Maybe dying once can make some people realize something that they didn't have realized before, Gu Qingjin happened to be the one who was enlightened at this time, and she was also grateful for her enlightenment, so she decided to find a time to go to the temple in the capital to pay homage, thank the Buddha, thank the compassionate Guanyin, and thank the gods and Buddhas for giving her this lucky opportunity.

If it weren't for this rebirth, she didn't know that it was so good to be alive, she Gu Qingjin would have been so stupid, so stupid that she would set herself on fire for a man.

I don't know the true face of Lushan, only because I am in this mountain!

Love is a torturous game, when people are in love, they are desperate for a person, they can't stop, they can't even survive, they can't give up, they don't want to die, you hurt, you suffer, the most painful thing is to be entangled in that person, he doesn't understand, he doesn't care. It's like you and him are people of two worlds, just passers-by. He doesn't care, his indifference, but you still can't see through, you can't be reluctant, you can't leave, you can't let go, you draw the ground as a prison, trap yourself to death, in that side of the world, over and over again, tormented in the feelings that no longer exist, cocooning yourself, until the wax torch turns to ashes or ......

This may be what Mr. Lu Xun said, if you don't explode in silence, you will die in silence.

Qing Jin didn't expect that she would burn herself to the fire, and end her life in such a tragic way.

She blamed it on the most decisive aspect of a woman's nature. Didn't someone say it? Maybe every woman is a moth to a fire in her bones!

Therefore, once again, she will still choose to burn herself, she and Long Hanyuan, she disregards the family and disobeys her parents, but after marrying him, she finds that he is not as good to her as she imagined before, thinking of what she asked Long Hanyuan before self-immolation, Gu Qingjin couldn't help but sneer in her heart, why is she so stupid!

Now that I think about it, between her and Long Hanyuan, she has always been taking the initiative, she is working hard, and before marriage, she also boldly confessed to him regardless of the world, and once conceited that Long Hanyuan must have never seen such a bold woman as her, maybe because of her special fall in love with her and fall in love with her, what a ridiculous idea?

In this feudal society with strict etiquette, women are required to pay attention to three obedience and four virtues, and there are all kinds of constraints on women, her behavior should be a big violation of feudal etiquette, and it can even be said that she does not abide by women's morals, and she teaches and receives privately, and she is still a prince in private, and she later married Long Hanyuan when she recalled the past, and she was complacent about the fact that she had boldly run to Long Hanyuan to confess, it turned out that she unconsciously sent herself to the tip of the tongue of death.

Her behavior at that time should have been shameless! It's ridiculous that she used to be proud.

As for how she and Long Hanyuan would eventually come to that point, she had always thought that they had drifted apart because she was busy fighting with his princess and neglecting him, and it turned out that they had never been close from beginning to end.

Thinking of this, I thought that because of her abandoned mother and her father, who was later robbed of her title, it turned out that she really harmed them? It's her who deserves to die, but damn she's alive again, is she still going to ......

No, she doesn't, in her previous life, because she was with memories, she didn't have much sense of belonging to her relatives and family, and later she felt that her mother Jun was patriarchal, between her and her younger brother, most of the time she cared more about her younger brother, and later because she was going to marry Long Hanyuan, she had a conflict with her mother Jun, so she completely excluded the family and her mother Jun from her heart, at that time she only knew that the family would be proud of marrying a good girl, I didn't expect that the married girl would also rely on the help of her mother's family.

The family and parents who were once abandoned by her, after marrying Long Hanyuan, after she suffered hardships, she slowly understood the importance of the mother's family of this dynasty to the married daughter, but it was too late, because of her selfishness and self-righteousness, the harmful mother Jun was divorced, and now looking back, her father and mother Jun were indeed affected by her!

When she said sorry to the mandarin duck before the fire, she actually didn't want to admit that her father was affected by her, but after being reborn again, now that she jumped out of the bureau to see things, she had to admit that her father was really affected by her.

The emperor had deliberately revealed that he wanted to point himself to the sixth prince as a concubine, although he did not make an order, but the royal family and the Anji Marquis Mansion should have communicated with each other.

But she didn't understand it at the time, she insisted on marrying Long Hanyuan, and even made a shameless pre-marital confession, after the incident, she should have left a very bad impression in the emperor's heart, she couldn't see the overall situation clearly, and inadvertently planted a seed of malice in the emperor's heart, the emperor couldn't and disdained to vent his anger on his son's concubine, that is, she Gu Qingjin, but turned his head and directly transferred the cannon fire to his father's body, so after his father smashed the errand ordered by the emperor, the emperor took advantage of the topic to play a thunderous anger and take his father's title, In the decree of seizing the title, he focused on implying that his father was not good at teaching his daughter and was unworthy of being an official, and took his father's title and gave it to the third uncle.

What's the least favorite thing about a person in power? Of course, it is something unexpected and the chess pieces in his hands do not walk according to his ideas, let alone a king who has the power to kill and kill? The emperor must be extremely disgusted with her!

And she and Long Hanyuan walked this way, and suddenly found that she was only left with a vague face and a road that could not be turned back.

This kind of Jedi journey with no way back gradually became an unspeakable secret wound in Long Hanyuan's indifference to her day after day, and this secret wound finally began to bleed and crack when Long Hanyuan shouted that name to her.

She was shocked, her old illness relapsed, just because she had used the means to steal this marriage with him from others, but she really loved and still loved.

When he heard him shout that name at the most intimate moment with him, in addition to Gu Qingjin's pride as a woman being trampled on, she also announced the failure of her love, regardless of the family, the love that she did not obey her parents was defeated at that moment.

She lost love, lost her life, betrayed the love she had gained, she retreated step by step, carefully maintaining the last little bit of luxury, and fell to the ground in that name, shattered to the ground and turned into ashes without leaving a trace, that kind of pride in her bones made her unable to bear Long Hanyuan's denial, replace.

The most important thing is that there is a hidden pride in her bones, a pride from modern women: she can't be the cinnabar mole in your heart, and she will never be the rice particles in your mouth!

So do it all over again, she will still die like that!