What is this? It's already in the past?

Du Xue guessed what he meant, looked at him, he lowered his head, his eyes were shiny with a small light, he didn't say much, and came over to kiss her forehead.

The first reaction is to step back and avoid a little.

His eyes darkened, and some gloom converged under his eyes.

It had been like this before, he couldn't accept her rejection, he couldn't accept it at all.

His hand pinched her chin, pinched her face to make her look at him, forced her to look, refused to retreat an inch, a little painful, his eyes were on her face, a little too close, from Du Xue's point of view, there was a bit of a hideous feeling.

"You are not qualified to refuse, Du Xue, you can't resist me." Zhang Dongyuan said word for word.

Stiff and cold.

Du Xue looked at her and asked, "Is that it?" You're coming home? Because of the child, you finally chose home? ”

Zhang Dong came over a little farther, his eyes were a little confused, he didn't speak, he just kissed her lips, some deep, the tip of his tongue stuck in, at first it was still slow, and then he sucked it strongly, as if he was going to swallow her belly, a deep kiss.

There was a taste of blood in his mouth, because he was pushing too hard, and there was some pain in his lips, probably broken.

She wanted to move, but his arms were on her left and right, not giving her room to resist, not to mention, more resistance would only lead to stronger suppression, she had always known it.

No matter how big his movements were, he avoided the position of her lower abdomen.

Easy, ending this kiss, he raised a little distance, looked at her, and said word by word: "I won't divorce you, Du Xue, don't think about it, I know what you're thinking, go back to Lin Yanchuan, don't think about it." ”

Du Xue laughed a little, whose question is it now, how can it be said about her?

Zhang Dongyuan leaned sideways, his hand fell on her abdomen, and he moved a little, as if he was feeling the child in her belly: "Go for an examination tomorrow, I'll take you over." ”

Du Xue couldn't help but ask, "What about Ling Nan?" ”

Zhang Dongyuan's eyes darkened: "Ling Nan is Ling Nan, you are you, I never thought of divorcing you, it is enough for you to remember this." ”

Haven't thought about divorce? Is there really none?

Zhang Dongyuan came over to hug her and slowly tightened his arms: "Go to bed early, the baby also needs to rest." ”

"What if there are no children?" Du Xue asked.

What would happen to her if she didn't have children? What about him? I came back so late at night, was it with Ling Nan? Sent Ling Nan home, it took so long to come back......

"Ling Nan went to the hotel with you to open a room, right?" Du Xue asked again.

"One time it was too late, we all drank a little wine, and it was inconvenient to find a substitute driver, so we went to rest for a while." Zhang Dongyuan said.

Du Xue wanted to ask again, but Zhang Dongyuan had already spoken again: "I don't like people interfering in my life, Du Xue, what I can promise you, only I will not divorce, I have already said it when I got married." ”

In fact, it makes sense, she said it was okay at the beginning, but her heart will shrink.

There was no Ling Nan before, and it didn't seem to be so unacceptable.

It was because of Ling Nan that she made a qiē seem to be a thorn in her heart.

Du Xue nodded: "I know." ”

Zhang Dongyuan's hand came over and stroked her cheek, and his fingertips were gentle: "Don't mess with Ling Nan in the future, and don't let me hear about you touching her, she is dissatisfied in her heart, and she will get better slowly, and she will always forget." I was in a hurry in the morning......"

Du Xue looked at him and felt that he seemed to be a dream, how could he slap her hard in the morning, and at night it was as light as if he wanted to erase it.

The human heart is not a transaction, it is not a compensation that can be made up by something.

That one slapped her in the heart, not in the face.

Although she is not a stranger, she also suffered like this when she was a child, and her two sisters bullied her a lot.

Now it seems that he clearly knows what is going on, but at that time, he only cared about Ling Nan, not her, his heart was full of Ling Nan, and he felt like he was crazy when he heard Ling Nan in the emergency room.

Such a real person, not like in front of her, as if always separated by a long distance, she always has to be careful to guess what he means, otherwise it will be a punishment.

Zhang Dongyuan's hand was on her lower abdomen: "Sleep." ”

Du Xue closed her eyes, thought of something again, and asked, "If you don't have children, will you come back?" ”

Zhang Dongyuan didn't seem to want to talk about it, and pulled the quilt: "Don't think too much, sleep." ”

He also lay down and closed his eyes.

Du Xue didn't speak, closed her eyes for a while, didn't know if she slept too much in the afternoon or what, she felt a little unable to sleep, and after a while, she opened her eyes again and looked at Zhang Dongyuan in front of her.

This person, so close, close to reach out can touch, close to his arm around her waist, but why do you feel so far, far away......

His heart was with Ling Nan, should she actually retreat and return the part she had dominated Ling Nan.

"Did you marry me because I was like Ling Nan?" Du Xue asked.

It was not loud and could be heard clearly in a quiet room late at night.

The place where the eyes are, a little bit like, the same university, the same thin body.

However, Zhang Dongyuan closed his eyes, probably asleep, and did not answer, still asleep.

I really want an answer, I really want to get the most real answer in his heart, I want to know what he thinks.

It's like what was played in "Journey to the West", a "whoosh" drilled into his heart, talked to a heart, and knew the real answer, but she may not be so blessed, and she can't leave a tear in his heart, and Kenn, Ling Nan has already left it behind, and it won't be her turn.

The true answer will never be known.

Du Xue closed her eyes and continued to walk through her life with this person, but something in her heart really changed.

***

The doctor held the report in his hand, and his face was a little solemn: "Mrs. Zhang, your body needs to recuperate, you said that there was a car accident before, but now you see, it should be because of the car accident and fright, your body is a little unstable, especially be careful in the first three months of pregnancy, be careful of miscarriage, if you have any physical discomfort, you have to come to the hospital for examination, but don't be too nervous, pay attention to your feelings, and there will be no problem if you take care of it carefully." ”

Du Xue felt a little suspenseful in her heart, she had always been in good health, she didn't expect this.

Zhang Dongyuan's hand was placed on her shoulder, which seemed to give her a little strength: "Don't worry, you will have the best environment and full-time doctor, there will be no problem." "Go and share