Chapter 25 Whoever says an inch is careless, and he will be rewarded with three springs.
Lan Xiao'er looked at Lan Rou'er and their mother and daughter from a distance, and her mother was also worried about her happiness like a big lady, which couldn't help but arouse her thoughts about modern life, :
At the end of the weekend, the warm spring light shines through the window into the pale blue bedroom, gently caressing the person who is sleeping on the bed, like a mother's hand of pity and warmth.
"Love, it's time to get up, the two blind dates at half past five and half past seven in the afternoon, the time is coming, get up and clean up."
Mi Aiai heard her mother's voice, but because she was tired and sleepy, she didn't respond and continued to catch up on sleep.
"Ai Ai, hurry up, know that you love to grind the most, don't delay time."
Mi Aiai reluctantly whispered a soft "um" in response to her mother, and continued to make up for sleep without moving.
"Love, love, hurry up."
"Aiai, why can't you afford it?"
"Love Love ......"
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Mi Aiai said in a very small and lazy voice because of sleepiness: "Mom, I won't go." ”
Mi Aiai saw that the quilt on her body was lifted by her mother, and she said a little angrily: "The blind date that has been said is good, you can't be willful, obedient, love love." ”
Seeing this, Mi Aiai hurriedly pulled back the quilt and said angrily: "Don't go!" "Didn't you see her sleeping naked? What should I do if my dad and brother outside can see it?
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As time went on, the quilt was repeatedly pulled between the two several times, and the mother finally got impatient.
"Smack!" A loud slap sounded, and both of them were stunned for a moment, and the surroundings were so quiet as if time had stood still, as if a single action could break the calm, and the silence was a little scary.
Mi Aiai subconsciously covered her beaten left face, it was hot, it hurt! Surprised and angry, he glared at his mother. This is the first time that mom has slapped her in the face, just because of a 'blind date'.
I saw that my mother's eyes turned from anger to distress to regret, and slowly dimmed, lowered her eyelids, and opened her eyes.
Mi Aiai was angry and willful and shouted at her mother: "Don't go! I won't go if you kill me! Then he pulled the quilt hard, covering his whole body from head to toe, and quietly only heard his own heartbeat and heavy breathing.
Isn't it her fault that she can't meet the right person and remains single? Could it be that when she went to school, she studied hard and was not allowed to fall in love, and it was her fault that the rest was left?
After half a ring, Mi Aiai vaguely heard a sigh, and then her mother's soft voice came: "Ai Ai is obedient, the two blind dates are agreed in advance, and others are also good for you, if you regret it temporarily, don't others say that you are ignorant?" Don't you say that the mother can't even control her daughter? How can mom explain to your aunts? You make your mother's face ...... Where do you put it? ”
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"Last time my classmate told you about your son, because you repeatedly didn't go, now people ignore you......"
"You've pushed it more than once, and if you keep going like this, you've offended your mother because of this, and blocked the road, what should you do if no one introduces you in the future?"
"You can talk about it yourself, but you don't talk about it yourself."
"You're delaying yourself."
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"Mom is afraid that the older you get, you will become a joke for others. Boys and girls of the same age as you are getting married one after another, and when I was asked about you by an acquaintance at the wedding banquet, I suddenly felt a ...... on my face It's a bit of a shame. ”
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"Bang!" The sound of the door closing sounded heavily, Mi Aiai locked her bedroom door, lay back on the bed and closed her eyes, ignoring the knock outside the door, and felt angry and aggrieved in her heart:
Why does not getting married become a joke for others? Why is it a shame not to be married? Why is it that if you don't get married, like sinners, everyone has to be counted? Is it someone else's salty radish that worries or is it shameful to be single?
If marriage can be like schooling, as long as you study hard, you can graduate smoothly, she thinks she must be able to. Neither let her parents worry about her, nor let others laugh at her. Unfortunately, not ...... She can't even fall in love, let alone get married?
Marriage is harder than falling in love. If love requires two people to love each other, it is good, and marriage needs two people to be suitable. Nowadays, people who love each other are often not suitable to live together, and people who are suitable for life are not in love. It is a gift from God to meet a man who is in love and suitable for not cheating, and there is no one in ten thousand.
Besides, she is a loser in love, she can't learn to fall in love, and she can't be happy. I can't help but feel helpless and lost in my heart......
The knock on the door grew weaker and weaker, and only the sound of my mother could be heard.
I only heard my mother crying and saying, "Mom is getting older and older, waiting for a few years to be gone, who else cares about you?" If you don't talk about it, you don't see it, what do you want your mother to do? Don't be angry with your mother, okay? You go to meet, this is for your own good, for your own happiness, Mom hopes that you will be happy and live a good life. ”
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"Mom is really tired for your business, I can't sleep and eat every time I think of your marriage yet, and even wake up in the middle of the night, and I can't stop crying when I feel uncomfortable. You should also go to see it for your own good, and also to keep your mother from being sad. ”
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Mi Aiai listened to her mother's cry and felt her mother's sadness. The heart is gradually replaced by forbearance and remorse.
