Chapter 507: Behind Time Is Truth
Jiang An listened to Xia Wushuang's confession, and the feeling in his heart was not very good, but it was not as bad as he imagined, it would be very uncomfortable, and it would be a little relieved!
He knew his feelings for Xia Wushuang, to be honest, even if he was cheeky enough to scold him for being distracted, he had to admit that he did have a great affection for Xia Wushuang, it can be said that he liked Xia Wushuang, and he also had the idea of dating her in his heart.
But he knows that it is just the thoughts in his own heart, and people will have many, many thoughts, different moments, different actions, and different languages, which will bring different feelings to people's hearts.
The human heart is an extremely complex thing, it can accept too many external reflections, and make all kinds of different reactions!
Especially at Jiang'an's current age, the brain is extremely flexible and the thinking response is very frequent, and the information received will be much more than that of the elderly person, and all kinds of thoughts in the heart are irrepressible proliferation, which is a natural life reaction.
Maybe the other party's inadvertent action can attract your attention, so that your opinion of her will change, and your emotions will fluctuate!
However, Jiang An also knows that these are just inner thoughts, and in the face of such entangled and complex thoughts, everyone has a different approach, some people can not care, some people can not refuse, some people suffer, some people struggle, and some people enjoy.
Jiang An didn't know what kind of state he was, and Xia Wushuang's voice echoed in his ears at this moment: "I don't know what kind of feeling I feel in my heart, Manman and I were very emotional that day, she said irrational things, and I also made irrational decisions, which led to the follow-up happening, I am very confused, and I am also at a loss Who should I choose between you and her?" ”
This is the problem that Xia Wushuang faced at that time, and it is also the problem that Jiang An has faced so far, he already has Qing Nan, the identity of this girlfriend cannot be changed, and he also likes it very much, and he also attaches importance to Qing Nan, and will not say anything to abandon her, but so many things have happened between him and Xia Wushuang, there have been too many intersections, and too many feelings have arisen, which also makes him embarrassed.
"Seeing Manman's injury, I feel as if my heart is about to stop, that feeling is even more unbearable than my own injury, I want to save her, talk to her well, and don't let her be hurt again, do you understand?" Xia Wushuang looked at the river bank with expectation.
That look was a little hurtful, at least at this moment, Jiang An's heart was hurt, but this was also something he had already realized, and nodded: "I understand, Tang Man must be a very important and precious person to you, I understand you!" ”
"But I don't understand you enough!" Just when Jiang An felt bored in his heart, Xia Wushuang suddenly grabbed his hand.
"I don't want to let Manman leave me, but I don't know how to face you yet, and I don't want you to leave like this." Xia Wushuang said in a faint tone: "I seem to like you, I don't know why I like you, you are completely different from the ideal type in my mind, not handsome enough, not heroic enough, and not strong enough-"
"Okay, okay, don't say these words, it's hurtful, okay?" Jiang An hurriedly interrupted Xia Wushuang's words, the pain in his heart, this girl's poisonous tongue!
Xia Wushuang smiled: "But some things are really strange, I suddenly like you very much, I think about you in everything, I am very angry when I see Luo Jia, anyway, the whole person has become very strange, by the way, do you like me?" ”
Jiang An didn't know why the topic came here, the direction was wrong, it should have been Xia Wushuang who gave up on himself, and then he took advantage of this to completely give up, although it was a little sad, but it was also a good result for him.
He will not abandon Qing Nan, but he can't make any decisions in the face of Xia Wushuang, this is what he has always been very embarrassed about, maybe it's indecisiveness, maybe it's soft-heartedness, no matter what kind of character he is, he is very entangled in the face of this kind of thing, and he can't make a decision ruthlessly.
So Xia Wushuang came to him today, there was a kind of relief and relief in his heart, if Xia Wushuang said that kind of thing, then he could give up with peace of mind, and Xia Wushuang had already said in this regard, and the preparations for getting the card by himself were done, but the topic suddenly went astray, so strange!
"Why do you ask this?" Jiang An said a little evasively.
"Oh, you don't want to say that, forget it"
"It's not that I don't want to say it, it's just that I'm okay, just say it!" Jiang An's face was hot, his back was sweating, and finally he tilted his head to the side and hummed, "I like you very much, but I still have Qing Nan, so-"
"I know, that's why I say this, I know you already have Qingnan, and although you look unreliable, you are lustful and flowery."
