On January 1, 2047, when it was about to be dark, Jiang Dajun and I got off the No. 366 bus at the bus stop at the north gate of the Central Plains Provincial University of Journalism and Media, and the two walked side by side into the university campus where we had lived for three years.

The scenery in the campus is still the same, the lights are still bright, and the cold of winter has not made this vibrant campus become sluggish, on the contrary, it shows the unique vigor and vitality of young people everywhere. The two of us entered the north gate of the campus and walked along the familiar and warm campus road towards our dormitory building, on this road I can still feel the eyes of my parents when they sent me, I can still feel the footsteps with Tian Xiaorui, the closeness of Liu Yuexiao arm-in-arm, and the seemingly nonexistent love affair with Xu Chunmei. On this road, even though it is the middle of winter, you can still see the old people strolling hand in hand, the young people holding hands, and the young parents leading their children to play on the street.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Jiang Dajun asked, "Continue, what do you want." I said, "It's only been four months since I did my internship, so how do you feel that this campus is both familiar and unfamiliar." It's just that the scenery is still the same, and the country has changed hands. Jiang Dajun said: "It's to continue your overly sentimental." I said, "Don't you feel that way?" Jiang Dajun said: "Yes, I feel that we are just passers-by of this university, coming and leaving." I said, "Yes, the weeping willows on the shore of Longzi Lake are still there, and the lights in the teaching building are still the same." Jiang Dajun said: "The green field on the football field is still the same, but a group of new people have changed." ”

The two of them chatted while walking, and before they knew it, they walked downstairs to the dormitory at No. 11 and No. 12, and I said to Jiang Dajun, "Second brother, you go up first." Jiang Dajun said, "Okay, I'll go back to the dormitory first." Simply clean up, and when you're done, go back to the dorm and find me. I said, "Okay." ”

Jiang Dajun walked towards dormitory building No. 11, and I took out my mobile phone and dialed Xu Chunmei's mobile phone. After the phone rang three times, Xu Chunmei's voice was heard. Xu Chunmei's voice still smelled of corn stubble in western Liaoning. Xu Chunmei said: "Hey, hello, I haven't heard from you for a long time." Hearing Xu Chunmei's question, I felt a lot more estranged, and this time Xu Chunmei didn't directly address Mr. or dear. I understand that there may be classmates around me, so it's inconvenient to call it so affectionately. I said, "yes, I've been busy lately. I didn't have time to contact you, and I didn't even give you your birthday, I'm sorry. Xu Chunmei said: "The birthday has passed early, so I won't worry about it." I said, "How can I do that, I have come to see you today, and where are you?" ”

Xu Chunmei asked with some surprise: "Where are you, come and see me." I said, "I'm right under the poplar tree at the east entrance of Building 12." Xu Chunmei asked, "Why do you have time to come to see me today?" I said, "Can you come out for a while, it's not easy to explain clearly on the phone." Xu Chunmei hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay, I'll go out." ”

The northwest wind blew off the last yellow leaf. The leaves were blown by the wind and whirred along the concrete floor to the southeast. The street lamps on the side of the poplar trees were already so dim, and the students who were afraid of the cold were fully armed, and they still couldn't help the cold and shrank back and walked towards the classroom or the library.

I had my back to the poplar tree under it, so that it would be protected from the north-west wind. I was carrying a birthday present for Xu Chunmei. stamped her feet and waited for Xu Chunmei. After 10 minutes, I saw a man wearing a short white down jacket and a down jacket and hat on his head. From the figure, I already recognized this person as Xu Chunmei. Xu Chunmei was wearing half-cut breeches on her lower body, but on her feet were wearing the same half-cut leather boots that she used to wear very casually.

I asked, "What's the matter?" Rose, why do you come down so slowly? Xu Chunmei walked to the leeward place under the big tree and said to me, "I just washed my hair when you made a big call." Those who blow their hair and put on their clothes again will be a little late. I said, "Oh, it's a shampoo, it's cold today, so I'll make a long story short." Xu Chunmei said: "Say it quickly." I said, "It's your birthday, I'm on a business trip in Dongshan, and I can't give you a birthday, so I'm here to give you a birthday gift today." ”

Xu Chunmei said: "No need, the birthday has passed, and I came to make up for the birthday gift." I said, "I've bought all the gifts, and if you like them, you can keep them." I took out the two kissing ceramic villains and the silk scarf I bought for Xu Chunmei from the paper bag, and showed Xu Chunmei with my hand. Xu Chunmei took the little ceramic man who kissed her mouth, looked at it and said, "This is too naïve." He took the scarf and said, "The color of the scarf is not suitable for me." I asked, "Haven't you always liked this color?" ”

Xu Chunmei said: "This time, that time, I liked it at the time, but now I don't like it, you can take these two gifts back, and you can give them to whoever you like." I said, "I have given these two gifts to my loved ones." Xu Chunmei smiled and said, "Then I can't ask for it." I said, "Why?" ”

Xu Chunmei said: "Let's get along, I don't want to hide anything from you, in the days when you are not with me, there are many followers, including a local cadre in Binhe City, his father works in the court, his mother works in the tax bureau, and he is also very energetic, and he is 10 cm taller than me." He pursued me again and again, and said that after I graduated, I didn't have to worry about finding a job. ”

I said, "I don't need to go into details, I understand." Other people's conditions are better than mine everywhere, so I quit, and even then I want to wish you eternal happiness. ”

Xu Chunmei said: "Thank you for your understanding, you can take your gift back, and when you have her in the future, you will give it to her." I said, "Thank you for being straightforward, goodbye." Xu Chunmei said: "I hope we can be friends in the future." I said, "There's no need to be friends, in the future, you face east and I face west, and we won't disturb each other." Xu Chunmei said: "I don't blame you for saying this, whether it is at home or outside, or among classmates, there are always people who say that I am a red face and a trouble, maybe I am really that kind of red face and trouble, I make you sad." ”

I said, "You go east and west because we both have different goals in life, I am not sad for the difference between the two of us, I am sad for our dream of dying on the beach of reality." We used to have a lot of dreams in common, but now they are all old dreams. This uses the fact that the dream is too plump and the reality is too skinny. No one is anyone's own, and although I like you to be attached to you, I can't stop you from choosing. Everyone has the right to choose what kind of road they take, how to go is life, it doesn't matter whether it's right or wrong, even so I still feel very uncomfortable, so after we say goodbye today, we will go our separate ways, and we will not get along with each other in the future. ”

Xu Chunmei said: "I can't care what you think, I don't care what you do, and from now on, it has nothing to do with me." It was too cold, so I went upstairs, goodbye. Xu Chunmei turned around and left, I stood in the wind, watching Xu Chunmei stride into the No. 12 dormitory building, I secretly said in my heart: "People are too realistic, one day you will regret it." "I walked towards our dormitory building 11 with a paper bag. (To be continued......)

PS: If there must be a separation in life, I hope that the separation is also a beautiful sorrow, without a heart-shaking encounter, how can there be that sad separation, since the separation is inevitable, we choose to face it calmly. "Troubled Youth" is a story about the joys and sorrows of youth in which young people march forward with songs, and all book friends are welcome to participate in it...... King of Liaoxi County