176. 176 Weird Dreams
"My mother is not a good stubble, and it is normal to carry a few black pots, so you can rest assured that your mother will carry it, adults, you must always protect the children." Speaking in front of Su Yan, Xiaomo was never polite.
"Stinky boy, what do you mean I'm not a good stubble, do you seem to be boasting?" Su Yan slapped Xiaomo's braincase, and his adopted son was really not as intimate as his adopted daughter.
"I didn't praise you." Xiaomo replied seriously, "You have something worth praising all over your body, and I feel that I am ruining those words if I want to praise you against my will." ”
"You, you- you're definitely not my own!" Su Yan grinds his teeth.
Xiao Mo flattened his mouth: "I think so too." ”
"Come on, Brother Xiaomo, aunt, the two of you will quarrel every day, no matter how you two look at it, you two are biological, even if you are really not the biological mother and son, I will suspect that there is an unclear and unclear blood relationship between the two of you." Satsuki was speechless at the two of them.
Su Yan Xiaomo: "......"
"By the way, Auntie, there's something I don't know if I should tell you." Satsuki pouted her little mouth in thought.
In the last few nights, Xiao Yue has always had the same dream, in which there is a lively and beautiful little girl talking to her, the little girl said that her mother's name is Su Yan, and her brother's name is Xiao Mo. Xiaoyue felt very inexplicable, when did my aunt have another daughter? She wanted to ask the little girl's name, but in her dream, there were suddenly big waves, surging and swallowing the little girl......
Every night, she would wake up from this dream. At first, Xiaoyue thought that she might be tired of playing recently, and it was normal to dream, but she had this dream for several nights in a row, and every time she watched the little girl being swallowed by the waves, and her voice screamed bitterly: "Mother, save me, brother, save me......"
That kind of desolate and mournful voice broke Xiaoyue's heart when she heard it.
Su Yan is very broad-hearted, even if someone tells her that she will die tomorrow, she can calmly drink tea and discuss with others how she will die.
Seeing Xiaoyue's serious face, Su Yan didn't know what big things the little girl wanted to say to her, so she said casually: "If you want to say it, just say it, if there is anything that should not be done, rest assured, my aunt's psychological tolerance is still quite good." ”
Xiao Yue bit her lip and asked softly, "Auntie, in addition to Brother Xiaomo, do you have a daughter?" ”
As soon as he heard the word "daughter", Su Yan seemed to have been beaten with chicken blood, and the person who was originally standing up immediately sat up in shock and asked in surprise: "What, did you see her?" ”
Xiaomo was stunned on the side: "Mother, when did you give birth to a sister behind my back?" ”
"Get out! Do I have that time? ”
"Auntie, do you really have a daughter?" Xiao Yue looked at Su Yan's appearance, and it was clear that it was true.
Su Yan sighed, even she couldn't tell about this matter herself, but she had heard Shen He and Liu Xi weakly mention it, and she thought that they wouldn't lie. She didn't want to get involved with her predecessors and refused to hear anything about her daughter. But she never mentioned this matter to Xiaomo Xiaoyue, where did Xiaoyue know?
"Satsuki, where did you hear about this?"
"I dreamed about it!" Satsuki replied solemnly.
Su Yan almost fell headlong: "What about you fooling me, dreaming about it, why didn't I dream about it?" If it were my daughter, it should be my dream if it were my dream. ”
"But I'm really dreaming about it." Xiaoyue was a little aggrieved, "I dreamed that a little girl told me that she was looking for her mother, her mother's name was Su Yan, and her brother's name was Xiaomo, I wanted to ask her name, but she was suddenly washed away by the flood, and she kept calling her mother to help her brother help, it's so scary." ”
Xiaomo was a little flustered when he heard this: "You have always been awakened by nightmares these past nights, it turned out that you dreamed of this?" ”
"Hmm."
"Mother, what the hell is going on? Do you have something to hide from me? Xiaomo was a little unhappy, and her mother was not honest at all.
Su Yan rolled her eyes at Xiaomo a few times, Auntie, I have a lot of things to hide from you, just saying that she is from modern times can scare a bunch of people to death.
