"An Lan, you go and rest for a while, my mother-in-law has already drunk the medicine, I'll just watch it here." The golden bird sat next to An Lan and persuaded in a low voice, "If my mother-in-law wakes up, I will definitely sue you immediately." ”

An Lan didn't move, and she didn't respond, she still sat like that, looking at Granny An in a bit of a daze.

She didn't look sad, because those eyes were a little dull at this point.

"An Lan ......" Jinque held her hand and choked slightly, "It's me who is not good, I didn't take good care of my mother-in-law." ”

"Nope." An Lan turned her face at this time, "You go to sleep, I'll just watch here." ”

The goldfinch bit her lip and shook her head, her eyes were always red, An Lan was silent for a while, lowered her eyes and said, "I'm not blaming you, I'm just a little scared, I actually ...... I don't know what to do. ”

Birth, old age, sickness and death are the normal state of life, but this kind of normalcy is not something that everyone can accept calmly, at least for An Lan, it is difficult to accept.

What kind of storage is Granny Ann for her?

For a long time, An Lan rarely thought about this question seriously, and even now, she didn't think about it, but the reality made her see the answer in an extremely rough way.

She is a rootless person, Granny An is her root, as long as her mother-in-law is there, she will feel solid, feel at ease, and feel supported.

As long as her mother-in-law is there, she feels that no matter what kind of difficulties she encounters and is wronged, there is a place to cry and a hug that allows her to be weak.

She worked so hard and calculated so much to finally get down that path.

And the mother-in-law. In fact, I don't agree with her choice. Just because of her persistence and persistence. only then did she acquiesce in her decision. In fact, she also thought about obeying her mother-in-law's wishes, but her filial piety could not withstand the desires in her heart. What's even more terrifying is that even now, at this time, her longing for that place has not been extinguished. She even thought about what the situation would be like in the Jinxiang meeting two days later, whether her mother-in-law could wake up before that, and whether she could stand out among the two of Danyang County Lord and Young Master Fang.

The mother-in-law was lying on the bed at this time, lying in front of her. And it is likely that she is dying, and she still has the heart to think about her own business.

She didn't know how to deal with herself, she was so selfish that she felt terrible, and her real thoughts were so ugly that her hands and feet were cold.

She was nervous and even frightened, and at the same time, she was ashamed of herself and felt sorry for her mother-in-law for raising such a self.

These chaotic feelings stirred in her mind all day, sometimes this prevailing, sometimes that prevailing. The torment was so painful that her face became paler.

It's windy outside. The chill at night was much heavier than during the day, An Lan sat in a daze for nearly two hours, her legs were a little numb, and she felt the wind slipping in through the crack in the door, and she shivered involuntarily.

The Plantage's mind is not as delicate as An Lan's, but she can understand An Lan's mood better than anyone else. She got up and added some new charcoal to the charcoal basin, then pushed the door open and went out.

An Lan didn't ask her where she was going, and sure enough, it didn't take long for the goldfinch to come back, holding a thick quilt in her hand, followed by two little incense slaves, who carried a wide bench with some difficulty and followed the golden finch. An Lan hurriedly got up and closed the door, then looked at them and said, "This is—"

The goldfinch told the two champs to put down the bench and put the bedding on the stool, and then let the two little champs go to the side of the room to rest, and told them not to sleep too long at night, and to keep an eye out for the sounds.

"You can't sit so straight all night, we take turns guarding." After the goldfinch laid out the futon, he said, "You rest first, I will keep watch, and when you are resting, get up and call me." ”

An Lan was still a little stunned, and the golden finch was a little anxious, and said with red eyes: "Mother-in-law is like this, I'm also very sad, I can't let you stay up alone, I ......"

"I know." An Lan spoke, as if she didn't dare to look at the expression of the golden finch, lowered her eyes, and said in a low voice, "I'll go to sleep, you call me when you're tired." ”

The Plantagenet choked, then nodded.

She has a quick temper and shallow tears, whether it is for her mother-in-law or An Lan, she can cry. However, at this time, she must not cry, and she will be unlucky if she cries.