"Hey, hey, hey"
"However, you definitely won't abandon Qing Nan, I know about this matter, and I'm also very embarrassed in my heart, I won't let Manman leave me, but you and I don't want to leave you, as for the matter between the two of us, I still don't understand, and I can't figure out what to do, okay, let me wait? Maybe time will decide, and even if time can't make a decision, I'll make a decision, okay? ”
Jiang An felt that he didn't understand what Xia Wushuang was saying more and more, didn't he want to issue a card, why didn't he suddenly send it?
"What do you mean?"
Xia Wushuang was still holding Jiang An's hand, and suddenly he held it very tightly, very hard, and looked at him firmly, and said: "I have already said it to Man Man, I will seriously consider her feelings for me, and my feelings for you, she can no longer be hostile, and will give me time to make a decision, so, Man Man will not leave me now, I need to think about the matter between us." ”
Jiang An's eyes widened, he wondered if he had heard it wrong, Tang Man had regressed?
According to Tang Man's fiery feelings for Xia Wushuang and that expectation of possession, how could she tolerate Xia Wushuang doing this to her? But now it seems that this is really the case, although I don't know what happened to change Tang Man's opinion, but she is really not so tough now.
no longer forced Xia Wushuang to accept her feelings immediately, nor did he force Xia Wushuang to abandon the river bank, leaving her time to think about where she belonged.
This decision is actually the most satisfying situation in Jiang An's heart, he has Qing Nan in his heart, and Xia Wushuang in his heart, maybe it is just a short-term love for Xia Wushuang, it will disappear with time, maybe it will last for a long, long time, he can't know, so he feels that he needs time to consider the relationship with Xia Wushuang, but there was always Tang Man eyeing him before, pressing step by step.
He and Xia Wushuang were both living very hard, and they couldn't do it if they wanted to leave time to think, but now, they had actually achieved this state?
Jiang An felt incredible, did Tang Man's mood change so big? Whether it was because the experience of life and death made her see more openly, or whether her treatment of her that day made her grateful to herself, she couldn't tell the difference, but for Jiang An and Xia Wushuang, Tang Man's concession was very important!
There are a lot of tangled, complicated and painful things, and sometimes it's just a lack of time, and time can make a lot of things logical
Jiang An is still a little hard to believe, he is ready to get the card, let Xia Wushuang say that he is a good person, and successfully received his first good person card in more than ten years, but it has changed, a major turnaround.
"Tang Man, did she really decide that?" Jiang An asked.
Xia Wushuang nodded: "Well, I had a good talk with her for a long time after I woke up, and her attitude seems to have changed, and she is no longer so hostile when she talks about you, and finally the two of us decided to keep the current state first, we are still very young now, some things may be decisions made under emotional excitement, only by letting time eliminate that psychedelic excitement, what is left in the end is real feelings!" ”
Jiang An's heart calmed down, and he broke away from the loss and relief of the card just now, and began to think seriously about this matter.
"Is this really possible, are we deceiving ourselves?"
Xia Wushuang said indifferently: "Maybe, some things will be difficult to decide, deceive yourself, deceive yourself, if everyone can keep it like this, no one will be hurt, then deception is nothing, and maybe this is not deception, but a new beginning, there will be such a possibility, isn't it?" ”
Jiang An didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, anyway, he was much more relaxed now, and he didn't have that huge pressure to squeeze his soul.
"So let's just wait for time to decide?"
"Well, otherwise, time is so ruthless, if you can resist time, isn't the rest true love? And I still need to meet Xiao Qingnan, if I really leave my true feelings, then I am her competitor, I won't show mercy, will you feel distressed? ”
Jiang An was silent, his expression indescribable.
"Okay, okay, I said that I won't make you so embarrassed, and I'm not sure if I will continue to like you, but even if I don't like it in the future, it doesn't matter, you can rest assured, Manman won't be so hostile to you anymore, we will return to the original state, can you accept it?"
"Okay, everyone is satisfied with this result, just let the time make a decision, huh!" The river bank seemed to release something, exhaled out of the window, staring into the distance, the dark night seemed to bring him incomparable tranquility, an instant of eternity!
"During this time, it's really hard for you, I know that you must have taken on a lot of pressure, not only to deal with the enemy, but also to consider it for me and Manman, I'm really sorry for you in this regard, I should have protected you, I'm sorry!"
"Hey, who wants you to protect me, I'm not that weak, okay, don't hit people!"
"Since you're so unconvinced, it seems that you still need some way to calm you down, are you ready to accept the punishment?"
Before Jiang An could answer, Xia Wushuang had already posted it, his red lips were as hot as fire, and he kissed Jiang An's mouth tightly