My mother put a lot of thought into her marriage and made a lot of efforts, but she didn't blossom as her mother wanted. From the beginning, I didn't talk about not talking about blind dates, so my mother broke her heart for her willfulness.
Mi Aiai's throat couldn't help but hurt, and tears flowed down silently.
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"Love, what the hell do you think? Tell my brother. ”
"Listen to Dad, Aiai is a sensible child, knowing that your mother is hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, and her heart is small, don't make your mother sad, worry about her health."
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"What my mother did for your marriage, my brother and I saw it. Mom calls you one by one to find a partner, and when you meet an acquaintance after you go out, you ask if there is a suitable person, and you should be considerate of your mother's hard work for you. If you're not her daughter, why bother with you? ”
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"Aiai, if you don't listen to your brother, don't go on a blind date, you go out to live alone, don't enter this house."
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Mi Aiai listened to the sound outside the door and remembered that her mother was depressed and had cancer because of her brother's unhappy marriage. Although it has long been cured, I was afraid that the loss of my loved ones would hurt so much, and I felt so distressed to see my loved ones suffer, and I never wanted to experience it again.
Mi Aiai remembered that when her mother was in surgery, she sat alone in a chair surrounded by strangers outside the operation door, crying very hard, sad and scared, and afraid that others would notice her, so she endured silent crying. Since there is no sound, the throat hurts. It was the first time I had tasted that I might lose my mother.
At that time, I wanted to never break my mother's heart again, and I must be a filial daughter. But now because of his marriage, he has begun to be willful again.
She didn't want to, but what to do? She is a love idiot, as if she has lacked this piece in her heart for no reason since she was a child, and she can't be like others, simple like, simple love, simple love, simple marriage. I don't have love, and I don't understand love.
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The crying outside the door grew weaker and weaker until it was no longer audible.
And Mi Aiai's swollen eyes that had been crying were tired of crying, and she slowly closed them, and read in her heart: "Mom, I'm sorry, it's all because I'm not good at making you angry, I know you're good, you are anxious for me, I'm worried that the bigger I will be, the harder it will be to find in the future, and the bigger I get, the more I can't get married, in fact, I'm also very anxious, I also want marriage, but the emotional thing is really not urgent." ”
"Mom, every time I see you like this, I feel very uncomfortable, I just hope that I will finish the task quickly, I will quickly satisfy you, so that you don't have to worry......"
"'Whoever says an inch of carelessness will be rewarded with three springs.'" How can my daughter repay your love for me? If there is a next life in which you become a loving daughter, let me repay your motherly love for me, okay? Maybe that's the way to fully pay off. Mom, I'm sorry, Mom, I love you! ”
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Lan Xiao'er, who was sitting in the pavilion, thought to herself, her eyes were overflowing with tears unconsciously, and her eyes were sour, but these words were not said because of Mi Aiai's willfulness and stubbornness, hoping to let God bring it to her mother. I silently thought in my heart: Mom I'm sorry, my daughter wishes you well!
"Laughing" a man's soft voice sounded.
Lan Xiao'er turned around and saw that the third prince Yue Xuan (a young man in purple, Xuan Gongzi) was looking at her with a gentle smile, and when she saw her expression faint, her eyes overflowing with tears and wanting to burst out of her eyes, she couldn't help but suppress her smile, walked quickly to her side and stood still, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?" ”
Lan Xiao'er wiped away the tears in her eyes with her hands, got up and saluted, "The third prince is auspicious." ”
Yue Xuan picked up Lan Xiao'er with his hands, and asked again, "What's wrong with you?" Tell me about it? ”
Lan Xiao'er got up, raised her head and smiled at Yue Xuan and said, "Thank you for playing the flute for me just now." ”
Yue Xuan only nodded in response to Lan Xiao'er, intending to ask again, but stopped.
Lan Xiao'er then looked at the sky, and after a while, she said faintly: "I just saw that the eldest lady thought of her own mother like she did to the second sister." I miss her and I feel sorry for her, and I regret it. The self-deprecating smile continued: "The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait." ”
Yue Xuan looked at Lan Xiao'er's depressed appearance, turned around and gently hugged her in his arms and said, "Yiqiē will get better, believe me, she will live well in that world!" ”
Lan Xiao'er was in Yuexuan's warm and gentle arms, smelling the faint smell of wine and peach blossoms on his body, nodded gently, and silently shed tears, until she vented all the helpless grievances and helpless heartaches in her heart, she was silent for a while, and muttered: "No wonder they all like you." "No wonder Lan Xiao'er and the second sister like him.
Yue Xuan smiled when she heard this, stroked Lan Xiao'er's long hair, and said softly, "Then do you like me?" ”