An Lan lay down, withdrew her gaze from Granny An, and then involuntarily fell on the incense resting next to her. She looked at it for a moment, then closed her eyes and turned her head.

The golden finch did not ignore An Lan's action, but at this time, she couldn't say anything, so she had to hold Granny An's old hand, kept rubbing it, and begged in her heart: Mother-in-law, you must wake up, you must wake up.

I thought it was impossible to sleep, but I didn't want to, and after lying down for a while, she fell asleep.

In the dream, she was still in her mother-in-law's house, and the goldfinch was also there.

But the goldfinch fell asleep on the edge of her mother-in-law's bed, but the mother-in-law woke up and touched the goldfinch's head with a loving face.

After An Lan was shocked for a moment, she hurriedly sat up, ignoring the quilt and bedding falling to the ground, and hurriedly walked over: "Mother-in-law, you are awake!" You, are you alright?! ”

"What can I do?" Granny An raised her eyes, looked at her and smiled, "Why are you all here, and you don't go back to the house to sleep." ”

"Mother-in-law, you're really okay!" An Lan held Granny An's hand a little tremblingly, feeling that her mother-in-law's hand was still as warm as before, and tears couldn't help but fall, "I, I thought you wouldn't wake up, the doctor said......"

"What nonsense." Granny An looked at her and shook her head, "What a big deal, it's worth your crying, quickly put away your tears and go back to sleep in your own room." ”

An Lan shook her head: "Mother-in-law, you don't blame me, don't you." ”

"Blame you for what, why are you talking nonsense." Granny An smiled, and then as if she remembered something, she asked, "Oh, the third round of Jinxiang Meeting, you didn't have a pass?" ”

An Lan shook her head and said in a low voice, "It's clear." ”

"That's good." Granny An took her hand and pulled her to her side and sat down, "You, you are destined to take that road, prepare well, when will the next Jinxiang be?" ”

An Lan said: "Two days later. ”

Granny An nodded: "That's good, don't be late, the Great Incense Master doesn't like people who are late." ”

An Lan nodded with tears in her eyes, only to feel that a big stone in her heart was put down.

Granny An said again: "Okay, I'm fine, you go back to the house and rest, bring the golden girl back, don't stay with me, how good is your body if you burn it." ”

"Yes." An Lan called the goldfinch as she spoke, and gently pushed the goldfinch again.

But I didn't want to, this opening, I woke up to myself, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw the goldfinch standing beside her.

She couldn't ease her mind for a while, so she said a little dazedly: "Mother-in-law woke up?" ”

"Nope." The Plantagenet shook his head, then asked, "Did you dream?" I just heard you call me, but your eyes are closed. ”

"I ......" An Lan sat up and looked at Granny An a little eagerly, and really saw that Granny An was still lying on the bed, how could there be a trace of possibility of waking up. She was a little stunned, and her heart sank suddenly, just now, she was dreaming!

"An Lan?" The Plantage looked at her and said worriedly, "What's wrong with you, your face is so pale, you should lie down and rest for a while." ”

An Lan was stunned for a while before she came to her senses, and then said, "I'm fine, I just dreamed that my mother-in-law woke up, and there was nothing wrong with me." ”

The goldfinch breathed a sigh of relief: "It's a good dream, that mother-in-law will definitely be fine." ”

In a good dream, it's just a dream.

An Lan slowly stood up: "You rest for a while, I'll replace you." ”

"No, I'm not tired, it's still you-" The Golden Finch saw that her face was not good, and she was about to excuse herself, but An Lan shook her head, and then walked directly to Granny An and sat down on the stool next to her.

The goldfinch turned her head and looked at the thin back in the candlelight, inexplicably, she felt that the back image was crying, and her nose was a little sore. Why, no matter what they do, it's so hard!

After a while, she walked over, took the cotton clothes next to her to An Lan, and then said with a serious face: "Mother-in-law will definitely be fine, and you will definitely be able to save it until the end." ”

An Lan's hand that took the cotton coat trembled slightly, the golden finch knew her fear and anxiety, and took it for granted, but she felt that she couldn't forgive.

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In this chapter, An Lan's mood is more complicated, I don't know if I have expressed Mu You clearly, let's talk about it~~ (to be continued......)