"Do you know why I'm practicing the Ice Technique?" I don't know why, Yun Luo felt Tang Shao's lightly smiling face suddenly become heavy, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were a little cold.

Yun Luo shook his head blankly, looking at him seriously, and his expression was unconsciously solemn.

Tang Shao stood up from the kang, slowly paced to the window, looked at the buds on the branches outside the window, and said in a low voice: "This incident is the first major event in my life. Tang Shao paused, his tone was extremely cold, and Yun Luo had a bad feeling, "I am the first child of the county lord of Long'an, and I should have stayed with my parents to take Huan's knees, but because my mother had an accident during childbirth, I almost died. ”

Died young?

Got an accident during production?

Yun Luo's mind immediately thought of Mama Ma being randomly assigned after the birth of the county lord of Long An, could it be that Mama Ma played a role in the production?

So, she was sent away by her master on the grounds of marrying?

Suspicious suddenly, she pricked up her ears and focused on Tang Shao's story: "At that time, my father and mother were so anxious that they invited famous doctors to come to treat me, but they all said that I would not live for ten days, and my father and mother were very sad about this, and my mother washed her face with tears all day long. At that time, my maternal grandfather was still alive, seeing this, he took pity on his beloved daughter and couldn't bear his grandson, so he went into the palace overnight to ask the first emperor, and invited several old doctors in the palace who were good at children's diseases to the palace for consultation, but after three days and three nights of debate, he was still helpless. But I didn't want things to turn around, my master happened to travel to the capital, and my father found out where he was staying out of nowhere, so it took a lot of effort to invite him to the house to see me. After the diagnosis, Master said that there was only one way to save my life, and that was for me to practice the Ice Technique. Speaking of this, Tang Shao couldn't help but pause, although Yun Luo had many questions in his heart. Don't dare to make the slightest sound. was afraid of interrupting his thoughts, and after a while, Tang Shaofu said in a low voice, "But this cold ice technique is very difficult to practice. It is necessary to meditate and pranayama on a cold bed in the deep mountains where Master lives until he is completed. And it takes 20 years to practice. Twenty years...... Twenty years will be left in that bitter cold bed of ice. You can't leave a moment away, otherwise you will lose all your work and ruin. When my father and mother heard this, they were shocked. Although I was unwilling, but at that time, in order to save my life, I had to agree, and then sent me to the mountain, and from then on I became a boy in the mountain, and there was no one in the mountains all year round. Since I was five years old, Master has been wandering around a lot, and the only living things I can see around me are animals within a moment's distance of the cold bed, and gradually I have become less talkative and too lazy to talk. ”

Speaking of this, Tang Shao couldn't help but glance at Yun Luo deeply.

Was he explaining to himself why he didn't talk so much?

The thought flashed, but Yun Luo had already burst into tears-

She never knew that Tang Shao had left the capital city because of such a reason.

No wonder, I once heard that the son-in-law of the Tang family was a sick ghost who was dying soon, but I didn't want the rumors to be true, Tang Shao was really worthy of his life back then, but he was fortunate to meet the master and be able to teach him the trick of cold ice, and he was also a person with a firm heart, who endured the hardships of ice for so many years, and finally became accustomed.

But all these years of pain, where is it so easy that he said in these three words?

Years of desolation, loneliness, where is it so indifferent in his words?

Yun Luo couldn't help but cover his mouth with his hand and sobbed quietly.

Her heart ached like a knife, for the man in front of her who seemed to be cold and hard, but was not good at communicating with people, for the hardships he had endured since childhood.

Tang Shao was immersed in his thoughts, and he didn't notice anything wrong with Yun Luo at first, but when he eased his emotions and turned around, he found that Yun Luo was crying, and he was immediately annoyed, and blamed himself several times in his heart.

If I had known, I shouldn't have told her.

Fortunately, he only told her this, and if he told her all the inside information, he might have caused her some kind of sadness.

No, you have to keep her tight-lipped about other things. Including the parents, they should also communicate in advance, so as not to tell the mother everything about the year as soon as her emotions come up.

After making up his mind, Tang Shao hurriedly walked over and took a handkerchief to wipe Yun Luo's tears, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he took her into his arms, and said in a distressed tone: "Fool, why are you crying so much, aren't I living a good life?" ”

Gentle and doting, like coaxing a child.

Yun Luo threw himself into his arms with tears in his eyes, and couldn't cry: "You are still so casual, you left your parents in your infancy, and followed your master to the mountains, listen to your description, your master has left the mountains since you were five years old, and often travels all over the world, where is a person who can take care of people?" You must have had a hard time when you were a child, no wonder you told me that when you used to be in the mountains, you did everything, chopping wood and boiling water for cooking...... It turned out that it wasn't me, it was the truth...... Me, I...... I feel distressed when I listen to it, and it's even more uncomfortable to think about it...... Which man in this world who was born like you has not been treated by people since he was a child? Holding it in the mouth for fear of melting, holding it in the palm of the hand for fear of falling, surrounded by a bunch of mothers-in-law and small servants, when they reach the age, they specially invite people to enlighten and read. Why did you ever have to make a living by yourself? But what about you? But what about you? Not only do you need to be self-reliant at a young age, but the most difficult thing is the desolate life and the days when you are cold all over the body. ”

Yun Luo said, tears dripping down his face like pearls.

Rao never felt that Tang Shao, who had any misery in the past, was told by her like this, and he also felt a little embarrassed.

No one else can appreciate it, but his Yunluo can understand what he thinks.

He couldn't help but hug her, smelling the faint fragrance lingering on the tip of his nose, and there was a glint of water in his eyes.

Once upon a time...... Bitterness is not terrible, the most terrible thing is loneliness......

The loneliness of only one person in the mountains and wilderness penetrates into the bone marrow, and it is cold and biting.

So, he became more and more indifferent and more and more silent.

Because in his opinion, only by being harder and stronger than this loneliness can he no longer be hurt by it.

Therefore, after going down the mountain, he was alienated and indifferent to his parents and relatives or with his colleagues and brothers, his parents did not dare to be harsh on him because of their timidity, and their colleagues kept their distance from him because of awe. (To be continued......)

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