Chapter 17 I wish I had a good conscience
Once, I lived in a small city in the middle of the Big 6, but now I am here, and the person sitting in front of me is on the list of the 100 most beautiful faces in the world, which does sound a bit bloody, but think about it, I have actually walked a lot of rugged roads to get to where I am now, and who knows if I have bumped and bumped, sweated and bloodied along the way.
Shaking his head to shake off the useless emotion, he looked at Shirley in front of him again, her face was not very good, and there was a deep annoyance hidden between her eyebrows, seeing that I had been staring at her, Shirley's face turned red. "Ah, Oba, what are you looking at?" Zheng Xiujing pushed my arm. I ignored it, but continued to look at Shirley, and for a while there were many feelings. In the show, I saw Zheng Xiuyan crying, seeing crystal crying, and I saw many young female IdoL crying, I think the person in front of me must have shed tears in private. This is the entertainment industry, a circle with great pressure and shadows.
"Shirleyxi, although I know that it is a bit presumptuous to suddenly propose such a sudden proposal, I still feel that travel is the best way to relieve stress, and if you can, you can try to go abroad." Seeing me suddenly say such a general thing, Crystal looked a little surprised, she looked at me with wide eyes, and then looked at Cui Shirley.
Cui Xueli's expression was still the same, but she stopped eating and said, "Thank you, Seungwooxi." I nodded. She added, "Also, the food is delicious." ”
I smiled, but what I thought to myself was that a lively and cheerful girl who was smiling all the time on and off the stage was not smiling now.
Although his girlfriend's mood has not improved significantly, at least it has improved. Crystal squinted and swallowed a piece of meat, and said vaguely: "What Oba said is easy, how can we have such a long vacation, half a day off is a luxury for us, okay." ”
I turned my head and glanced at her for Crystal's lift: "It's so much nonsense to eat." Crystal glared back without showing any weakness. After glaring at me, she stretched out her left hand and lifted her head, touching her crystal earlobe, which I believe many fans know is her signature move. It means that she is either thinking about things wholeheartedly at this moment, or she is completely letting go of the air. After looking at the cute expressionlessness on her face for a long time, I saw that she picked up the chopsticks again and began to eat the vegetables. The corners of my mouth twitched, and there was no doubt that this girl had just been inexplicably letting go again.
The meal continued, and what made me a little strange was that Zhang Bo didn't say a word except eating from the beginning to the present, you know, Cui Xueli was sitting next to him, and her right hand was only 8 cm away from his left hand. And Zhang Bo didn't change his appearance because the two big stars were here, he still swept as always, and then looked at the expressions of the two girls, he didn't seem to care much, it was a completely paradoxical scene. Zhang Bo's expression was normal, and after I stopped to speak, the scene fell silent again, I rubbed my temples, too tired, too lazy to change the atmosphere at this moment, let them eat embarrassed.
"You eat slowly, I'll go lie down for a while." After saying that, I walked to the bed, put the pillow on the bed up, and leaned on the whole person, which is a feeling that I am too familiar with and like. Scientists say that dreamless sleep is deep sleep, and deep sleep is sleep that allows people to rest better. Thankfully, since I started working, I've been dreamless in sleep. Dreaming seems like a good thing for those who get a lot of sleep, but for me, dreaming is a luxury and a nuisance to me.
I don't know how long they ate this meal, because I had a long, long dream in this rare time of rest, in which my father got better, my road got farther and better, and many people from Jung so-jing, Jung so-yeon, Kim Tae-yeon, appeared one by one. Then I suddenly woke up from a dream, and a deeper sense of vanity enveloped my entire mind. I felt out of breath and had no strength in my limbs. I struggled to sit up straight, and saw Crystal and Shirley cleaning up the table, and Zhang Bo, who was sitting next to me, woke up, pointed at them, and shrugged helplessly at me. I licked my dry lips, thinking that these two girls were a little sensible and knew how to clean up the dishes and chopsticks. He took a sip of water and stood aside waiting for them to clean up.
"Kajia (let's go) I'll send you home." The crystal that had just washed her hands shook her hand with water droplets at me, and now I stared at me helplessly sideways and dodged.
