002 Lost

Lumansheng wakes up in the cold night.

The cold wind blew across the corner of the street, scraping on her sick and weak body, which was tantamount to Ling Chi. She really wanted to sleep like this, die like this, and tell herself that this qiē was a dream, and when she woke up, this qiē had never happened.

However, even if this qiē was a dream, she would not be able to go back to the past.

In her life, there is no one who gives her warmth and treats her like a jewel, she will move forward alone, and it is not the warm eyes that accompany her, but the cold night of Xiao Xiao.

Maybe it's the unyielding blood in his bones that is causing trouble, even at this moment, Lu Mansheng is still unwilling to fall like this.

Lu Mansheng can die, but he can't die so badly. She thought of the stones that fell on her, and those ruthless and sharp sarcasm and insults, thirty years of life, never thought that a person would live so undignified.

It's just that these, compared to the pain in her heart, I don't know how much better.

She had nothing left, and she came to such a strange and terrible place, and I don't know whether to give her a sad start, or to think that she had not been punished enough, and wanted to see her even more miserable.

However, she has always been a stubborn one. The more people want to see her die well, the happier she wants to live than anyone else.

After the extreme heartache and loss, Lu Mansheng became numb. Holding the ground with his hands, his tattered body slowly detached from the dirty land, trembling but standing up firmly.

As a doctor, of course she knew that this body had warned her countless times, and of course she also knew that she was not her at this moment.

Reach out and touch the cold and stiff face. There, there was a huge hematoma. The wound was inflamed and festering, oozing terrible pus, and there was a fishy smell.

Lu Mansheng had seen all kinds of patients, and she was very good at relieving the suffering of others, but she never imagined that one day she would become like this—terrible, even disgusting.

The ridicule and insults of others made her unable to raise her head, the cries of children and the sound of shouting and rolling everywhere made her heart feel like death, her broken body and hoarse and weak voice made her unable to say a word, and all she could do was escape.

But this useless body, she can't keep her last bit of self-esteem.

Lu Mansheng stretched out his hand again, and in addition to many old scars, there were many new scars on his hands. These are the injuries she suffered when she crawled out of the crowd despite the physical pain, it hurt, it hurts.

However, the pain was not enough, Lu Mansheng brushed a tear from the corner of his eye, it really hurt his heart, didn't he cry without crying? And how can you still cry?

"It's dry, be careful of the candles-" The sound of a watch not far away was the only person in this corner. Lu Mansheng turned his head slowly and looked at the watchman not far away.

"Hey! How can you ...... so late? Hell! - "The drum was thrown to the ground in a panic, and the watchman crawled out of Lu Mansheng's sight.

Lu Mansheng twitched the corners of his mouth slightly and smiled ruthlessly.

Then she slowly left the street, and she wanted to find a place to stay while it was dark. Broken temples and abandoned thatched huts are all good, but they can't stay there anyway. Who can guarantee that the watchman will not come over and kill her monster with a group of people with flat poles and burning sticks or something in the next moment.

Thanks to her brilliant brain, even in the moment of exhaustion, it can automatically function and warn her.

That's right, as she crawled out of that bustling street during the day, she found that this place was completely different from her original world.

What a beautiful place it is, with its quaint buildings, its horse-drawn carriages rushing by, and its solemn and elegant bustling towns. If it was in the past, she couldn't ask for this opportunity, so she must go with her husband to see it. Now, she has become the dirtiest of deposits, a dirt that must be expelled from this bustling and beautiful city!

Lu Mansheng was lost in the great city and the crisscrossing roads, and no one knew where she would fall in the next moment.

Whenever she was about to fall, that warm gaze always appeared in her memory, piercing Xiao Xiao's cold night, hitting her body, and chasing her direction.

She loved her husband so much that she rarely said that.

Lu Mansheng, who is so strong, is a person who doesn't like to put love on his lips.

She has always believed that on the road of feelings, whoever speaks of love first and relies more on whom will lose.

Her husband has always tolerated her and cared for her, and never made her feel the slightest bit of panic. Only recently, countless quarrels have made her appreciate the bitter taste of love.

She had hurt the person who had been the best to her for ten years, and what right did she have to be nostalgic for him when she was in trouble?

The gaze behind him became weaker and weaker, Lu Mansheng reached out to grab it, but he still withdrew his hand, the light finally dimmed, and Lu Mansheng completely lost consciousness.

Before she lost consciousness, she heard the sound of warblers and swallows, the decadent and luxurious singing, as well as the staggered, drunken and drunken fans bowing their heads and flirting.

The dirtiest person, when she comes to the most prosperous place, she will be beaten to death mercilessly.

However, she no longer had the strength to go on......