I wasn't afraid of Mengtan knowing what I knew, but I didn't want to tell her what I knew, so I deliberately gave her an ambiguous official smile, giving her the right to speculate and the trouble.

"Mrs. Tan knows more than this palace."

When Mengtan and Huayang met, Mengtan even had to hide from Yu Huai, and informed Huayang that Yu Huai was my person in time, so their discussion must be related to me.

Maybe I felt my transparency with her, and I lost my mind thoughtfully; I looked at her helplessly at the corners of her drooping lips, and instead helped Luo Onion to leave carefully.

Regardless of whether they will or dare to attack my child, I have to be careful, because once something happens to the child, it will be irreparable regret.

Many times when I am in trouble or I know that Lin Jixiang is in and out of Yingzheng's side, I am nervous, and I want to find Lin Jixiang to explain some words clearly, but I can't help but make people suspicious of me and Lin Jixiang, let Lin Jixiang realize my concern for him, and make Yingzheng unhappy with me and Lin Jixiang, I try to avoid Lin Jixiang's figure, and now I received a secret letter from Lin Jixiang asking me to meet, but I have to go to him.

At such a busy time when assisting Yingzheng to open the country, he didn't find me for a long time, and suddenly wanted to see me, Lin Jixiang must have something very important.

I know that Ying Zheng is not happy with me now, and he will be sad again if I go to see Lin Jixiang, but in order to avoid the greater unhappiness that I may cause if I don't go to Lin Jixiang, I decided to go to Lin Jixiang, even if Ying Zheng will blame him.

Recently, I have been hearing the news that Lin Jixiang, who was introduced by Luo Onion, was found by Yingzheng, and now I see him at Lin Jixiang's residence, which must be a rare time for him to have free time in his busy schedule, so as soon as we met and after a short greeting, he signaled me to withdraw all the servants.

"Xiangjue is so anxious to ask me to come over, but what's wrong?" I asked urgently.

I was in a hurry, and Lin Jixiang was also in a hurry, and he subconsciously looked at the servants outside the hall. Straight to the point and told me about his purpose.

"Ying Zheng asked me to stay, and he said it many times, and he couldn't shirk it anymore." He said.

It was unexpected for Ying Zheng to stay with Lin Jixiang, I thought that Ying Zheng would like to let Lin Jixiang leave quickly, but what surprised me even more was that Lin Jixiang, who has always been free and easy, was actually pushing Ying Zheng's mention, and it didn't seem to be once or twice.

Lin Jixiang didn't say bluntly that he didn't want to do things with Ying Zheng, he would definitely not be taboo Ying Zheng's power and knowledge, then he-

"Xiangjue wants to stay?"

If he thinks about staying, there are only two reasons, one is that he is unwilling not to kill Ying Zheng. The second is - me!

I could see the panic and resistance in my eyes when I asked, and Lin Jixiang's pupils were full of pain.

"What, you don't want me to stay?" After asking a question, he watched me avoid the idea of expressing his unwillingness, Lin Jixiang was unwilling to accept my answer, and he said his thoughts to himself: "I don't want to stay either, so I called you to come with me." ”

That's what he's for, what he's so anxious that he's compelled to take a risk: for me!

Guilt and distress welled up in my heart, and these tenderness prompted me to flatly refuse his invitation.

"I'm not leaving." I sneered at him.

How many times do I have to say it before he can believe that I am really determined to live with Yingzheng!

Not discouraged by my reaction. Or maybe he was deliberately hiding his discouragement, just hurriedly speaking to me again.

"If you don't go, how can I go." He expressed his frustration.

When I'm gone, he really can't go, and I'll become a radar-like being, no matter where he takes me or how long he walks out. Ying Zheng will follow the "signal" to hunt us down to the ends of the earth.

And I don't want Ying Zheng to be so angry, I don't want Lin Jixiang to be so tired, and I don't want to involve two men and relatives I love in a row.

"Xiangjue. You don't owe me anything, I don't owe you anything, and I won't hold you back wherever you go. "I was harsh. I think Lin Jixiang's heart must be very painful, because I hate myself for being ruthless.

Lin Jixiang's eyes were red, the whites of his eyes were bloodshot, he looked at me fixedly, and it took a long time to suppress the fire in his heart and speak calmly again, his words full of compromise and pleading.

"Xi'er, calm down, listen to me, and think from the heart. Don't think about children, just want to live in the palace with Yingzheng, and travel with me, you tell me the truth, who do you want to be with. ”

It would be difficult for him to give up on me and leave alone, because the fear and cowardice in his eyes at this moment was something I had never seen before, and if I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I don't think I would have dared to imagine that these expressions could come from Lin Jixiang's eternal wise and confident eyes.

He was so strict that I told him my heart with my most serious and solemn mind.

