Chapter 219: Appeasement
It was late at night, the incense that Bai Guanghan ordered for her was excellent, and after going to the medicine bag on her lap, An Lan fell asleep.
However, the dream was a different story.
She went back to before she was seven years old, and for a while she was led by Liu Banxian to walk the streets and alleys, and for a while she went to Liu Banxian's stall to squat, staring blankly at the pedestrians coming and going on the street, and then looking at the steamed bun shop next to her with drool. As long as Liu Banxian has an income, he will buy her a fat bun that is bigger than her two palms combined, and let her hold it all the way home. She didn't expect that she actually had a home, and someone boiled water and cooked for her every day......
However, later, where did the people who cooked for her and called her home go?
Where did it go?
Where did it go?
"Don't die, don't, don't leave me......" She hugged Liu Banxian, who was covered in blood, and cried, "I won't do that again, I will be obedient, please, don't leave me ......"
However, he still turned into a cloud of blood mist in front of her!
She knelt there in horror, and her world collapsed as the mist of blood cleared.
……
Where An Lan lives, there are people keeping vigil at night, and the first vigil on this night is Blue Indigo. Lan Indigo was very alert, but this night, she didn't notice any movement in An Lan's house, and it was true that there was no movement in An Lan's house at all. She was quiet and seemed to be sleeping well, except for the fact that she was breathing a little differently than usual. But the subtle change in breathing rate, even if others stand in front of them, is not easy to notice, not to mention, indigo is guarding outside.
So. When Indigo heard footsteps coming outside. I thought someone was going to trespass here at night. But he didn't expect it to be Bai Guanghan who came over.
"Let's ...... first" Lan Indigo just spoke, but Bai Guanghan raised his hand to stop her voice, and ordered her to go inside and light the lights, but not all of them. Lan Indigo didn't know what was going on, so she hurriedly complied, Bai Guanghan walked to An Lan's bedside, lifted the bed curtain, and Lan Indigo walked over quickly to hang it up.
Bai Guanghan stretched out his hand. Gently wiped it on An Lan's forehead, and it was really sweaty.
"Girl!?" Only then did Lan Indigo notice An Lan's strange appearance, and Bai Guanghan tilted his head slightly and let her out.
Lan Indigo was silent, bowed, and retreated gently, but before going out, she couldn't help but glance back, and saw Bai Guanghan sitting on An Lan's bed. She was so shocked that she didn't dare to look more. Walked out quickly.
People who are usually so vigilant are now sitting next to them. Even put his hand on her forehead and shook her gently, but she still couldn't wake up, and she fell into such a deep dream.
Bai Guanghan's expression condensed slightly, it was not impossible to use incense to enter her dream, but it would be better for her to get rid of this nightmare by herself. So he didn't use the incense, just picked her up from the bed, let her lean into his arms, and gently stroked her back.
The moonlight of the Tianshu Hall is intoxicatingly beautiful, the wind stops at night, and the snowflakes fall down loosely, falling all over the courtyard, illuminated by the moonlight, like silver dust spread on the ground.
After the candle standing next to the table burned for a while, An Lan's breathing slowly calmed down, Bai Guanghan still didn't call her, still as just now, caressing her back from time to time, and occasionally helping her smooth her hair. Her head was soft but thick, and it was jet-black and slippery, as if she were touching silk.
is still very small, holding it like this, I feel that she is petite, so soft that people can't imagine that such a little girl will have such a sharp side.
"Hmm......" An Lan slowly woke up, a sense of security that she had never felt before, so that even if she woke up from such a nightmare, she didn't feel the slightest fear. It's just that when she opened her eyes and saw where she was, and saw the person holding her at this time, she suddenly couldn't tell whether she was still in a dream.
It's just that this dream, so incredible, directly shattered the deepest part of her heart, the most ridiculous and greedy desire.
She woke up, Bai Guanghan stopped the soothing movements in his hand, lowered his eyes to look at her, under the dim and soft light, his eyes looked extremely deep, but they were also extremely blurred.
An Lan didn't dare to speak, nor did she dare to move, but just opened a pair of dark eyes and looked straight at him.
Bai Guanghan looked at her for a while, and after confirming that she had gotten rid of the nightmare, he let go of his hand and gently pushed her away from his arms, allowing her to lie back on the bed. An Lan was reluctant, but she didn't dare to show the slightest reluctance, but when he got up from the bed, she reached out and grabbed a little of his sleeve.
She still didn't speak, but this action already revealed a hint of begging.
Bai Guanghan didn't withdraw his sleeves, looked at her quietly for a while, and finally sat down again, then raised his hand to her forehead, and after a while, his palm slowly went down, gently covering her eyes.
Such tenderness was given to her by this person, and An Lan felt that she was about to cry.
I don't know how many times later, she finally fell asleep again, Bai Guanghan withdrew her sleeve, put her hand back in the quilt, then stood up and walked out.
From beginning to end, the two did not say a word.
……
When she woke up the next day, An Lan was a little stunned and let a few maids help her finish grooming, and when she and Lan Indigo were left in the house, she asked, "Last night, you were keeping vigil outside?" ”
"Yes." Lan Indigo responded while combing her simple and delicate hair in a bun.
An Lan hesitated for a while, and then asked, "Did something happen last night?" ”
Lan Indigo's hand moved, glanced at An Lan from the mirror, and then said: "The girl seems to have had a nightmare, she didn't sleep well, Mr. came to see the girl at night." ”
An Lan was stunned, unexpectedly, it was really not a dream!
Then Dr. Hua came over to check her pulse, looked at her knees again, and then Lan Indigo ordered someone to set up breakfast, but yes, the library also sent the books that Bai Guanghan listed for her. It was only the first time she picked up the book, but she couldn't calm down and read it, and from time to time she remembered the scene of last night.
The greed is getting bigger and bigger, the desire is getting bigger and bigger, and she knows that she can't let it go like this. Because, when the ability cannot catch up with the desire, the pain will be infinitely magnified, and eventually become the inner demon.
"Girl, Jing Gongzi is here." When he was holding the book in his distraction, Lan Indigo came in and reported it.
An Lan came back to her senses, but then she was stunned again, Jingyan Gongzi!?
At this time, when I thought of that person, I suddenly found that the figure of that person coincided with the figure of another person! Her heart couldn't help but beat a little faster.
"Girl?" Seeing that she was stunned, Lan Indigo had to scream again.
"Please come in." An Lan put down the book in her hand and was about to get up as she spoke, but at this time her knees were wrapped firmly, and she moved a little, so she had to sit back again.
Lan Indigo went out, and after a while, a handsome figure walked in with a light smile. (To be continued......)