Chapter 152: To the End

How long is the silence? The clock was sitting beside us, counting the cruel seconds for us.

Just when I hesitated, Yin Enjing's eyes began to wither rapidly, no matter how unique she was, when she encountered this kind of thing, she couldn't escape all kinds of negative flowers blooming in her heart, these flowers were all gray.

I said before that scandal is the most hurtful weapon, but in the final analysis, scandal can be summed up as deception. Lies are the most hopeless thing in the world.

"I have always chosen to believe you, and even expected your explanation, but now you don't even bother to give an explanation, and it seems that you are hiding a lot of things from me." Yin Enjing's lips curled, looking like a smile, but there was a taste of failure. I lowered my head, raised it again, looked at Yin Enjing's haggard face, and finally couldn't help but speak: "Some time ago, Zheng Xiujing confessed to me, but I told her, the person I like is by my side." Out of reluctance to tell this intimate matter, I sighed with no end.

"Just after rejecting her, I thought that I would not be able to meet her again because of embarrassment, but the result was very unexpected, she said that she would continue to be related to me." After listening to what I said, Yin Enjing rested her hands on the table, her fingers tightly entangled. "And you said yes?" Yin Enjing, who heard about this for the first time, was not a little surprised, she looked at me and asked lightly.

"I can't help but agree, I admit that I have the heart to take care of her, but I can be soberly sure of one thing, I have no second heart for you."

"Hey (that's enough)." Yin Eunjing, who suddenly raised her voice, turned pale, and she straightened up from the back of her chair. Hanging his eyelids and shaking his head, he said to me slowly: "Don't say this twice, I will believe it after saying it twice." When this familiar line was uttered by Yin Enjing, I realized the problem between me and her. It has been strict to such a point.

"As for the fact that Zheng Xiujing will like you, I have already guessed a little, but I have never been sure, because I know that if I really want to compare with Zheng Xiujing, I am worthless." Yin Enjing stretched out her hand to stop me as I wanted to speak. She didn't intend to give me a chance to argue at all, she seemed to have found an opportunity to say all the suppressed words in her heart.

"Before that, I always chose to believe you, so when you cooked for Zheng Xiujing. I didn't say anything. When you sent Zheng Xiujing to eat, I didn't say anything. Even, when you took Zheng Xiujing on a trip, I still didn't say anything. Yin Enjing said, but there was no complaint or anger in her tone, she seemed to be telling a very ordinary thing.

"I said it, those are just ordinary care for Zheng Xiujing, for you. I can do the same. Hearing my words, Yin Eunjing leaned back into her chair. If you give it to me, it's the same thing you give to someone else. Then I don't want it. She was still speaking slowly, but with great seriousness.

It was only then that I realized that from the very beginning, there was an extremely inconspicuous estrangement between Yin Enjing and Zheng Xiujing, a normal woman can't be so generous, generous enough to forgive her boyfriend for caring for another woman. Originally. It's always been my negligence, it's me who asks too much of Yin Eunjing.

"So. Are you forcing me to make a choice now? When I said this, I tried to keep it up. Keep your lips from trembling. Yin Enjing turned his head to look away: "Ani (not), I'm not forcing you, and I can't force you, I'm just complaining." Yin Enjing's words seemed to save the relationship between the two of us again, my heart beat more, my fingers clenched, and at this moment I saw a glimmer of hope.

Just as I was about to seize the opportunity to try to say something to redeem myself, Yin Eunjing interrupted me again. "I just saw the photo, and in the color photo, the two of you are hugging clearly. So even though I've always chosen to trust you, this time, I can't pretend I can't see it anymore. For the first time, I suspect that your feelings for Zheng Xiujing are not just the care you yourself say. ”

My lungs shrank, and I let out a heavy breath. "Your suspicions are wrong, I repeat, your suspicions are wrong." Word by word, I looked at Yin Enjing, hoping that she would believe me again. Hit by my sincere gaze, Yin Enjing's heart shook violently, and her hands resting on the table were already covered with sweat. "Is my suspicion really wrong?" Yin Enjing's pupils who were sitting on the bench dizzed blankly, and she hung her head and muttered to herself.

Seeing her like this, I didn't hesitate and grabbed her hand. Ten fingers intersect, body temperature mutual induction. Burned by my hand that I don't know when it warmed up, Yin Eunjing came back to her senses. Slowly but surely, she withdrew her hand from my palm. "I can't help but doubt it, maybe you haven't clearly felt what kind of Cheng DΓΉ you have taken care of Zheng Xiujing." Hand after hand, I sat dumbfounded, the residual heat in my palms quickly dissipated, and my gaze quickly dimmed.