"Xiangjue, I'm not a child anymore, I'm also very serious when I talk to you, you believe me, please believe me, I won't lie to you, I really don't plan to leave Yingzheng in this life."

What I do can only affect Lin Jixiang, not what he decides, some things can only be persuaded by him to figure it out on his own, and some paths can only be decided by him on his own.

Lin Jixiang's blood-red eyes turned into crystal teardrops.

"What is the reason for this qiē?" His incomprehension broke my heart.

If he doesn't say something, he can't say it in his heart, and he can't let go of the circular chain between us from far to near, from near to far.

I paused and pronounced my words carefully, and elaborated on his incomprehension.

"Back then, Xiangjue ignored my wishes and insisted on sending me to Qin, although I was willing to obey for Xiangjue, but I was not very reluctant in my heart.

In the years since I arrived in Xianyang City, I knew that my identity was embarrassing, my face was outstanding, and I didn't dare to relax the slightest bit about the people around me, waiting for Ying Zheng's hunting order at any time, praying that the best result would be to kill me with a knife;

Finally, the country of Qi was favored by Yingzheng, I was ordered to be gracious, and finally the sheep came out of the tiger's mouth, and after hardships and graces, I fell in love with Yingzheng and returned to peace, but you appeared again. ”

Looking up at Lin Jixiang, who was quietly listening, there were more tears in my eyes than in his eyes.

"Your appearance is shocking to me, Yu Yingzheng is ruthless, I am sandwiched between you, frightened, panicked all day long, for fear that one day you will take Yingzheng's life, and I am also afraid that Yingzheng will want you to be doomed for a while, this kind of situation of advance and retreat is simply going to kill me every minute.

Xiangjue, I know that your enmity with Ying Zheng is not a day of frost, so I dare not beg you to let go of the belief in revenge, but I beg you, please let me go, I really fall in love with Ying Zheng, the love is incomprehensible, the love is pure, I am willing to give up a qiē for him, including freedom..."

"Enough!"

Lin Jixiang drank violently, brushed his sleeves and turned his back, and he suddenly drank and drank a few spirits all over my body, and the drinking Luo Onion firmly hugged me who was shaking, and the people outside the hall who drank surrounded me.

He couldn't listen to what I said, but felt a momentary gaffe, then in his heart, he must have accepted my repeated words that I love Yingzheng.

Straightening his body and settling his mind, I understand that Lin Jixiang's state of being extremely unstable at this time, so the servants who were about to come in hurriedly retreated.

"Does this palace want you to come in?" They looked at each other with a question, but no one withdrew, so I opened my mouth again in a feigned anger: "This palace said that you are not allowed to enter without an order from this palace, can't you hear it?" ”

Seeing that I was angry, the people were inconvenient to wait and see, and they all withdrew in order.

"Xiangjue, you should leave, only if you leave, I can live with peace of mind." I was ruthless in "mending the knife".

Lin Jixiang raised his head with his back to me, I think he was afraid that he would be a big man with tears flowing in front of me, since he didn't want me to see his embarrassment, then I had better leave, because we had no other way out if we stayed.

After taking a few steps, I think Lin Jixiang adjusted his voice, and his not very peaceful hoarse voice sounded behind me.

"Remember what I told you," he said, "and I will not leave you alone, whether it be the kind of palace life you want, or the despair of despair when you regret it later." ”

I stopped, turned my back to him, tears flowed endlessly, for his belated affection, but also for the dilemma I couldn't solve.

"Why bother with Xiangjue..."

"Enough!"

He feebly terminated my words again, refusing to hear my words of disapproval.

At this time, he didn't want to hear my words, and I was so choked up that I couldn't say anything more.

After leaving Lin Jixiang, my depressed mood was much smoother, and I was afraid that I would be seen in the inner palace that I was excited and eventful, and my pace was a little slower, so after adjusting my feelings and before entering the gate of the inner palace, I quickly felt a person who hurriedly ran over on the palace road on my side, and casually turned my head to look over.

At this glance, I can be regarded as seeing Su Ji.

"Mrs. Creek Fulu Kang'an!" He fell to my feet panting.

"Get up and talk."

When I saw him and stopped, he was still running fast, thinking that it must have come for me.

"The slave heard that Mrs. Xi was out of the inner palace and came to pay a visit, but fortunately, he caught up." It was hard for him to catch his breath.

Sure enough, they wanted to see me.

"Master Su can ask for a meeting in a book if you have something, you don't have to work so hard."

Su Ji bowed his head and clenched his fists, and his breath that slowly calmed down was much smoother.

"The slave is here to ask Mrs. Xi for sin, don't dare to disturb Mrs. Xi with a book."

Please? There is only one thing I asked Su Ji to do, he must be sorry for Ji Juan's death. (To be continued......)