"Hey, there are some things I originally wanted to tell you when you grow up, but since I mentioned it, then I'll just tell you." Su Yan sighed deeply, "I still remember Shen He and Liu Xiqiao I met before, I don't say that I guess you also guessed, they know me who has no amnesia, and they also know your biological father, but I don't remember anything, I don't know what happened before, so I don't want to go back at all." Last time they were leaving, they told me that you actually have a sister. Shen He is a general, and he is respectful to your father between his words, I think your father should be a big official, and your sister is taken care of by your father, so she must be living well, so I am not worried. ”
"Xiaomo, don't blame me for being ruthless, I don't recognize your sister, and I don't take you to recognize your father, I really can't accept a group of strangers all of a sudden. After all, feelings take time to accumulate, I can't treat your sister like you and Xiaoyue, as far as I'm concerned, you and Xiaoyue's stupid girl are people I'm familiar with, but your sister is not, and your father is not. Putting aside whether your father intends to take me home or not, from my standpoint, I don't want to go back at all. I used to love and hate your father, after all, it was all in the past, and I can't go back. If one day, your own father comes to look for you, and you want to go back with him, I will not object, and I will follow you wherever you want. I can't explain it to you clearly for a while, but if I have the opportunity in the future, I will explain it to you carefully. ”
These words are undoubtedly a bit cruel for a child, obviously having a father and a family, but she doesn't take him back. However, Su Yan can only be cruel, if he doesn't take a stand now, if Xiaomo's father finds him in the future, it will hurt even more when he is in a dilemma.
Xiaomo listened carefully to Su Yan's words, his little face was full of deep writing, he couldn't imagine that he actually had a sister, and he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart. Since he was a child, his sister was only Satsuki, and now another one has appeared, which is really strange. Xiaomo is not a paranoid child, he can fully understand the feelings of his mother, not to mention his mother, just talk about himself, if his father suddenly comes out and stands in front of him and asks him to accept it, he will be awkward. Compared with his own father, his relationship with Uncle Lin seems to be closer.
In the first two years, Xiaomo would have the idea of looking for his father, but now that he has grown up and can think, Xiaomo naturally won't blame his mother.
"Mother, it's okay, Xiaomo understands your worries, rest assured, Xiaomo won't embarrass her mother." Xiaomo blinked his big bright eyes and said to Su Yan seriously, "Listen to my mother's meaning, there is another article about my mother's amnesia?" ”
"Well, it's a big article, everyone will kill their mother as a monster when they say it." Su Yan put on a worried expression.
"It's so strict, that aunt still holds back and doesn't say it." Xiao Yue didn't look like a joke when she saw Su Yan, she didn't want her aunt to be killed as a monster.
Xiaomo had another thought: "Monster? Isn't my mother a human being? If it is not human, what is the prototype of motherhood? ”
Su Yan had three drops of sweat on his forehead, shaking Xiaomo's little shoulders: "What do you think, what kind of prototype, I am a human, really a human." ”
Xiaomo threw her a disdainful look: "There is no need to emphasize it so much, even if you are not human, I recognize you as my mother, if you are not human, as your son, I will definitely not be human, so I will not despise you." ”
Xiao Yue silently said: "Then I despise you two." ”
Su Yan Xiaomo: "......"
However, Xiao Yue thought about it, she didn't seem to have the qualifications to despise shì, she was like a living dead, she didn't even have a breath and a heartbeat, could she still be considered a human?
"Auntie, aren't you going to look for your daughter?" Xiao Yue and Su Yan's mother and son talked and laughed, but they always felt sullen and uncomfortable in their hearts. It's not strange to have such dreams one night, but it's a little scary to have such dreams for several nights in a row, and she is very worried that such dreams will come true.
"Not really." Su Yan shrugged, "Maybe someone won't recognize me, so I'm not even more embarrassed." ”
"But Auntie, what if the dream is true? Isn't your daughter in danger? ”
Su Yan frowned slightly: "Probably not, it's just a dream." It's strange to say, how can you have such a dream? You can't fight my girl who has never met before. ”
Xiao Yue pouted and shook her head: "I don't know either." ”
Xiao Mo listened to it on the side, his face sank, like a little old man, Xiao Yue would have such a dream, is it because Xiao Yue's body is different from ordinary people? If that's the case, wouldn't Xiao Yue often have to be annoyed to death by these dreams? Xiaomo began to turn on the mode of distressing Xiaoyue.
"Okay, little girl, don't think about it, it's going to be fine, wash and sleep." Su Yan hugged Xiaoyue affectionately, "At a young age, relax, your mind is too serious and hurts your body, you know?" ”
"Hmm." Satsuki nodded lightly, "I'm going to boil the washing water." ”
"Go ahead." Su Yan rubbed Xiao Yue's little face viciously, and then beckoned to his son, "Son, you continued to help your mother press her feet, and after standing all day, your feet hurt to death." ”
Xiaoyue went out, Xiaomo was left by Su Yan, what kind of essence Xiaomo is, where would he not know that Su Yan did it on purpose, he usually boiled water with Xiaoyue, so Xiaomo asked Su Yan slowly: "Why did you break Xiaoyue?" ”
Su Yan put away his usual hippie smile and asked in a very strict and serious tone, "Did something happen to Xiaoyue?" What are you two hiding from me? Don't lie to me. ”
"Mother's ......" Xiaomo promised Xiaoyue to keep it secret, and called Su Yan in a soft and cowardly voice, wanting to prevaricate, "What can we hide from you, you think too much." ”