Only when the pain is thorough can I wake up faster, so I went on to say that I didn't stop when the pain didn't hurt, and I wanted Lin Jixiang to stop fighting for me at one time.

"I once said to Xiangjue that my heart is so small that I can only fit one person.

I used to think that Xiangjue was a good fate after I came back from the dead, I admired Xiangjue's talent, I was attached to Xiangjue's crown and jade handsomeness, and I couldn't give up Xiangjue's perseverance and tenderness, I thought I loved, so I depended, and I devoted myself to the fantasy complex with Xiangjue.

It is precisely because of that dedication that I understand the responsibility of the Xiangjue and promise you to come to the Qin State as you wish.

In Xianyang City, I am getting farther and farther away from Xiangjue, in the six years that King Qin has not promoted me, I am still wandering in the warmth of that fantasy and do not want to come out, I think it is true love, but I have to admit that in addition to the feeling of less pity and strict training in the time when I was separated from Xiangjue, I just had a little more loneliness.

In the palace of King Qin, I was promised to survive by King Qin, and I clashed with King Qin again and again, and we even regarded each other as evil stars. However, whether it was the struggle between us or the twists and turns reflected in the rumors that the outside world was unfavorable to me, they all created moments of life and death crisis for me, and made me recognize my own heart again and again. ”

My eyes were soft, my eyes danced, I looked at Lin Jixiang, and I spoke quietly.

"I think I have King Qin in my heart!"

Lin Jixiang's shoulders began to shake, and I also began to sob.

"Otherwise, as soon as King Qin approached me, my heart would beat so fast that my whole body would be hot; No, when King Qin looked at me, I couldn't resist it at all, and I softened my courage and didn't dare to look at him; I won't be restless at night knowing that his life is not in danger, but still can't sleep at night because of his wounds...

I've been lying to myself, I've been lying to myself that I'm not in love with King Qin, but that Xiangjue is not around, and I want to rely on;

But no matter how much I lie, I can't fool my heart when I calm down and his figure appears in my mind; I can't fool my abnormal physical and mental reaction when I see him; I can't fool the fact that I can get a good night's sleep and no nightmares after getting his smile; I..."

I didn't mean to stop, but Lin Jixiang didn't have the heart to listen.

"Enough!"

Lin Jixiang closed his eyes and let the strings of tears on his face slide; I also kept my mouth shut, alarmed at the fact that for the first time I had spoken something that I had hidden inside me and that I could not have imagined myself.

I hid this panic and resistance in the bottom of my heart, and I didn't dare to let Lin Jixiang, who could see through my feelings, see the clues and deny my persistence.

"You're mine!" Lin Jixiang's voice was very small. But very determined.

I looked at Lin Jixiang's fierce face and shook my head with tears in my eyes.

"I'm my own, but my heart, if I hand it over, I can't take it back."

I am most afraid that Lin Jixiang is this kind of extreme reaction, this is not the result I want, what I need is his disgust with me who has given his heart to his enemy, and then go to live a good life that should belong to him and himself.

"I got you first." He insisted.

I burst into tears, but I smiled, and laughed quietly. Because I want Lin Jixiang to be quiet.

"This kind of thing. How can a smart Xiangjue not understand. Pay attention to the origin of fate and mind, where to talk about the order. ”

Lin Jixiang came first, but I thought he had occupied my heart, so all I expressed to him at the beginning was my love for him; But I didn't understand until I met Yingzheng. My affection for Lin Jixiang is dependence, not love!

Lin Jixiang naturally understands, but he doesn't want to understand or listen.

"I don't care, you are destined to be reborn for me."

It was Lin Jixiang who wanted Tian Tianxi to be reborn, and Tian Tianxi was reborn in order to become a pawn in the hands of Lin Jixiang, but I am not. I possessed Tian Tianxi, and then came to the Qin Palace, I think I just wanted to live a journey that I had never imagined.

"Xiangjue understands. My rebirth is to be the phoenix of the Qin Palace's companion Wang Baoqi! ”

I say this, attaching the results to Lin Jixiang and Tian Tianxi's own mission as the princess of Qi State, Lin Jixiang should be able to accept it better.

Lin Jixiang shook his head and didn't admit it.

"You're still complaining that I forcibly sent you into Xianyang City." He was remorseful.

At first, although I understood Lin Jixiang's approach and thoughts, I was still a little disappointed and resentful after a long time in the era of equality between men and women. But later, especially now, I have long accepted the way of thinking and responsibility of this era, people.

Sacrificing a small family and fulfilling everyone is selfish to me alone, but I can return to the peace of Qi for a few years, it is worth it!

"No, I'm not complaining.

I understand that the prime minister has the responsibility of the prime minister, and I also understand that if you don't lose it, you don't understand how much you should cherish what you get. Xiangjue lost me, and I also lost Xiangjue, so that we can grow better, and then cherish the person who appeared around us after growing up. ”

When you have the ability to accept another person after experiencing some regrets and growing up painfully, it is called "the right time"!

Lin Jixiang didn't agree with my ideas, or he didn't want me to agree with my ideas.

"I understand, I'm going to chase it back, I said that you are mine and mine." He is full of willful words that are rarely seen.

I felt a sad powerlessness at his strong words, but I couldn't satisfy his thirst.

"I have always regarded Xiangjue as the smartest man in the world, Xiangjue must be able to understand the reality we live in, and also know how to live up to the world."

In order to be able to confirm with his own eyes that I am really safe, he has missed the opportunity to return to Qi to decide whether to help Chu State, and because he wants Chu State to relieve the pressure, he has lost a big chess piece, not to mention, and almost lost his own life and that of Yingzheng Junchen, I can't be as red as a disaster anymore.

If Lin Jixiang impulsively did something that harmed the people, I don't think he would forgive himself in his life, so we can't continue to be hot-headed like this.

Lin Jixiang couldn't change my attitude, and I kept trying to convince him with words he didn't want to hear, so he didn't continue.

"I don't argue with you, the facts of the future speak for themselves. Whether you like to admit it or not, you have learned so many of my habits that even your sad expression has my name engraved on it, and all these habits you have taken with you will one day become your way back to me! ”

After he finished speaking affectionately, he looked at me with hot eyes: "I will definitely be able to wait for you!" ”

His expression was very serious, not at all like he was testing my reaction, but directly informing me of his decision.

"Xiangjue?"

I tried to explain that I really couldn't go back to him, but he refused to listen.

"This topic, let's not mention it for now, let's make a truce."

No matter how much we discuss, no one can compete with anyone.