and Zhang Nianxin. Now that the fever has subsided a little, Zhang Nianxin has the strength to talk to Zhang Dongyuan here. Fortunately, the fever was not too fierce, otherwise it would have been at least pneumonia now.

Zhang Dongyuan stretched out his hand to cover Zhang Nianxin's forehead: "It's still a little hot, you are honestly hospitalized, go to live with me for a while when you are discharged, or go to the eldest brother's house, don't be alone outside for a girl." ”

"That's still you, sister-in-law hasn't come back yet?" Zhang Nianxin asked.

She thought that Zhang Dongyuan would come back this time and Du Xue would also come back soon, but the second brother actually said that she would let her live for a while, and if she was a light bulb, she would definitely not go.

Feng Ligang's phone call is annoying enough, she can't move all the time, if Zhang Dongyuan lets her live, of course she is willing, and she will settle down when Feng Ligang's divorce is dealt with.

Zhang Dongyuan looked a little lonely between his eyebrows, but the corners of his lips were slightly curved smiles: "Not yet." ”

"Brother, don't you worry about her outside?" Zhang Nianxin asked.

"When she comes back, I can't be unassured, people always have their own things to do, but she has to stay, I can't help it." Zhang Dongyuan went over to the sofa and sat down, reaching for the teacup.

Zhang Nianxin had a question in his heart, he didn't know whether to ask or not, so he thought for a long time and asked, "Brother, let me ask you a question." ”

Zhang Dong looked at her from afar, waiting for her to ask.

There are not so many evasions between brothers and sisters, and there is no need to make too many detours, Zhang Nianxin, who has always been a person who dares to say anything, suddenly detoured.

Zhang Nianxin's eyebrows frowned slightly, and he hesitated again before he spoke again: "Does a man have a seat for the girl he first loved?" In fact, it doesn't mean anything, it has nothing to do with the current life at all, but I still remember that I will do something for her. ”

"For me, yes." Zhang Dongyuan replied, crisply and neatly.

Zhang Nianxin had some knowing look in his eyes, and nodded: "I know." ”

"Everybody is different, and you should probably ask the person you want to ask." Zhang Dong looked at her from afar and added another sentence.

Zhang Nianxin nodded, after all, she was her brother, and she never told Zhang Dongyuan about many things, especially when she fell in love when she was in school.

"Brother, when you and your sister-in-law are so happy now, will you still think of Sister Ling Nan?" Zhang Nianxin asked again.

"Yes, I want her to be happy, but there won't be more."

Zhang Dongyuan's eyebrows were faintly calm, and looking at it made people feel stable: "I will thank her for appearing in my life, maybe I missed it when I didn't come together, but missing it is missing, I am very satisfied with Du Xue now." ”

Zhang Nian's heart calmed down, he didn't feel it just now, but when he lowered his head like this, he felt that his head was heavy, and there seemed to be something in his head that shook and collapsed, and the loneliness in his eyes couldn't be concealed.

A lot of her understanding of love comes from Zhang Dongyuan, her closest second brother, seeing that the second brother has gone through so much, and seeing that the second brother and Du Xue can finally come together in the end, she is also happy, she really doesn't have this luck, if she didn't have to separate at the beginning, she may not have come to this day now.

"Brother, can you help me get a thermometer, I feel like I'm hot again." Zhang Nianxin lowered his head and said.

Zhang Dongyuan didn't doubt him, got up and opened the door to go out to ask for a thermometer, Zhang Nianxin's tears fell, hit the quilt, and made a little sound, only she could hear it.

***

"Only fifty percent? I spent so much money to hire you, and you told me that it was only fifty percent! Don't forget! If the will is found to be fake, you will also go to jail! You're telling me now that it's only fifty percent! Lin Yanchuan stood up and pointed at Lawyer Zhang at the table opposite, angry and loud, his face became hideous, and he raised his foot and slammed it on the table between the two!

With a "bang", Lawyer Zhang on the other side was startled, got up from the chair in a hurry, and looked at Lin Yanchuan on the opposite side with a frightened face: "Mr. Zhang, I will do my best, I will do my best if I take your money!" The problem now is that the name of the other party's lawyer is Shao Yijia, which is very difficult to do......"

"Who is this? Never heard of it! Barrister? It's a barrister who smashes it at me with money! Lin Yanchuan roared loudly.

Lawyer Zhang was a little embarrassed: "He is not a well-known lawyer, our industry needs to have a way to develop well, he is a recent one who is quite capable, even if he wants to buy it, it is difficult, others are upright, and I heard that it was recommended by lawyer Lu Minglu, Yao Jianfeng's confession is very unfavorable to you......"

Lin Yanchuan heard this name, thought about it, and vaguely remembered which magazine it was the character interview printed on the inside page, a handsome man, with gold-rimmed glasses, smiling slightly, the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, his eyes were slightly bent, and he didn't look like a character to provoke.

"That's the question you have to think about! I just need to win! Lin Yanchuan got up and went over to the bar, poured himself a glass of brandy, took a sip and looked back at Lawyer Zhang, who was still standing in place, and shouted loudly: "Don't get out and prepare for a lawsuit!" Court is coming soon! If you lose, I'll let you die first! ”

Lawyer Zhang hurriedly hugged Wen Jiàn and ran out, and the wolf closed the door and went out.

Lin Yanchuan turned around, his face was even more ugly, he poured a glass of wine and drank it, and the hot feeling in his throat was stinging!