"In the end, you are still forcing me to choose, choose Zheng Xiujing, or choose you." I looked directly at Yin Enjing and said, this time, Yin Enjing did not refute. The soul escaped, my mind was empty, to be honest, I never thought about this question, neither of them, I didn't want to give up.

In this way, the two men were silent in a lifeless air. Ten minutes later, Yin Enjing once again didn't wait for my answer, she pursed her lips and said, "Since you don't want to answer, then let's separate for a while, so it's good for you and for me." I think it's going to take a while to think about it. "For Yin Enjing's separate mentions, to be honest, I don't want to agree at all, but her words are firm, and after the scandal came out, there were a lot of rights and wrongs.

I'm willing to bet that the downstairs of SBS is now crowded with reporters and fans from all walks of life, and even some of the reporters with fierce backgrounds have entered the building. Now we really can't meet again. Seeing that I nodded silently, Yin Eunjing got up and prepared to leave, but it seemed to be because of pain. She was slow to get up. My arm moved uncontrollably, but in the end I didn't hold her back, because there were no words left in my mouth to keep us talking.

Watch her disappear into the elevator, in that cold tin box. She's about to fall, and I'm about to rise, but neither of us is going in a direction like heaven. Together for less than 1oo days, because of a scandal. The feelings that I once believed in were close to falling apart.

After sitting alone in the cold white chair for a long time, I got up with a blank face and took the coffee can on the table and threw it into the trash can next to me. SBS didn't have the need to stay anymore, and I took a step. Passing through a fiery gaze, we reached the hall. Standing in the hall and looking out of the gate, the hustle and bustle outside the door is as bustling as your eyes, there are reporters holding microphones, cameramen carrying cannons, and fans holding mobile phones, which are flashing. It is about the words of opposition.

I know that such a big battle is not all coming against me. Like journalists, their ultimate goal is actually SBS official. They are astute and know that even if they catch me, I won't speak, so they simply seek a breakthrough on the official side and try to get first-hand information from the official. As for those fans, their purpose is also SBS official, whether it is the field worker or the identity of VJ. It's all completely at them. In addition, knowing that I was the VJ in charge of the filming of "She Who Was Lovely to Me", they extremely suspected that it was at that time that Zheng Xiujing and I had a relationship. Feelings are generated at work. So these fans tried to use this protest to put pressure on the SBS side. Let SBS fire me.

Glancing at these people indifferently, I naturally lowered my hands to my side and turned around and walked to the staff passage on the other side. Walking down the narrow and crowded aisles to the underground car park is just as restless, with the smelly media and fans not sparing a corner, but the number of people here is relatively smaller. Glancing at them, this time, I didn't stop, straightened my back, and walked towards the crowd with a cold expression.

These people, who had been waiting for a long time at the end of the staff passage, saw me with different expressions. The reporter leaned over to me quickly, and the microphone was held up in front of him, like a cannon, and questions poured out. "Liu Chengyu Xi, so far the S-M official has not made any response, is your relationship with Zheng Xiujing real?"

"Liu Chengyu xi, may I ask if your relationship with Zheng Xiujing started during the filming of "She Who is Lovely to Me", as analyzed by netizens."

"Liu Chengyu Xi, about the matter of falling in love during the filming, how did SBS deal with you?"

"Liu Chengyu xi, I heard that your original identity was a field worker, right?"

Many problems came like a 12-level wave, and along with it, the cameraman's flash shooting. The first time I "enjoyed" such treatment, I felt that my vision had been almost lost, and the world was completely white. At such a dizzy moment, I suddenly stood still, and the reporters who crowded to me were stunned when they saw this action, and at the same time stopped and gathered around me. Except for the protesting voices of fans at the back of the crowd, the reporters stopped asking questions, and they handed the microphone to my chest, thinking that I had stopped to answer the question.

Clearly, though, I let them down. Reaching out to block my eyes, and getting used to the glow of the flashing lights, I reached out to push through the crowd, took another step, and walked quickly towards the parking lot not far away. From beginning to end, my back was straight, no matter how much they asked questions or insulted me, I always straightened my back, and I never intended to grovel to these people.

Without a hint of fluctuation in their expressions, they broke through the crowd, and the reporters began to follow my steps in a hurried attempt to get closer again. I didn't look back, K5 is not far away. Quicken your pace, get into the car before the crowd approaches, move the car without hesitation, turn the steering wheel, and drive straight out of the parking lot. Seeing this, the crowd following stopped chasing, and the fans' curses still rang out in the air. Several reporters glanced at each other, already wondering how to edit the headlines they were waiting for. (To be continued)

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