Chapter 118: If Two Judges
Raising her head and staring at a pair of big eyes, Mu Chenxi looked at Zhou Jin in surprise, and at the same time, she was also thinking in her heart, the difference between this Zhou Jin and that Shang Zichen.
However, before she could think of anything, Zhou Jin had already spoken again.
"Actually, I really want to thank you, Xiaoxi, although maybe for you, I met me...... It's a headache or disgust to you, but for me, to be able to meet the right you at the wrong time, I really feel that it was God who gave you to me. ”
“……”
The words that seem familiar are now coming from different people's mouths, but the meanings they represent are not the same.
If it was yesterday, if he hadn't listened to Shang Zichen's confession, maybe the dawn at this moment would only give Zhou Jin a cold look, or a silent departure, but now...... She didn't react in the slightest, just stood there, frowning slightly, while looking at the man in front of her with a complicated heart.
"The changes you have brought to me may be replaced by any other person, and it will only be a little thing in life, but do you know Xiaoxi, because of what you said, I have really been recognized by more people after that. And these are the people who used to be...... Never got it. ”
Looking at Zhou Jin's face with a relieved smile, Mu Chenxi asked in a puzzled whisper, "I said it...... Speech? ”
"Yes, maybe you've forgotten it, but I can't forget it, or rather, I have always ...... everything you said to me. In my heart, in fact, it is not deliberate, but it is like a kind of branding, every sentence and every word, let me unforgettable, give me a great shock, so for this, I really want to thank you, if there is no appearance of you, maybe now or in the future, I am still a wanderer, a lonely person. ”
"Lonely...... Uh, in my impression...... You don't seem to be alone, don't you have a lot of female ......" Hearing Zhou Jin's words, Mu Chenxi remembered for a moment the photos she saw on the wall of his home, so she said it unconsciously, but before she finished speaking, Zhou Jin smiled bitterly, and then interrupted her.
"Uh, heh, yes, at those times, I did have different people around me, in different places, but when I remember it with my heart, I never felt that in my heart, there was really anyone, in fact, if I was sincere, I thought I just brought them some of what they wanted, and at the same time accepted the ...... they gave me. Heartless love. ”
'Unintentional love ......' Mu Chenxi did not agree with what Zhou Jin said in her heart, but she did not deny it, although she didn't know what people like Zhou Jin were thinking about and doing every day, but she agreed with such a sentence, that is, unintentional love is not love at all.
"I don't know what to say about what you said, everyone has their own experience or way of life and habits, maybe I have said something, but I don't mean to interfere with your life, so ...... You don't really need to say any more thanks, and at the same time I don't feel ...... Those are related to me. ”
Although Mu Chenxi's words were cold, but at this time, from her face, Zhou Jin did not see the same disdain and indifference as in the previous meetings, but instead it was a kind of distress, but he couldn't understand what this distress was for, or because of whom.
He didn't continue to move forward, because he knew in his heart that no matter what he had done before, no matter what he was saying now, even if Dawn didn't hate him so much now, he still had to keep some distance from her, and he definitely couldn't have too much good feelings about himself.
Pursing his lips slightly, Zhou Jin exhaled deeply, and then continued: "Some people have a heart, but do unintentional things, and you, maybe just unintentional, but your every move, word and word, is sincere, just like now, you can listen to me so reassuringly, can be willing to raise your head to look at me, I already feel that it is really a rare happiness." ”
Although the words were a little numb, but on Zhou Jin's face, Mu Chenxi couldn't see a trace of flirtation, which made her have an illusion for a while, as if the playboy she had seen was not the same person as the gentle and handsome man in front of her, and gradually, it seemed that the face she was looking at had become more and more acceptable to herself, and she had a trace of imperceptible liking......
Touched the fireplace beside him with his hand, Zhou Jin really liked these furniture, not only because this was recommended by Chenxi at the beginning, but also because every time he saw these furniture, he could always feel it in his heart...... My life doesn't seem to be so cold.
"Actually, maybe this list is my request, but to tell the truth, for the purchase of these furniture, the employees of these dozens of households are still very fond of it, and I have also consulted the opinions of various families before, so really, this is not a mandatory requirement, and ......."
Speaking of this, he glanced at Liao Xiaobai, who was standing next to him with a blank face, and then turned back to look at Chenxi and said, "So today in front of your friends, I also want to say that I am not doing this to you, but I really want to thank you, thank you for the words you said to me that day, and thank you for your ...... to me that day Refuse. ”
"Uh......" Hearing Zhou Jin say this, Mu Chenxi didn't know how to say it for a while, in fact, thinking back to what he said to Zhou Jin that day, although it was indeed what he thought in his heart, but I have to say that he did not have any affection for this Zhou Jin at that time, but now that I think about it, if I really didn't say those words at that time, I am afraid that maybe I want to leave, and it will not be so simple......
In contrast, in fact, sometimes Chenxi will also think about what she will be like after if she couldn't resist those temptations at that time and failed to draw a bottom line for herself.
Although these are all just possibilities, although these are things that have not happened and cannot happen, but if you just want to think about it, then it is still a good guess.
First of all, the most undoubted point is that I don't need to be busy every day, I don't need to go around every day for the thousands of yuan, I don't even need to think about where I can spend enough, and I won't just give tens of thousands of yuan to my family and be extremely excited, maybe at that time...... Tens of thousands of dollars are nothing to the fallen self.