He thought the game was over, but he didn't expect that damn Yao Jianfeng to really suddenly turn around and target him, and now even the will has to be reconfirmed! The will in his hand can't stand scrutiny at all, and the notes are even written by Yao Jianfeng in imitation of Zhang Hongtao's handwriting, if it is really found out, he will not only have nothing, but also go to prison at any time!

What made him even more unacceptable was obviously that Zhang Dongyuan would get a qiē lightly! What he spent so much effort and energy to get, it is normal to get it from Zhang Dongyuan, he couldn't even afford a good game console since he was a child, but Zhang Dongyuan lived in a mansion and kept threatening to leave completely! What is important to him and cannot be more important, Zhang Dongyuan has never paid attention to it.

But it's just that every qiē is Zhang Dongyuan's!

Together with Du Xue, all of them are!

But he Lin Yanchuan has never relied on luck or other people's charity to get to this day! He got all his qiē by himself, so he couldn't sit still today! Whoever wants him to die, he will definitely make the other party pay first!

***

"Why is your mother so weird today, just now Sister-in-law Gui took at least one box of toys and said that they were all bought for Sisi, what the hell is going on?" Guo Wenwen took the opportunity of Pan Chenjian to take her to the bathroom and asked, looking back at the scene in the living room while asking.

Pan Chen's mother Pan Lin Jiayan she knew, she has always been delicate and decent, and the home is clean, but just now Sisi got the cream in her hand and pressed it on Pan Lin Jiayan's skirt, Pan Lin Jiayan not only was not angry, almost as if she didn't see it, she still held Sisi and asked Sisi what she wanted, what toys she wanted to play with, Sisi said that she wanted to swim Pan Lin Jiayan immediately asked her to prepare a swimming ring, and there was a swimming pool in the yard at home, such an attitude was too exaggerated.

Pan Chen smiled, and a dimple appeared on the side of his cheek: "It's nothing, I just like children, Sisi is cute and everyone likes it, and she will be happier when we give her a grandson in the future." ”

Guo Wenwen is not a three-year-old child, so she couldn't hide a few words from her, so she immediately stopped: "Pan Chenjian, it's definitely not so simple, what's going on?" ”

When Pan Chen saw Guo Wenwen's appearance, he knew that he couldn't hide it, so he had to tell the truth and tell the previous story, Guo Wenwen was about to get angry when she heard it: "What nonsense are you talking about!" What me and your children! How can I explain when Du Xue comes back? Sooner or later, your mom will know that it's not at all! ”

Pan Chen hurriedly signaled her to silence: "Be quiet, be quiet...... I just want to be able to pass a level, I know you should be unhappy, but I'm really stressed, don't be angry, don't get angry, and when I get married, I tell her myself, you see she likes Sisi so much. ”

"Let's break up." Guo Wenwen spoke straight and stared at Pan Chenjian's eyes.

She doesn't like to deceive, and she doesn't want to deceive, her heart was empty all of a sudden, and Pan Chen saw that she happened to be by her side, or maybe it was the night of the day, the neon in the distance was in a mess, in short, she was messed up, her heart was messed up, listening to him say those love words, looking at his eyes cautiously like a small animal, as if fate was pinched in the palm of her hand, she must be crazy, otherwise why did she agree to have a relationship with him at that time, and she didn't refuse his kiss.

It's a kind of loneliness, too long and too long, she thinks she can let go, she has to let go, Pan Chen saw that she happened to be there, there should be no second man in this world who is willing to treat her with this kind of thought, so she agreed, and now she realizes that she may be wrong.

In front of him, she is always the one who doesn't want to give in, and that's the difference.

"Not allowed!" Pan Chen blurted out when he didn't want to think about it, and his voice was firm!

Forbid? Guo Wenwen thought she had heard it wrong! Pan Chenjian had never told her such an order, if Pan Chenjian told her in a good voice and angrily, she thought it was reasonable, but why did she suddenly say this kind of tone?

"Wenwen I won't break up with you, I spent five years chasing you and I don't plan to separate, I will take care of you, you just need to be quiet next to me, don't say anything like breaking up, every time you say it, my heart will be uncomfortable, you will see one day that I am really for you, I know I have wronged you, but Wenwen, just like this, I can see the grievances you have suffered, I will hold you ten times and a hundred times in the future, I believe I am the best one for you." Pan Chen saw that his eyes were serious, and he somehow said such a large paragraph.

Guo Wenwen looked at him, and her heart softened.

Pan Chenjian was already too good to her, she actually didn't suffer any grievances, normal families are how much they can pick a daughter-in-law, it is rare for Pan Chenjian to stand firmly on her side, she knows that he must be more difficult, he is caught in the middle, he also pleaded with her with this voice, she suddenly softened.

Seeing that her attitude softened a little, Pan Chen came to hug Guo Wenwen's shoulder and kissed her on the forehead: "I promise there will be no next time." ”

Guo Wenwen raised her head and met his smiling face, the dimples on the side of his cheeks were really cute, and the dimples on the face of a man who was almost thirty years old did not feel abrupt, but only felt heartwarming, Guo Wenwen could only turn her eyes away and acquiesce.

***

In the swimming pool, two children are splashing in the water with a swimming ring.

Sisi is the kind of girl who is very well-behaved, her voice is soft and greasy in front of adults, she is particularly likable, she doesn't cry or make trouble, and she is sensible, but she can meet with Pan Rui for three minutes like a brother and sister, and after three minutes, there will always be a fight, for ice cream, for pudding, for milk, and even for dolls.

***

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