581. 582 Jane's Heart
"You can think of what I'm going to do, and you can guess what I'm going to say. I can promise to give you back Lin Dongyao's qiē, but I want you to re-enter the palace as an official! Right under my nose, I'm going to watch you every day! Just like four years ago in the Prince's Mansion, you are in front of me, you can touch it with your hand, and you can see it when you raise your eyes! It's no longer far away, I don't know where you are in the next moment! Linghu full moon, this is my request!! ”
Lin Jian questioned Full Moon almost word for word, with a tone of warning and showdown.
If it weren't for the deep feelings hidden in it, how could it be so persistent and angry now.
Full Moon knew that continuing to cling to him was just returning to the original point, and she couldn't let Lin Jian take the initiative in this matter, since she had come back, she had already faced their contradictions and the crisis she was going to face, so she had to simply solve the scene in front of her.
"Your Majesty, don't talk nonsense, you want the full moon to enter the palace as a female official, the full moon can promise you, but the full moon will not stay by your side, whether this huge palace really has no other work suitable for the full moon, the emperor should not explain it. The full moon requires a qiē left by the husband before leaving, from the palace to the title deed, to the palace guards. ”
Speaking of this, Lin Jian's eyes narrowed and said in a cool voice,
"You said before he left? What do you mean - he's still alive? Just left for a while? I'm afraid that the one who leaves is also within my line of sight!! ”
"Your Majesty, my husband just left physically, but his soul will always look at me and my daughter, and he left Qiyuan to me, which is to give me the greatest comfort, and also to give me a hint, let me continue to persevere, for the sake of our daughter, we can't give up the one that should belong to our daughter, and please ask the emperor to fulfill it!"
When the full moon said this, it only brought Lin Jian a sneer, and in the depths of the sneer, it was endlessly sad.
"Linghu Full Moon, you keep saying that you are for your daughter, heh-you have now found a tool that can perfunctorily fight back against me, with this daughter, are you invincible? Can you use it all the time? ”
In fact, Lin Jian didn't think that he could catch the full moon, but he said one sentence after another, originally he was supposed to occupy the "battlefield" of the initiative, but it was gradually controlled by her.
He walked down like this according to the qiē she had designed, and walked to the end of the unknown, dazed, but saw no result.
"Your Majesty, when the full moon said this, it wanted to discuss with you, let's take a step back alone, so-isn't it? Even if you are the emperor, you can't cover the sky with one hand, otherwise, the full moon will not be able to stand here and talk to the emperor. The emperor also has fears and concerns. ”
The full moon is full of blood, and the tone is not heavy, but it is enough to penetrate Lin Jian's heart.
He gritted his teeth and said,
"You're more comfortable threatening me now!! Linghu Full Moon!! ”
"Your Majesty, this is not a threat! It's just a different angle. The minister and the emperor are between the monarch and the minister. How can the minister be serious, can the emperor care seriously! After all, Kechen is just a person, he can't be divided into two, he is flesh and blood, and a heart can only live in the world intact, and if he is separated, he will die! The minister is still alive, this heart is still beating, the minister is Lin Dongyao's princess, this heart is his. This life is unswerving, if there is a future life, I hope that there will be memories about him in my memory, even if I am struggling to find memories, sadness is blessing. ”
What Full Moon said at this moment made Lin Jian taste a piercing feeling even more than just now.
What she said, he should have been mentally prepared a long time ago, but when facing her, he still stepped down his imperial hypocritical defense line step by step, and he could be ruthless and angry in front of her, but he would not really be angry with her.
His anger towards her is like a child's house in the end, and his anger will disappear as she leaves his side, because anger is not taken seriously, care is eternal.
"Oh - a good sadness is a blessing - that my care and feelings for you have not changed until now, has it also become your blessing? If not, you would have died a thousand times since the fox full moon!! ”
At this moment, Lin Jian wanted to return to his identity as the crown prince more than ever, he must see her before she met Lin Dongyao, he must enter her heart before she touches Lin Dongyao, he must be before him-
Certain!
But now—it's too late!
He wants to have an afterlife, but the word afterlife is untouchable and insightful to him now.
If you can't touch it, it's just an illusion, but you're still obsessed with thinking about it.
The longer it lasts, the more obsessed it becomes.
"Your Majesty, the minister once thought that the emperor was the simple and unique His Royal Highness the Prince, but after all, the minister has experienced unimaginable hardships and blows that ordinary people can't imagine, and the minister can't trust others all at once, from Lin Dongyao to the emperor, but again, in Huhui Mountain, when the same crisis is in front of you, the emperor, you choose to resolve the crisis into the crisis of others, but Lin Dongyao held my hand at that time, and overbearing sued me and asked me to accompany him for three years!! We have gone through more than three years, maybe it is the curse of these three years, I left for three years and gave birth to Qiyuan, but after all, I still have to come back, back to this place where my husband brought me a qiē. Your Majesty, between you and me, even if we face it every day, what can we do? It's just that the contradiction will be intensified in advance - the emperor can still hold back the anger in his heart now, but what about the future?
