What I heard from others was only a "pitiful" pity, and when I experienced it myself, I understood the pain.

Du Xue sat on the edge of the hospital bed, thinking about a lot of things, thinking of Wei Ming, who would bring her candy when she was a child, thinking that Wei Ming's body was so good, whether he exercised well, everything was good, how could he be sick, he felt that it was impossible.

"Why don't you sue ......me earlier," Du Xue asked.

It's a long time ago, the doctor said that it has been treated for many years, it's not that there is no chance of treatment, surgery, transfer, again and again to the current scene of no way, has been transferred, I don't know what else to do.

"I said that you can't help, I can only let you be anxious, I thought if it could be cured, I thought about it and then I told you, it's too late now, the doctor said that I am in this situation, my parents have a high probability of cancer, maybe because of this, I was put in an orphanage, in fact, I was quite lucky, isn't it? After so many years of life that others envy, it can be regarded as worth it. Wei Ming said.

Du Xue's tears fell.

It's not worth it......

Why can Wei Ming say it so easily, every word seems to be talking about someone else's business, how can it be worth it? He is her Wei Ming, the one who said that he would always be with her, and now at this moment, he knows that it is finally impossible to be forever.

Two people walk side by side, there is always a fork in the road, but as long as she thinks that the other person is smiling, she will be happy, she thinks Wei Ming is doing well, but it turns out that life and death are placed in front of her, and there is no room for resistance.

"You said that you won't leave my ......" Du Xue whispered, her voice choked up, and her shoulders trembled.

A long, long time ago, Wei Ming said, she was still on campus at that time, at that time she was afraid that Zhang Dongyuan would leave one day, when she saw Wei Ming, she always felt that it was a back road, and now she thinks about how selfish she was at that time.

He's here, he's still there, since when did he seem to really stop standing by her side, and never talk about it again.

When she went to Hong Kong, her heart was flustered, he didn't stay, and he didn't say more, she thought he didn't want to be with her, but now she knows that it is impossible.

Many, many can imagine, thinking that Wei Ming said that she saw her sister-in-law in Hong Kong at that time, she asked how she met it, but she never thought it was a hospital.

What everyone knows, only she doesn't know.

"Xiaoxue ......" Wei Ming looked at her, his voice was so slow and heavy: "I can't do what I promised you, will you blame me?" ”

Such a sentence made Du Xue unable to bear it any longer, looked at Wei Ming with blurred teary eyes, nodded, and nodded heavily: "I will blame you, don't think about leaving, Wei Ming, I rely on you all my life, don't you want to leave...... If you're gone......"

Du Xue was stuck in a sentence and didn't know what to say.

What would happen to her if he was gone?

Even if he's gone, what can she do?

Wei Ming's eyes had some moisture floating out, just a faint layer, looked at Du Xue, stretched out his hand, and rubbed the hair on Du Xue's shoulder: "If I leave, you have to be okay too, you just think I've been in City B, or somewhere, but I can't call you anymore, I can't talk to you anymore, I can't meet again......"

Du Xue shook her head.

Wei Ming looked at her and whispered: "I tried my best, five years, I don't want to leave you, I used a qiē method, but I can't help it, Xiaoxue, this time I really can't help it, I don't know why, let me meet you, and then miss it again and again." When I sent you to Hong Kong, I thought, you and Zhang Dongyuan are separated, completely separated, as long as I cure the disease, I will definitely go to you, I will go immediately, I will come back for treatment, the doctor said that there is a great hope, I am willing to suffer anything, but I have failed again and again. ”

"I'll go to Hong Kong to find you when I'm better, I think if I can get better completely, I'll go to Hong Kong to find you like this, I'll even find a wedding dress, I'll go to you, if God gives me such an opportunity, I won't think too much about it, as long as I can get better, I will accompany you, I will accompany you wherever you want to go, I like to watch you laugh, watch you eat, I take you to swim in the river, see you tilt your head and fall asleep on the co-pilot as before, at that time I thought, as long as I get better, I will kiss you, I must."

Wei Ming's voice was as astringent as a jagged file, and all of a sudden, it was cut across Du Xue's heart, and every inch was shattered.

"I don't want you to know that I don't have much time, but I call you, listen to your voice, I want to see you again, I miss you, I knew I was wrong when I selfishly let you come back, in fact, it's better to leave quietly alone, not let you know, keep hiding it from you, until the day when you can't hide it, at least you won't see me sick now, at least you won't be so sad, at least you won't put a situation in front of you that you can't solve......" Wei Ming looked at her.

Du Xue stretched out her hand and hugged Wei Ming, the pain in her heart could not be resisted, and the pain was unbearable.

She was really stupid, how could she not notice Wei Ming's matter, she didn't notice anything unusual at all, she thought it was over.

hugged tightly, tightly, it seemed that only at this moment, I could feel Wei Ming's body temperature, and I could be sure that he was still there, he was still in front of her, he didn't care about anything, he just wanted to hug him.

"What would I do without you...... Wei Ming, what should I do without you? Du Xue opened her mouth intermittently, and her voice seemed to be choked.

Wei Ming stretched out his hand and hugged her slowly, tears falling from her eyes where she couldn't see.

"You have to be okay without me...... You just have to think, I'm actually looking at you, I like to see you laugh, really. Wei Ming said slowly.

was already at a loss in her heart, she only felt pain, Du Xue's body couldn't stop trembling, and she cried louder and louder.

"If there is a next life, I will not let go of your hand, Xiaoxue, if there is a next sound, I will not be slow, even if you are far away from me, even if you don't recognize me, I will definitely find you, do not give others any chance to get close to you, will definitely take care of you, will not let you shed a tear, be good to you wholeheartedly, only good to you." Wei Ming was more like talking to himself, and his eyes were blurred.

***

She was tired of crying, she didn't know how long she cried, and then she couldn't breathe, and her lungs didn't seem to be able to load no matter how much she inhaled, and the whole person was sobbing on the side of the bed.

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