The two girls politely said goodbye to Zhang Bo, and then I led them downstairs and stopped a taxi for them, Shirley got into the car first, unlike the last time I turned around and left, although I was still expressionless. But this time, I told the crystal a few words: "After going back, no matter how tired you are, you have to remove your makeup and go to sleep, don't hit the temperature of the air conditioner too low, don't be too greedy, it's not good to eat too many sweets, and when I have time, learn to cook some healthy dishes, if you want to eat, give me a call, I'll send it to you, Alaji (got it?) Seeing my differences, Crystal seemed to be a little uncomfortable with my changes, and the little face that emerged from the edge of the mask blushed, and she hurriedly said goodbye and got into the car. I waved goodbye to her, and she stared straight ahead, not seeing.
When the taxi disappeared at the end of the street, I turned and walked back. Let's start the analysis again: Zheng Xiujing wants to treat me as a relative, and it is certain that part of the reason is that my expressionless face and my ignorance have aroused her competitive spirit, as if no beautiful girl can endure such disregard. Secondly, it should be her kindness and a little bit of motherhood, after knowing my situation and my situation, she felt that I was pitiful and wanted to help me take care of me.
I habitually touched my chin: I didn't want to be in trouble, but I didn't want to be in trouble, and since she didn't think anything wrong about her like those fans, then now, I had to think a little bit about her. Before entering the dormitory, send a text message to Crystal: Don't play anymore when you get home, take time to rest, and remember to put on ear stickers. Then there was the expected lack of a reply to the text message, which I think must be feeling dignified by now.
When I entered the dormitory, Zhang Bo had already started studying, and I said with a haha: "Hey, is Shirley so beautiful that it stuns you, and you won't be able to speak." ”
Zhang Bo looked at the book with a very indifferent expression: "Because I know who I am." ”
The corners of my mouth twitched when I understood Zhang Bo: "Are you pretending to be a literary youth now?" ”
Sure enough, Zhang Bo laughed, he coughed: "This, that, excitement is certain, but when I speak, I actually don't want to say it." What can I do, what can I do if I don't say it, it's better to hurry up and eat vegetables, I said that krysta1, it's even more powerful than in the show, a complete foodie. If I don't hurry up and eat it, she will eat it all, you know? I smiled speechlessly at Zhang Bo's incomprehensible complaints, then took out my laptop and turned on the computer and prepared to start studying. After recovering the atmosphere, Zhang Bo, who had been thinking for a while, suddenly entered a state of concentration, turned around, stared straight into my eyes and asked, "What is the matter between you and Zheng Xiujing?" ”
Without warning, I was hit by this abrupt question, I looked at the computer screen, and my eyes didn't move at all: "She, chasing me, didn't you see?" ”
"Excuse me, how much do you rate your looks?" After getting my answer, Zhang Bo continued to look at me sincerely.
I felt that the corners of my mouth were about to cramp: "That should be that I am too miserable, plus my misery has a little to do with her, so the kind little crystal wants to help me and make a relationship with me." ”
Zhang Bo raised his index finger and shook it left and right: "There is no pure friendship between men and women. I smiled and punched him in the shoulder: "That's because you are too impure, there are so few pure children in the entertainment industry now, how rare is it for us to know one, you can't talk well?" ”
Zhang Bo sighed, "Forget it, but my brother is actually not bad, rich in inner charm and vitamin C, mainly because he is too restrained." It would be nice if I could really take her down, and then let my sister-in-law introduce me to resources. Seeing him say and start to be serious again. I punched him in the shoulder: "Ah, you know who you are, I know who I am." ”
"Then let's get a foundation." "Okay."
This is the end of the "pleasant game", a very comfortable conversation between brothers, and after the end of the conversation we begin to immerse ourselves in learning from each other.
At about nine o'clock in the evening, Crystal came with a text message: Oba, let's find a time to change the contract and remove the interest part.
"Don't you believe in my abilities? Also, why haven't you slept yet? ”
"There was something just now, it's not that I don't believe in Oba's ability, it's just that as a parent, how can I ask for interest on borrowing money."
Ignoring her insistence, I passed another meaningful text message: "Five years will give birth to a lot of things, no one can say what will happen in the future, the contract does not need to be changed, now, immediately, close your eyes and rest!" ”
Seeing that the crystal that couldn't convince me had to give up: "Okay, Oba should rest early." A humming emoji was added to the text message.
Rest early? I don't have that much time to rest. Even though I'm tired too! I admit that I once thought of using my relationship with Zheng Xiujing to make this debt unsettled. But I instantly put this thought out of my mind, I am not a principled person, nor a dignified person, but I hope that I am a person who still has a shred of conscience. Continue to fight at night, but there is a very heart-wrenching news, that is, the electricity bill has risen.
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