The minister will not follow the emperor in everything, the emperor will have a day when the minister lifts the table and plays the board, it is better not to see the minister This big trouble, the emperor has all the opportunities, and the minister also sets the province every morning and dusk to be a female official of the minister, all year round, that is, every year to save energy and the same as other people in the palace, see the emperor a few times, the days are long, and it will be light. If you don't see it, it's as light as clear water, colorless, tasteless."
Before Lin Jian got angry, Full Moon still had the patience to explain so much to him.
Because she understands that as long as she stays in the palace for the first day, the contradictions between her and Lin Jian and the other people in this harem will never be eliminated.
If we meet every day, it only increases the chance of conflict erupting.
She needs time to revive the Rouhuai Palace, and she needs time to set up a qiē.
"Colorless, odorless? Huh—" He smiled bitterly.
"Good! You Linghu Full Moon said it too well!! It's so sharp that I am speechless!! ”
He wanted to catch her and question her fiercely, he knew her, from the status of the prince to the current king, in the end, in exchange for her four-word description - colorless and tasteless??
Even if you taste the water, it will taste very cold or slightly sweet, right?
Is it going to be reduced to colorless and tasteless?
Her description seemed to be nonsense, but it stabbed him in the heart so hard that she didn't leave him a chance to breathe and refute.
"Please also ask the emperor to agree to the minister's request."
Full Moon's tone was light, and his expression was equally calm and unwavering.
She was grateful to Lin Jian for helping her again and again in the past, and even letting her go. She also felt sorry for his dedication and persistence, but in the end, what she longed for and needed was a couple for a lifetime, not a double heart, she fell in love with Lin Dongyao, and there was no way to separate her heart and give Lin Jian again.
It had been a mistake for her to come back from the beginning, but if he hadn't come out to find her, why would they have met again?
If there was an accident, the only surprise was that Lin Jian's feelings for her once again exceeded the depth she expected.
It was like a bottomless black hole deeper than a thousand-foot cold pool, and for a moment, it was a terrifying depth for her.
This love is deep and deep, but one day in the future, it will also be transformed into the opposite terrible force because of this deep dedication.
I'm afraid that it will bottom out and rebound, and it will pull everyone down into his bottomless black hole.
"Good, good! Good! That's great! Lin Jian nodded suddenly, as if she had thought of something, and looked at her with a smile, her eyes moist.
"What else can I say? I can never say you can't, don't I? I have the upper hand in front of you for a while, and I will regret it afterwards and harm myself, I admit that I have never been able to win against you in my life, and I have never thought of winning you Linghu Full Moon, in front of you, I have fallen to any extent. ”
Lin Jian suddenly spoke very calmly, as if he had let go of any stubbornness and paranoia at first glance, but Full Moon saw deeper emotional fluctuations in his eyes.
"I promised you, Linghu full moon. You are a female official, but you don't have to see me every day. As you said, in this huge palace, it is too easy for me to find you a business where you don't have to face each other every day, and if you meet every day, it must be full of contradictions, and I depend on you. ”
His tone grew softer and softer, and at the end it seemed like he hadn't heard it.
"Let's go."
He waved his hand, and the bright yellow sleeves drew a bleak and bleak arc in mid-air, which was obviously bright yellow, but at this moment it showed a desolate and bleak atmosphere.
Full Moon's eyes drooped, and he took a step back, then turned around, raised his head, and walked outside without any nostalgia.
Every step she took seemed to be stepping on the tip of his heart, and the most painful part of his heart was as if it had been stabbed by the tip of a knife, but it continued to beat without stopping. Even if every beat would bring a sharp pain to the heart, he would exchange the beating of his heart for her attention and attention.
Even if what awaits her in the end is her resolute and ruthless turn.
"Su Kang—" His voice suddenly sounded in the hall, with a hint of low and hoarseness.
Su Kang quickly ran in from outside the hall.
"Your Majesty, what do you command?"
Su Kang only felt that the emperor's voice was more gloomy and hoarse than before, and he unconsciously pricked up his ears and listened carefully, for fear of missing the emperor's orders.
"Go to the prison."
Lin Jian almost squeezed out three words from between his teeth.
Su Kang was stunned for a moment, and then immediately ordered.
"Yes, Your Majesty, the minister will send someone to prepare."
"No need, I'll go now!! I'm going to see a man who is waiting to die, what else do I need you to prepare in advance? Could it be that after four years of imprisonment in the prison, he can still move? ”
Lin Jian's tone became more and more gloomy and cold.